Pushed to Amphetamines again

[Beeker]

SWIM got the crud news last summer about something that sticks with you for life.. http://www.drugs-forum.com/forum/showthread.php?t=18208

basics are I've been forced to move off Ritalin to amphetamines as Methyphenidate is a blood clot risk for me. Now don't get me wrong, Amphetamines work much better then Ritalin did until I abused it for six months.

My worrys are that I might use it recreationally again. Twoday I took a 10mg generic and just felt wonderful and focused. Much more then Ritalin.

For a split second my mind tried to trick me into taking a half. Took about a split second for me to go get a coke and forget about.

As long as I check myself I should be okay, but when does tollarence hit?