What is with "meth existance denial?"

[randomJACKASS]

OK, let's start by revealing the fact, that to date, SWIMS reaction to Meth is FAR different than what one might consider "normal" SWIM has almost ZERO paranoia factor, and SWIM cannot for the life of him understand it in others because SWIM is so apparently different.

The thing that boggles SWIMs mind most though is why "tweakers" like to pretend that meth does not exist, even when amongst fellow tweakers they will deny using and refuse to broach the subject in any fasion whatever, and to SWIM this is monumentally idiotic, as it's so prevalent, that SWIM finds it to be one of the surest dead giveaways that the person in question is a meth user/abuser. Seems assinine and silly to SWIM, help him understand the logic? If there is any?

[Alicia]

"SWIM has almost ZERO paranoia factor"

I have such wonderful, wonderful things to show you .. lol :P

Now anyway, everyone will react differently to a given psychoactive substance, not just physcially but mentally as well. Some people experince paranoia some are ok then there are others like you who dont We are all different. Also no one is god, Paranoia can happen to the best of us. Your be surprised one day im sure

[old hippie 56]

Stay up for three or four days, you will get paranoid. It happens to the best of us.

[hh339]

try 13 days on amph...

[randomJACKASS]

SWIM has done a week solid, and not paranoid at all, honestly SWIM feels very superior in that way, because SWIM finds no joy in being paranoid.....

[Alicia]

Well one day darling that may well very change, swim remembers someone else who had that superior view of being ok on things in the end they ended up with psychosis. So by all means feel superior if it works for u. But being big headed will always come back and bite u on the ass.

[dr ACE]

Originally Posted by randomJACKASS

SWIM has done a week solid, and not paranoid at all, honestly SWIM feels very superior in that way, because SWIM finds no joy in being paranoid.....

SWIM is not a real dr but he suspects you have some kind of underlying mental disorder so each time you take the meth your just feeling normal not really getting the same affects as everyone else or maybe your just a hardhead some ppl need alot more than others of the same thing in order to get the same effects.methamphetamine hcl under the brand name desoxyn i believe used to be and maybe still is used in the treatment of ADHD/ADD and other disorders

http://www.healthsquare.com/newrx/des1613.htm

you might want to go and talk to your gp or doctor about it,just a thought

[cfb1]

SWIM used to deprive himself of sleep purposefully using amphetamines, as a "science experiment," as his interest in drugs has always been spiritual or experimental, usually not recreational/regular.

It takes a while to feel paranoia. Perhaps you don't experience it explicitly when deprived of sleep, especially if you keep your body well stocked on nutritious foods. That seems to work.

Do you take multivitamins? Supplements, etcetera? SWIM found that eating healthfully and taking multivitamins severely lessened paranoia.