Experiences - Which stupid obsessive "tweaky" crap do you do?

[FluffyPinkElephant]

My two biggest tweaks are a collection of heart rate monitoring apps on my mobile and the camera on said phone.

With the heart rate thing, I will sit there forfuckingever trying to get the damn thing to read properly trying various angles and holds in an attempt to shake less and produce a more accurate reading...it often feels like a compulsion to "prove myself" by having it register an insanely high rate.

and the camera...for fucks sake...the camera. Perhaps it is silly, but I am often AMAZED at how blown my pupils will get, and honestly if I weren't so afraid of judgement from those who fear the drug, would love to show em off. Oddly, I kind of like they way they look all spun out ish, so after several failed attempts at stabilizing the camera with my jittery little hands alone, I would would spend shitloads of time setting up the camera to timer so I can set it down so it will actually focus because the dresser or whatever while maintaining adequate but not too much light so that I can more accurately record to prove it later exactly HOW BIG they got.

Also, that camera it does high def video, so of course you must take advantage of this fact and record not just the good stuff like that super kinky and amazing twacked out sex, but also you MUST get those random videos of yourself documenting your drug effects such as, "wtf are my eyes REALLY crossed/bouncing around again??" and other stupid tweaker shit...and then attempt to watch them while still really high and can't see straight so cover one eye and try again...eventually say fuck it and save them for review once sober.

[socalpurp]

Bahahahah. Loved hearing your story dude.

Personally I just do the average tweaker things.. Mostly OCD shit. I clean like fucking crazy.. and am constantly trying to clean and scrub my skin, always brushing my teeth, shaving PERFECTLY it just HAS to be the PERFECT shave or I'll stand looking in the mirror for hours, popping any blackheads I might come across, that kind of shit. I wake up the next morning feeling like shit until I sniff another bump, but when I'm sober I love looking at my room and my appearance and saying "DAMN IM PRODUCTIVE"

I have a tiny mirror with stands thats meant to be layed out on a table. It was supposed to have a candle to put on top of it but as soon as i saw it i noticed it would be the perfect thing for cutting up lines. I love crushing up my shards sitting at a desk making my lines. I take one of that suicide type razor blades and will sit there for hours making lines. They all have to be EXACTLY the same, no powder outside the line, every little bit used. I'll make lines and lines and lines (Doing many of them along the way) just to occupy myself. Its gratifying to me. I guess I like playing with my drugs.

I guess its like a kid and your mom tells you not to play with your food. But its just so much more fun playing with crystal. because I mean, hey, Whats not to love?

[FluffyPinkElephant]

I should post a pictoral and entitle it Fluffy's eyes on drugs...or maybe I should go to bed lol

[socalpurp]

I think the latter option would be in your best benefit. But whose to tell you any different, right? Maybe fuck around with your heart monitor a little more, huh? I'm joking of course. Or not. You decide. Ahahaha shit, whatever floats your boat. Thats all that really matters to anyone in the end. Making YOURSELF happy

[Livingbehindclosedoors]

haha right when I heard smartphone app, I said hell yeah in my head cause I love my smartphone when i feeling good. My friend on the other hand is bad with it, one time we were chilling and maybe its cause he feels comfortable enough around me but he spent two days straight, no joke, on his phone messing with apps. I told him I am bout to bounce for the night if he was going to be doing that again and he said, "Na man, i won't tonight." He spent that night on his computer doing something with google chrome. After that he sobered up and had messed up his phone and computer downloading virus and who knows what else.
Now I OCD on how to be normal and look fly when I leave the house. I love noobies cause they love to listen to my bullshit on how to not totally F#ck everything up and then my problem is I will talk your ear off bad until you tell me to shutup lol. I love to try new ideas and methods on how to fight looking or acting radical when you been up. An example is I breathe real slow and real deep for about 5 mins right before clocking in to work and it helps even me out so I am not moving too fast and looking frantic.
I liked your post and I love crazy nights sexing it up with a fine girl that is the one gift I think everyone enjoys.

[crushedice]

depends od my environment and whose around when im tweeking, when im coming up i over work myself, doing a shit load of shit at work,
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when im home and tweeking, if im alone i tend to fuckin close my door because i think someones guna come in when no ones not even home, then ill open it, close it again, open it....

ill wiggle my toes alot, (like right now...)

if im around people all i can think of is acting normal so ill just sit ther, grab my fone and do absolutely nothing on it just scroll back n forth having absolutely nothing to fo on it..ill start a conversation cause i think im bieng too quite and they probly think im bieng weird or sum shit,

and ill tug on my ear alot i dont fucking no why,,,,,but i notice i do that shit alot bot excessively or obviously but ill just pretend im thinking or i dont even know what the fuck im tryna do. i do pretend im thinking alot tho...wtf...

[Aveo]

I check the peephole constantly on my door. My dog isn't barking and I know no ones there but I check anyway. And this is gonna sound nasty but I'm constantly picking at my nose. It always feels weird idk y.

I wiggle my toes a lot too. Oh and I'm constantly playing silly games on my phone like bejeweled. Like I can't friggen look away like its life or death lol

[whatsmynameagain]

omg, i would love to get my hands on the heart rate moniter thing as i often obsess on what my heart rate is. one thing that i HATE getting stuck on is solitarie on my computer, i keep wanting to beat my last time. last night i was doing this and started getting a horrible throbbing headache, then i thought there could be something wrong with me so started googleing "causes for head pain" (duh!) then it dawned on me that i had been looking at the computer screen for hours! OMG time to go masterbate or something!

[CanadianBakin]

I have an intense habit of recording myself, mainly videos of me taking hits, and playing guitar. The guitar isn't too strange, lol.... And as for the videos of me taking hits, there is someone I talk with online that I usually share them with, and she sends vids of her taking hits haha we've probably sent 1000 back n forth....

[MisMonroe]

If by myself, I tend to spend most of my time watching makeup tips and ideas on youtube, or doing laundry. I don't know wtf it is about the damn laundry, but I love it. Especially folding after. I'll also pluck hairs out of EVERYWHERE. I once was high as fuck while flying to new york, had some of those ripped jeans on, and was leaning over tweezing every little hair I saw. I looked up to find two people in the row across from just staring.
I like to also do my face cleansing routine, and then put on make up. Take off. Smoke a little, and then do again.

I also LOVE to take dirty pictures for my husband, since I'm on vacay a LONG ways away from him. I'll spend hours taking them, because I have to take a million, just so I can go through the next day and delete 90% because I look fucking gone haha.

If I'm with my hookup, whom I smoke with more often than anyone else, we'll talk for hours, make 9 billion runs, and then do crossword scratch tickets.

And Fluffy, to get an easier, more accurate reading, download a timer, find your pulse on neck, wrist or ankle, and count the beats for 30 seconds, times that by two. Or 15 seconds and times by 4. Those damn apps I've downloaded for it always end up telling me my heart rate is at least 20 over.

[Aveo]

Damn I wish I did laundry. Want to come to my house? I have 2 piles that need folding lol

[candyangel420]

Originally Posted by Aveo

I check the peephole constantly on my door. My dog isn't barking and I know no ones there but I check anyway.

This. It's one of the things my boyfriend makes fun of me for. But I can not help it. I live in an apartment building. Anytime I hear the front door shut, I creep up to my door and first press my ear against the crack to listen. Then when they're coming up to my flight, I look through the peephole.

In my defense, it's not a paranoia. I don't think they're coming to hurt me or anything like that. It's more a curiosity. I just want to know who is on the other side of the door. Plus, my upstairs neighbor is ridiculously loud. When she's drunk, she's fun to watch come up the stairs cause she trips over herself and mutters things to herself.

I do also like to clean the apartment/organize things.

[MisMonroe]

Originally Posted by Aveo

Damn I wish I did laundry. Want to come to my house? I have 2 piles that need folding lol

Haha, I actually always ask my hook up and friends that don't have washer/dryer's if they need me to do theirs in hopes that they will say yes.

[Tony Williams]

Haha OP you're like me!!! I bet you want to HD record a video of you're eyes after shooting Cocaine then once blown, Heroin.

[FluffyPinkElephant]

Originally Posted by Tony Williams

Haha OP you're like me!!! I bet you want to HD record a video of you're eyes after shooting Cocaine then once blown, Heroin.

Ew herion blegh got so sick the one time I tried it scared to ever Again...

however, yes many recordings of the initial reaction....but have determined she needs a videographer if she wants to capture full effect

[GLD94]

When I am tweaked out I can't stop, well I can stop, but my lips always seem to pucker up like i'm about to kiss someone..LOL.. and I make noises like i'm trying to get attention of one of my cats even though my door is closed and my cats most likely can't even hear me.

[bravez]

My tweak appears to be hospitality. If I have guests over, I always need to make sure that they are fed and/or hydrated. Otherwise, I sometimes do the peephole thing.

[LetMeSeeThat]

I'm obsessed with cleaning my pipe after EVERY session. First, I scrape the stem, then I use the water evap method and smoke what's left. It absolutely needs to be spic and span for the next shard(s) that go in. Then I collect the resin in a jar and save it for emergencies.

I use candles to light my pipe because it's harder for me to burn the product. I also got sick of buying lighters and burning my thumb. My routine is to set up the candles so they're the perfect height for my pipe to reach.
I also love to listen to music while watching the candle melt and drip wax.

My other tweaker hobby is to take pictures of crystal shards and crackback patterns. I review them the next day and compare the differences and similarities between prior batches I've had.

After all that is done in preparation for the next bowl, I then i sit in front of my computer all night and read about what other tweakers do when they're high.

[cloud_nine]

I tend to crack my neck,knuckles,and back way too often when i'm high.
Like Bakin,I too have the habit of recording myself taking hits just so I can watch it back and see how big of a cloud it was.haha.
I'll get stuck on my phone for hours playing games even though I have more important tasks to be taking care of.

[Stuck-in-Wonderland]

I get stuck putting on GLOBS of mascara because I don't think my lashes look long/dark/thick enough and then when I'm done twenty minutes later, my arm hurts and my eyelashes look like tarantula legs and then I have to use an eyelash comb to pull out all the mascara clumps.

The other thing I tweak on is pretty bad. When I am alone and won't feel embarrassed,I sometimes feel the need to scratch my head even though it is not itchy and I look for scabs to peel off and then it feels good when I do find a scab and peel it off. I do this for HOURS and when there are no more scabs left I am still scratching my head and it feels ok but once I sober up my scalp is burning from all the scratches and I have the biggest headache ever.

[candyangel420]

Originally Posted by Stuck-in-Wonderland

The other thing I tweak on is pretty bad. When I am alone and won't feel embarrassed,I sometimes feel the need to scratch my head even though it is not itchy and I look for scabs to peel off and then it feels good when I do find a scab and peel it off. I do this for HOURS and when there are no more scabs left I am still scratching my head and it feels ok but once I sober up my scalp is burning from all the scratches and I have the biggest headache ever.

Me too. I try so hard to control it, but I do it without thinking. I just search and search for head pimples! There's something incredibly satisfying about attacking one successfully. Then I get worried that I'm going to somehow make myself go bald or something. I've actually been doing well tonight avoiding it. Hopefully things stay that way...

[Junglistic1]

Yu yup. ones toes twitch. and sometimes twist ones tongue. twitching seems to be the common sensation, when one want to acknowledge ones inner relation.

[soimpulsive]

Grind my teeth dammit.. hate it. Try to find new people to with online.. obsessively

[EternalReality]

One of my worst "tweaky habits" is search random stuff on Google. i don't know why but i think about random stuff, anything that comes to my mind... for example 2 days ago i spent 3 hours reading about who made the keyboard and why they chose the design. i also have a bad tendency to "drum" on my stomach.. weird i know but i always end up slapping my stomach and making a beat, i will end up waking up the next day and my stomach will be red as hell.

[JakeWilster]

Besides cleaning the entire house and making it look spotless my worst addiction and my girlfriend is sitting next to me reading this so she's going to get a little pissed but we've been over it hahaha one of my worst addictions was everytime I slammed I'd call up the ordinary Pornstar I knew or her friends and I've be downtown in some Marriot hotel or the Hilton and we'd have ourselves a little fun. My parents knew about it when I came home in the morning or noon and they said they didn't know what they'd do about me that I was a lost cause and damaged for good hahaha gotta says this was 2 years back but man.. met some beautiful women who I used to masturbate too.. and I don't know how it happened but all thanks to Tina for making me the guy to be out in LA or downtown SD just clubbing and happen to run into one and next thing you know it becomes a habit. Good times indeed.

Hahaha now I gotta log off and go chase after my girl she's pissed lmaooo later guys and gals!