Difficult experiences.

[triptonaut]

Swim tried dmt now for about 20 times, and he has troubles reading other experiences.

Whenever he smokes dmt (swim uses a vaporizer), he puts an amount (don't have a scale) in the vaporizer, cap it, then hold it above some tealight, just not touching the lamp untill there is alot of smoke in it, then he inhales it, still under the tealight, holds it for 15 seconds, and does this like 3 times over again.

Somewhere between the second and the third hit, he starts wondering how pretty the tealight is and things like that. After the third hit swim looks a the world in a different kind of view. I did dmt both in a darker and lighter enviroment. When in a lighter envirement, I don't see much, some walls moving a litle bit, patterns all over the place. But when I lay down on my bed and close my eyes I really see patterns all over the place.

I've read alot of dmt before I tried it, and some things really don't make any sense in my opinion. The fact that someone else has to give you the pipe/vaporizer because else you will probably drop it, really is not true in my opinion. I even put the vaporizer away in my closet with litle problems. Sometimes it feels like I'm going to fall but it doesn't happen...

Aso other stuff like completly new worlds, elves, shit like that, it's hard to understand you can see that kind of things. Off course you can say that the state of your mind where you are in when taking dmt is another 'world', but I always still have soe sort of connection with the real world. I never saw elves and that sort of things, all I see are patterns, colorfull kaleidoscopes everywhere, but nothing more. Is their something I am missing? Or is it just another interpretation on the visuals when you take dmt ?