I was hooked on this stuff for a solid 6 or 7 months, almost straight through with only a few minor breaks. It was BAAAAAD. Id burn through a gram to 3 grams a day depending on the day, my septum wore down PERMANENTLY and is now much much thinner and odly shaped than before....its not regrowing back whatsoever. my sense of smell is much more limited now as well.
ive been pretty clean for something like 3 or 4 months now. its been hard.
in terms of permanent MENTAL damage, i have to say i dont really experience much. nothing seems too drastically different. it took about 4 days of non-usage until my body was back adjusted to reality, but my body/brain are weird like that and do unexpected cool stuff.
HOWEVER....heres the thing, I dont know if this applies to you or not but: im a very drug
oriented person psychologically, and I need some sort of substance in me at all times, be it nicotine
, meph or caffeine
. i quit a 7 year caffeine addiction just recently.
the thing is....even after having been clean of meph and pretty much all other drugs
(besides occasional xanax
and aderall) I STILL crave it every day. theres not a sober day that goes by, even after 4 months, that i dont wake up and wish i could do meph all day every day.