[I answer this post as ecstacy in my world is MDMA, they are not interchangable, E with speed is just a dirty roll, i.e. a speed pill and not real 'ecstacy'; it is simply misidentified speed sold to users who want the real thing, or they are dirty/grimy pills sold to the crowd who want speed or specifically want dirty ecstacy. 'Ecstacy' originally recieved its street name due to the feeling authentic MDMA imparts on the user. Ecstacy was then heavily popularised and when MDMA was made illegal and thus became more and more dirty/expensive shitty pills became abundant for new users to the scene or moronic repeat users.]
The euphoric states of those drugs
are so different from each and the conditions under which each is ideal and most comfortable are very, very different, almost completely opposite of eachother, you cannot really compare them.
What I mean is ecstacy is great in the club, bright lights/strobes, lots of liquor at times, tons of dancing, plenty of water, and the only time I am lying down on MDMA
is for a backrub or to get better leverage during a good fuck likely because im tired of being upright for such a long while with a beautiful woman. Five years out with a back injury and goddamnit, at times I am not sure if I will ever be able to enjoy sex again... thinking back to those days.. was like being in a fucking porno when getting the roll on.. and all of a sudden, over night it was all taken away. All my friends are still partying.. having kids, getting married. What in the fuck am I doing? Not much.
Really fucking sorry for getting completely sidetracked.
on the other hand, are really fucking shitty in the club, cannot dance on them, cant drink on them, cant cum on them. Yup. Pretty much good for only when you are injured, or when you dont want to be around people but still want to get fucking ripped, or like I said, you have an injury and they are your lifeline that allow you to simply cook food daily, do the laundry, lol, need them to enjoy a fucking movie even. Could beat off once the pain is gone, but sure as fuck cannot cum, and by the time you figure that out you have thrown your back out again. I really kind of hate opiates/opioids as much as I love them, definitly love and hate. More like, necessity and death [not referring to addiction/withdrawal, referring to needing them to function after an injury].