tram deff works for depression . but swim
has found that differant brands have a differant effect .by this i mean ever so slight but differant none the less even though the pill contains the same ingrediant .
im currently deppressed . started with a workers comp claim witch involved a knee reconstruction after 3 yrs with the company , am and was an elec apprentice at the time . and in oz is not like american electricians as we have a 4 year intensive course witch when compleated is equivelent to your grand master electrican status . and pays verey well. and i am 26 in 2 weeks . but after i did all the right things reported incedent and followed protocall they denied it was their fault.. so after 1 year of legal stuff to determain liability and tests . i was on restricted duties witch was " isolated sorting screws washers cleaning stock take " was a large aliminum ship building company and despite my ability to do so much more after bein 1 of the top apprentices with reports to prove it . my manager turned on me and yeah i guess made an example of me .. and as the usual year wore on with bills pilling up sleepless nites and my fellow workers seing me just sitting and i guess looking likje a slacker . they 2 turned on me .
in the end the claim got accepted and they addmited ful liability . so knee recon later i was back and isolated for a further 6 months . at this time i was at the point of throwing up bfor work and was taking morphine
to mask the pain . my girl god bless her finaly got me to put a work place bullying complaint in . witch just made it worse !! then every 1 was out to get me !!! st this time my mother who i shared everything with and was a wonderfull woman had FTLB frontal temperal lobe dimensia . witch her mother had but gotten at 75 not 52. so i just kept saying 1 more year then im qualifyed !! then swims cuzzin who swim and he got ms contin and swims cuzz sold for him to supply his own habbit .. but swims cuzzin made home bake heroin
with and ivd it as opposed to swim just eating it . up to 10 ms cont 100mg a day .
so off course swims cuzzin started losing money and "getting robed" and just started melting down .. at this point swim tried everythimg he could but swims cuzzin would not admit he had a problem .. so after a hellish week he called me and said i need help !! so i and his ex sorted for him to go to the country with his mum for 2 weeks and swim would give his mum vallium for the detox.. then swims cuzzin rang him bout 12pm and i guess just i cant explain sounded differant ... so rang his alchoholic brother to go over and he said cant be fucked but made him ... he got their at 4pm . hed hung him self at 1pm ...
this is where swim exerianced full depression .. non stop crying ... quit my job ... left my girl ... and seen the doc
at witch point he gave me lexapro
... first 2 weeks were realy weird as they game me ocd ... but after 2 months and goin from 20mg back to 10 as 20 just made him a robot ...
but with nothing happining inhis life and with my knee couldnt do much to get out i used tram and felt good till it got to the point where swim would take 2000mg and feal nothing due to tolerance ... 1 thing i did notice on tram was when swim used them and stoped usualy the second day hed get the brain zaped thing for a week at least but not to much withdrawl efects as far as fealin like shit..... but when swim started lexapro swim stoped taking his prob bout 1500mg a day habbit tram and he was waiting for the brain zaps on the second day but the lexapro must have an obvious interaction and i didnt get 1 zap !! so as thaught to with draw without the zap
been 4 months since swims cuzzin and has also found rittlin to be a good get out of bed and do stuff !! just to get the ball rolling and then let life wash over him and that would be enough for the rest of the day ..
is great for muscle pain and also a kick as swim found 150mg was great at the start just be carfull not to build ur tollerance up to quick .. and yes lexapro and tram dont mix as u can have seratonin syndrom but swim still has 300mg per day with 10mg lex and hes fine 85kgs 6'2,
lookin back now i seen the sighns .. i loved cooking and 6 months bfor my cuzz id stoped compleatly so i guess for the future i know the warning sighns and can act bfor i go to that dark place again .. was just i guess 1 off those guys that thaught no way would i ever have depression !!! but i did.
just be true to yourself and dont make the mistakes as i have by trying to jump back on the horse to quick and just falling back down ... make sure your ready ... string a good 2 weeks togather at least then get back out their (if u can ... i guess im single with no kids so cant imagine it with financial woes)
bit off topic ... but yeah just thaught id give some insight and mistakes of another persons experiance .. hang in their brother .. lifes a gift !! just sit in the woods and look around and listen .... majik
Slipin added 42 Minutes and 33 Seconds later...
as i got a lil caught upin my tangent !!lol.. to "nut shell" your question .i guess like a few ppl and im sure your self realize tramadoll wont make u the guy on the corner .. its the other drugs
when the tram stops workin that will make u that guy.. if can use it and have the controll sure y not !! cant see it bein more dangerious than a bottle of whisky.. but as with all drugz its addiction
that makes u that guy !! u obviously have had it bfor so u arnt alergic or gana have a reaction.. keep in mind that in saying this your tolerance is goin to be lower so dont jump straght back in with a 500mg dose !!
but i find it verey unusual that u just used it once a week with no zaps or withdrawl effects on your days off .. but i guess if u are on anti d meds would explain this...
although a lil grose im about to do a lil reserch on pluging tram.. tried last nite with DHC cough syrup 50ml was ok but yeah .... wan worth it .... just curious that with tolerance taking a pill oraly .... would the tolerance be the same as pluging but with only the benifit of onset quicker ? if so yeah i guess no point ... will get back to ya !!lol
Exersise is a blody wonderfull way to treat depression as well .... if your body can do it ... is y i guess i found my self their as with the knee and a shoulder injury i couldent run.. its been proven that exercise releases mass endorphns!! and yeah all be it hard at the start is realy quite addictive if u push through the first month ... even just walkin through a park.. i guess in oz we are spoilt as my home town esperance not only has the cleanist air in the world but some off the top 10 beaches as well .... but we realy do live in a beutifull world ..and in my case when i was at my darkest i went back to my home town lost and defeated ... and just started walkin throug the bush untill i got so sore i had to sit ... then a unexplainable fealing came over me ... id have to say like i was on e for a good 5 mins ... just the wind blowing through the trees the flowers bees and birds ,sun shining through and yeah ... and im the last person to beleve in spiritual crack
pot stuff!! but hell i guess nothing else can explain it ...
guess im at the point where im sick of bandaid fixes and bullshit drugz and just want to correct my life so said fixes arnt needed ie drugs...