had an interesting experience and got sucked pretty deep down the rabbit hole mixing booze
. After a few drinks, including beer and vodka, SWIM hotknifed about 7-8 bits of hash about 2-3 mm big (about 1/10 inch). SWIM sucked the hits right off the knives in rapid succession before the effects fully developed.
After the last hit, SWIM just parted ways with reality for 2 or 3 hours into a foggy space somewhere between a dream and a faint. The interesting thing is that during this time SWIM continued to act normally and went on with his activities. SWIM's reality was like a broken chain of events where SWIM would briefly drift back to awareness and find himself doing the most mundane things. SWIM next came to scrubbing the knives
, a few minutes later found himself picking a new song on the player... During a long while when SWIM was barely conscious, seeing things at 5 fps, having tinnitus, twitching and strong pins & needles, visual patterns forming right beneath the veil of reality and drifting into feverish dreams while standing, SWIM performed a whole lot of actions that demand dexterity and concentration. SWIM briefly remembers counting his heartbeats and calculating his pulse (about 130), searching and reading articles on the net looking for similar experiences (yes reading entire pages while SWIM would forget what he had been thinking 1 min before and cycle between reality and waking dreams), cramming food with both hands into his mouth
The dreams were just like normal sleeping nightmares, only more vivid, and centered on paranoia related to being caught. SWIM dreamed of being tested for drugs
the following day while realizing with horror that he had dreamed of this one day earlier. And the paranoid ideation was not just dissociated thoughts, it was a fully formed body of ideas that made more sense as every event that happened in the last few days was suddenly revealed as being a clue that SWIM was going to be arrested and that people were conspiring to set SWIM up. SWIM finally drifted to sleep and woke up after 2 hours or so feeling normal albeit just a little confused.
SWIM is wondering whether the thing was laced with something or if he just went overboard.