a mother’s point of view on heroin,

[lindapwallace]

hi there

i am a mother of a heroin addict....i have read your threads and feel really sorry for the state you are in...



i loved my daughter and helped her with her addictions, fighting doctors for treatment, nursing her when she had thrown herself out of our top window just to get her drugs, everything i could do to help i did....



i helped her to pay off the people that she got drugs from hoping that it would finish....she would cry and i would hold her...



i went through all the hells she went through all in the name of love....

i did this up till 2 yrs ago when her drugs started to affect my relationship with my fiance, she stole of him, stole things belonging to him as well....



to cut a long story short, i had to kick my beloved daughter out....this nearly killed me, my darling beautiful daughter who i loved so much who would rather choose drugs than me...i ended up on anti depressants and sleeping tablets and i cried all the time and worried about her...



i met her a few weeks ago and this was the first time we had spoken in 2 yrs, she is off drugs and has a flat of her own and looks brilliant...

its called TOUGH LOVE and it was tough believe me.

i pray every night that my daughter will stay well, positive and happy...



please, please think before taking anything, i know its easy for me to say but i have been through hell and back and i wouldnt want your parents to go through what i have been through....



drugs are a cowards way to live if you call it living, its an exsistance and that is all...you wait for your next score, you might have to steal to get it and, after you get your hit then what...need more drugs to keep going..



take care what ever you do and please think about your future...

bless you all where ever you are in the world.i am not a religeous person but i think you all need as many prayers as you can get..







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lindap