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Originally Posted by SWIM
it was about 8pm and R had brought over a new chemical to try. he had originally told me what the chemical was as we were about to dose but the night was a little vague so i can hardly remember.
we weighed out our doses and i remember it not being powder, but tiny jagged crytals of what looked like a sample of 2c-i i've once seen before from one of those overseas overpriced vendors. but the taste was very different. what was weird was that when i had placed my ~20mg on the side of my toungue, i noticed my whole mouth turn VERY salty, almost as bad as getting a mouthful of beach-water. yech.
- R and I began talking, and i could start to feel the subtle effects almost immediately. but that could have very well been just a placebo.
as time went on i could feel my head get very, very heavy and vertigo-like.
it was that feeling u get, from just waking up out of bed and standing up too quickly.. but see, i hadn't moved a muscle. my body was planted on the ground but my head was spiraling too fast for me to even notice. it was like nothing i'd ever done before. the peak is comparable to that of an ecstasy high, so much stimulation pushing u so far, so fast, and so electric, by the time i felt myself comming up, i was already peaking
- my head felt that of a thousand pounds and i couldn't concentrate on anything. i caught myself moaning to myself silently, breathing hard and just watching my room spin would send me to an uncontrolable laughter. my eyes closed and i dragged my hand across my face, and as my fingers ran across, i could feel them stretch, assuring my liquid state.
- as i looked down and started mumbling to myself in the corner of my eye, i could see one of my arms morph into something mushroom-like. .
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i had my fist balled up like that
- not even remembering R was still there, i looked around and saw him trancing out to some armin van buuren with the head-phones on. the distant music just fed the drug it's hallucinogenic power, from a couple feet away, i couldn't exactly hear the music, but it sounded like one of those distorted conversated voices u hear on the intro to a shpongle track. i closed my eyes again and saw my entire room lit up behind my eyelids, it was weird. and as my room would disappear, grids of grey interlapped eachother and vibrated to each bass-hit on R's ear-phones. I opened my eyes again and started to get overwhelmed by everything. i had been looking for something to trip this hard on for the longest of time but i don't think i was ready for it yet. sounds got so distorted, at one point i actually thought i was losing my hearing.
- the fan was blowing on my face, but the sound of the wind would break into tiny little pieces.. the pieces would break into loud distortions, sounding to that of broken up thunder-claps.. it's like if anyone ever made a strobe for auditory illusion, that's what it would sound like..
---[ try this, i found this out by trying to replay the awesome moment to myself. . .
---[ place the palm of your hand over your ear, letting the of your hand the ---[ only thing touching your entire head., now lift your palm up slightly, not
---[ totally removing your hand from your ear, but just barely enough to let ---[ the sound of air to come in.. now cover your ear with your palm again ---[ and repeat, fast. that's what it sounded like, but a little louder
- so anyways, i look around and i see a pair of shoes on the floor, and it make a 'twitch'. sort of like in that one girl, comming out of the tv in that movie 'the ring', the distorted movements that would come from her body relating to that of a messy television channel
- my body became buzzed with electical energy all over and i couldn't take it much longer, time ceased to exist and i just flopped to the floor. god knows how long i was laying there before i got picked up and set on my bed. i woke up some time later, feeling absolutely sober to friend R had already packed up and gone home. very very intense trip and can't wait to do it again. he hasn't picked up the phone today for me to ask him what chemical it was, and unfortunately it looks like i'm going to be banned again for some odd reason before i'll be able to get back to anyone about what chemical it was exactly. all in all, the trip was very moving, and still has me in an 'awe' kind of state, totaly amazing and i live for hallucinogens like this
- hope u enjoyed the read
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24-04-2006, 07:41
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