Forum, this thread is one some of you might disagree on, but please just continue reading.
for my friend has been a godsend. My friend would take 150mg 3 times a week, and sometimes, would stop taking it for a week, and then take 300mg at once, and he honestly believed it was the greatest drug
He had ADD, but never really did anything about it, never went to get any medication for it.
Coming home from school, tired, depressed, exhausted, he would take Tramadols, and suddenly would realize, that all his negativity, all his sense of hopelessness was pure lies and fake. With 150mg in his system, he would feel stimulated, euphoria
, and most importantly, he had a positive outlook on his future life.
Homework which he never did, he found that he could perfectly do. In fact, he hated to do easy homework, he loved writing essays while on them, because he could write essays very slowly, taking all his time to make it essentially perfect.
He would take 150mg at around 3:30, and his body being used to receiving the drug, as soon as he consumed it and sat down to use the computer, his mind would instantly initiate the effects.
Without the dosage, he would feel sad, left out, hopeless.
knows that his mind has been compromised and messed up totally. Swim has always been a free thinker, a thinker that always over thinks, over analyzes. All these dialogues, thoughts, worries, brought him to a point of endless distraction and fake, negative beliefs about his outside world.
Swim always hung out with just 1 of his best friends, thinking that no one liked him.
On Trams, when he consumed them, he suddenly wondered how he was actually not only known by his whole division in high school, but that he was completely popular and known/loved by everybody. He would always stay away from the most popular kids in school, yet, these popular kids always welcomed him dearly into their "Illuminati" circle in school, with control over everyone else. Swim on 150mg, knew that he was actually at the top, but his thoughts forced him at the bottom.
Swim realized how his attitudes, and parents had kept him in that state.
Swim always thought girls don't like him sober, with 150mg trams, swim once again immeadiately realized how pathetic he was, and realized just how many girls actually did like him and enjoyed being with him.(all of them which swim WANTED to be around with)
Swim came to realize that he was an introvert of mass proportions. He always kept to himself, thus all his negativity about the world, a defense mechanism of sorts.
Swim would dome 150mg, at 3:30, and feel the effects strongly until the next day. The euphoria is what made him realize the next day that he was still high off Trams.
The warm feeling around him, the love for everyone around. It lasted him for a long time.
Swim came around to 20 Oxy's once. He definately got higher than Trams thats for sure, but the high was only pronounced in a really warm, blanketty feeling, and a major euphoria that only lasted at most, an hour.
With Trams, take that hour and multiply it by 15.
All in all, Trams for my friend were truly a legendary drug. He doesn't have supply for them anymore sadly, but while he had them, man, they thought him so much. He discovered so many positives which he always purposely overlooked until it became automatic.
One thing he is somewhat happy of is the fact that all his thinking/analyzing, have made him into a body language/voice tone/expression/hidden meaning in words reading monster. He can basically read everyone head to toe, what they mean when they talk, how they feel, their emotions, their past, their future. One look at their face is an instant decoding. He knows this isn't a delusion, it's actually quite real, and he discovered these techniques are proven science. It's good that only he can read everyone, it would be an unfriendly world if everyone could see through each other.
But sorry for the long read, just wanted to point out that Tramadol is the greatest opiate
/drug swim has ever used.