"Calling all cars"

[Cure20]

Ok recently I have had an extreamly bad time and need some help. For some of you that I know on there forum here your were all probably wondering where I have been in awhile and my explaintion is this:


5 weeks ago my father passed away, he was very young(early 50's) of a cancerous tumor in his stomach.


For thepast five months the doctors kept telling him that the pain was a ulcer. Finely the pain was so tremedous that he passed out on the floor of his home and was rushed to the hospital. After a lot of testing the doctors said that he was going to make a full recovery so the segusted moving him to another hospital. This is where the doctors decided to give a second opinion and go a little further with the test and had descovered the tumor.


After alot of bullshit and testing and an operation he went from making a full recovery to dying it a time period of 3 1/2 weeks. *Fucking Doctors*


(sorry a little bitter about the doctors 'cause things could have been a lot better if they listend to my father 5 months ago)


Anyways this is where I want to hear some of your opinions


After the funeral I kept myself busy working 7 days a week for 3 weeks straight. Not really thinking about much. Last week I finely had 2 days off, by myself, and got to thinking about my father. The last thing I remember was cooking food for my girlfriend because she was comming home soon.then IBLACKED OUT.


Keep in mind I had not been drinking, nor has there been any drugs for at least a month, and the last drug I did was MDMA.


A day and a half later I came to in the hospital, and the only thing the doctors could tell me is that I need a "Urgent psych. assessment"


and on the form that they gave me to book an appointment it say:


Attention Physicians: Possible temp. Psychosis Greiving lost family member


Anyways very scary stuff.


Has anyone been through this or can anyone give me some advice because I am scared out of my fucking mind and Im not to sure what to think.Edited by: Cure20