Should I do salvia divinorum again?

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I tried glue/gas before and it gave me the same nasty trip that salvia gave me that everyone wasn't real and it was the END.


Done the glue when I was 13 and had that bad trip and it freeked me out for years. Ihad bad flashbacks and was really paranoid, just as i was getting better I went and smoked salvianot knowing the effect andI had a panic attack. That was it, this time it wasthe real END. I held on to my best mate begging for him to be real and holding onto him as hard as could.


It was the scariest, loneliest feeling in the word,I was terrified and it freeks me out to this day. I have had panic attacks after this for about a year but non in the last 2 years and I feel a lot better.


One day I might have to try it again justto get over my worries or I might be like this for the rest of my life.


Do you think I should try it again? My only fear is this trip becoming real. Would taking valium help me for my next salvia trip?