badly need advice on Ecstasy

[lexyr]

hello, im new here but that doesnt make me new on e. something happened two months ago and i badly need advice about it. bad vibes alert?


im 21, been using weed almost every day, and e every other week + other various drugs, and ive been doing that since 16. two months ago, i went to this rave *which i usually do*... i took3 tabs of this kind and another 2 of another... the trip was good as usual. after 3 hours we all went to my place and drop some more. i had 2 more of another kind tab which they say locally has massive lace of lsd. the trip was ok, i started halluciation and it was normal... but 10minutes later...


i felt weird and different, instead of the peeps warping into having long nose and faces, they started looking pale, old and dying on me. then the sounds stopped on me, til they grow old and died. i think it was the tab with lsd, it was only my second time to take that and never really took real lsd myself. anyway, it all felt bad as i grabbed the pillow i started hearing dead voices calling my name and i saw scary spiders grabbing me and all. even more bad trips, warping, etc... that i even punched my friend coz i thought i saw him pointing fingers at me and saying sh*t.


anyway, i apologized and we all thought it was lsd and because i dint sleep the night before we dropped. its been two months and til now ive been paranoid about it, having anxiety and doubts about things. ive been scared about seeing those things again and ive been having crazy dreams, that i dream of everynight. its like episodes after every night... and its a stress... really...


since then i stopped any sorts of drugs and just continued drinking... now... im thinking if... i should go to a doctor? or drop atleast just one tab of e and this rave this weeked and hopefully erase that thing in my head and have good vibes instead? but im afraid i might remember those things i freak off infront of everyone...


im not very sure of what to do, confused and still paranoid... btw, i used to take approximately 5 to 6 tabs a night every other weekend, but the last time was just something.. something really bad. have you guys had this experience? what dya think should i do?


thanks very much...

[Alfa]

It is hard to say what you got. The effect was probably a sum of 5 years of heavy use, no sleep and a heavy psychedelic. One thing I know for sure is that I would lay of drugs for a vast length of time(at very minimum 6 months - 1 year), while taking good care for my body if I where you. Recuperate! It may be a good idea to create a 'window' out of your current state of mind, by consuming some MDMA powder after a month, only to abstain from all drugs again. On the other hand consuming any drug may be a wrong move.


I hope you have a close friend that knows you and you can trust. Please tell him/her how you are doing. Welcome here.

[manda]

sounds like you all wanted to pay the reaper a visit. sorry to say this but you overdosed hard, and it seems like you learned a lesson. 5 hits of X, that's suicidal. One took me too far. Then you all decide to drop cid. I'm glad you hit your friend, at least one of you got decked that night. Truthfully, watch out for that friend. If you thought he was saying shit enough to hit him, you may have been right. I don't wantto tell you what to do, but whoever you were hanging with watched you take an OD. They were too ignorant of the drugs they were taking to know you had taken far too much. How come it only hit you that way if you all took the same thing?Look, your dreams prove to me that you were real scared on these drugs. Please ask people questions here about anything. You can meet friends here, too. All I can tell you is don't ever take that combo again, or anything close to it. If you do it again, you might be safer to do it alone. If your friends are true, I'm sorry. Maybe I'm just old. Does everyone use 5 tabs of E at once? I am so blown away. X can heat your body from the inside out, and make your organs explode. One hit of paper acid is plenty for a first time, too. This is really upsetting me, I'm going to log off. If you need a new friend, you can pm me. Who the f**k told you to do so much? Are you the novice in the group? I've done these drugs, so I know the effects and if you accidentally use too much again, you might endup in a bad way.Fear the f**king reaper. I'll tell you once again good X takes one tablet.You freaked out in front of everyone because you were too close to the reaper. I blame your stupid friends for not knowing better.

[manda]

O.K. I'm sorry for insulting your friends, only you know if they are true or not. Who else could I blame? Now I know why my parents always blamed mine.

[manda]

Sorry for the triple post, but you said it- bad vibes.

[lexyr]

hehe thankz for the replies yea they're good friends and we've been doing that long enough and that hard. we always take around 5 tabs that way. and we reallydrop e that hard, hallucinations and seeing scary things were usual but the last timewas just 20x of that.so i dont really blame them, in fact they tried to calm me til i ended my trip.


i saw him saying sh*t and that but it wasnt just that, it was weird they were all lying down the bed and i saw him went up throwing fingers and his face really just got scary. but its not just that, i saw everyones head turning/looking at me withought moving their bodies/necks. which really got me mad, i said stop it, stop the trip, i couldnt help it.

[manda]

I don't know why I got so into your post. Now that I know you're safe and experienced I feel better. I thought you were a younger person who had a really close call. Still, be careful so it doesn't happen again. I think when I did the 1 hit of E it was super strong. I was so f**ked up. So I multiplied that by 5, and I imagined what would have happened to me if I had taken five. Death or emergency room. So when you're all, well I took 5, then 2 more, I was like "Does this kid have any idea that's too much?" This was 10 years ago I did that E in Portland, so I don't know anything about X today, how strong it is, etc. I thought you were a first time cid user also, and wondered why 2 pills were necessary. On top of all that. I must sound like an old fuddy duddy. "Kids today..." If you want to party like this, its your business, but what would happen if you took 5 tabs of E and it was shit you hadn't tried and it happened again. You sound like you know your shit more in your second post. I party hard, too. But some of my friends would do so much they would seizure or fall down. I've seizured from it too. That shit was so good....

[shroomhunter=)]

dude im sorry to hear that, i know what it feels to have bad trips, on ecstasy or acid.
i double dropped last weekend, not knowing what the pills had in them, man was i an idiot.
i beleivethey were acid based or something, becuase as soon as they hit me, everything felt wrong. everything looked wrong. nothing made sense, and i was just confused and everything. im not sure if it was the pills or just me :/ because it even felt wrong to put my hands in my pockets. later that night i got better and then i dropped another pills, different kind. which kinda felt alright not like it should though, two days later felt normal again

[runitsthepolice]

This thread is five years old. Check the date of the thread before posting and don't self incriminate.

[vantranist]

SWIM is taken 20+ strong pills in one session with no ill effects, infact this is how swim did it for many months, would pick up 20-30 pills and roll on them till they were all gone.

I say you made a mistake with mixing pills/drugs.

woops didn't realize it was so old.

[freshacejay]

swim is currently in a period of prolonged "non-usage" of mdma (swim doesnt do anything else anyways inlc. alcohol). bad rolls that used to cause anxiety when thought of, now dont. swim agrees with alpha and thinks swiy should lay off for at least 6 months (my current strech)
hope this helps