being

[emineo]

I have recently had some sacrament. At the momentl, pleasantly finding my way back but still very.. elusive

The ego is a funny thing, and necessary maybe, but wrong it seems. It's like you can't see it long enough.. hold onto the be, the yes and now.. long enough.. complete enough to be firm and stay on, in, it

the ego pulls you back, the roles
i am supposed to do this when that happens then

it is always
forever ending!

the start and finish
the now is here and there all the time

here is this

time
right


I keep having absolutely mind blowing, basic, true, there, huge, engulfing, never ending, simply answered, always, one, it, this, here, singular, point experiences.

These are some of the words that come to mind, fit, explain and are this. And that.

It is forever. I'm high and so are you. My dog, lights, air, pixels, dirt, hair, the government, me.

Everything. IS.

Still very here. It's weird the in and out. Decisions! Every moment, the question. Saving this destroys it all.

Don't you understand?
Saying it.
No, the ego.
Me doing this, the ego, telling you, while you fill a role.
It's insanity, but no.
it is
always and will
so what is this?
a tangent of a moment of infinite time strentched back into itself?
the null and the is
is
total and nothing
if i am
i am all that is all somewhere

dying every moment
living it
somehow we are all choosing to live THIS MOMENT on the loop where we all touch
it is so rare but so fast that it always is
but it also is elsewhere
and that is here and

questions linger
this is me
i knew it was leaving
it was fleeting
it is here with us all
there, just there
behind the mask
the shell

be
and be it
don't be
just
it
feel
exist
know
and see


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love all

It is the now. typing, capitals or not thu y the anydgh

it is the answer
the unity
the truth
it
these words
the energy
this
the idea

the knowing
now

the right
the choice
instinct
fate

sound
water
movement
the moment
loops
starts
ends
tangents
dimensions
roles
good
or bad
dualities
vibrations

two
always

death
dying
before
and end
together
at once
neither
everywhere

infinite
sphere
single point

the ego
covers
hides
camouflages
the
the

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this is me looking

[emineo]

Maybe I'm talking to myself and maybe I'm not.

I, is hard to justify. It's uncomfortable and selfish, but it is, just as anything.

It's necessary to exist here. The I. Ego. It is the shell that our most basic primordial existence manifests itself in this plane.

We all agree to share this experience on this vibration at precisely the same time, every moment. Why? Why here? Why this? In this way? Why Why why...

Always the question. Even that is ego. Asking. Wanting to know. That is your ego trying to rationalize. To conqeur. To find a place to exist because it doesn't want to let go.

Fear. That is this world. It is a construct for all our egos to coexist and have an identity.

You choose everything.

You agree because you are here, now, reading.

Be it. The moment. The everything. Be, and you are forever.