wtf is up with SWIM and sally?

[antigenesis]

SWIM has a lot of experience with the plant itself (used to grow it), just not so much tripping on it. SWIM has tried to trip maybe 10 times (first 6 or so homegrown leaves a while ago, last 4 were 20x very recently) but has never broken through.

Swim never felt much with the leaves other than a little sweating, but with the 20x, he always gets this intensely uncomfortable feeling that could only be described as his skin crawling over itself in sheets 2" - 3" wide radiating away from his torso, usually if not always with much sweating. SWIMs first time with the 20x was in a semi-bad setting (bathroom floor in a low key[5-7 people], unused recroom 'party'). He consecutively took 2 huge hits out of a bubbler and held for ~30 seconds each. The crawling feeling was most intense this time, and seemed to be applied to objects in his vision, honestly SWIM doesn't really remember what he saw (no notable hallucinations though) because he was so distracted by the uncomfortable feeling of his skin crawling or repeating over itself in layers/sheets (very hard to describe, you know how drugs can be). He was overcome by this powerful compulsion to get as close as possible to one specific side of the recroom, commanding a friend out of their seat to lay by the wall. This lasted for about 10 minutes when he gradually came down. Haven't felt anything like this excercising or anything but, could the feeling be the sensation of the intense sweating? SWIM is so confused about his relationship with sally.

The next 3 times were in a good home setting with his girlfriend trip sitting, but with smaller amounts out of a regular weed pipe. SWIM felt the crawling feeling each time but the discomfort was gradually decreasing each time (not sure if it was just from lowered dose though). The compulsion to get near a certain outside wall of the building (luckily this time it happened to be the wall next to his bed) returned, not as strong but again this may be because of dosage size. Another thing to note is that when his girlfriend was trip sitting, SWIM became somewhat uncomfortable about the fact of her watching him.

There is 1 more medium to large bowl of the 20x left. Next go, SWIM is planning on making a water pipe to use, and going all out and smoking as much as possible in a final (for this batch) attempt to break through. He plans to have his girlfriend simply wait outside his bedroom door to make sure he doesn't leave the house without inducing the 'watched' feeling.

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SIDE NOTES:
-the crawling feeling usually comes about 15 - 25 seconds into holding the first hit, gradually becoming more powerful

-SWIM finds it very hard to speak correctly because the crawling feeling engulfs all parts of body including tongue/mouth and may drool trying to talk (not sure if he actually does drool)

-SWIM has a posative, respectful attitude towards the drug, and simply wants to be able to experince the wonderous things he had read/heard about

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If anybody has any advice / help / experience / any comments at all, any input is greatly appreciated. Not sure if SWIM has a common situation or if this is a unique discomfort (he knows discomfort is common but this seems to be an extroardinarily strange discomfort).

Peace out and please respond,
antigenesis