Thanks MDMA!

[These Forensics]

Does anyone else realize that whenever they use MDMA (or whatever is in
your pill that you think/hope is E) the next day you look back on your
experience, and can not even understand what you were thinking/doing?



Everything seems to make so much sense (i found a movie script in my
pocket one morning after a night of rolling) and then in the morning,
you just laugh it off and cant even begin to describe what happened



-Edit- this post will either be seen as a burnt out person on e, or someone trying to say what everyone feels on it




Edited by: These Forensics

[Brie]

I cant always remember everything, but i usually know the big line in the evening


SWIM says he almost can't remember anything he had done


so youre not the only one here.....i think its pretty common that people cant remember what they've done

[armatitumor]

Yes, I know exactly what you're talking about. Ideas and connections
that are completely ridiculous seem logical to SWIM under the influence
of MDMA.

[polloloco001]

thats exactly why ecstasy is the fuckin king

[armatitumor]

Originally Posted by polloloco001

thats exactly why ecstasy is the fuckin king

Haha, I'll agree with you there. If ever there was a reason why ecstasy
is the fucking king, the irrational trains of thought is that reason.
That and on account of it feeling so good.

[DJ-666]

Your girlfriend saw you in the toilette with two other girls...but in the next morning after all was gone SWIM didnt remember why he was there...

[ambrosius]

"Sounded like a good idea at the time...I think..."

[big-lester]

The thing with X is that I can't think straight when I'm on X (duh) but
when we have more pillz with us they must be eaten (every time it
happens we tell each other to NEVER do that shit again but it always
happens again), when such things happen I wake up the next morning,
thinking wtf happend and than realizing that I did 270mg of pure MDMA
and shrooms

[Brie]

but when you know you got more....u want more on X its funny but its also dangerous......

[Jatelka]

Originally Posted by big-lester

I wake up the next morning, thinking wtf happend and than realizing that I did 270mg of pure MDMA and shrooms

SWIM also finds that MDMA is pretty compulsive, swim finds it very easy to just keep munching pills/dropping bombs especially in high stimulus environments. SWIM feels that at high doses it'sthe speedy side effects that come through which SWIM's body craves.


SWIM has dreadful (ie: none at all) memory on MDMA and has, on more than one occasion "inadvertantly" taken 150mg with 1 friend and then 150mg with somone else 15 mins later because she forgot


Fortuanately that was pure powder so body load not a problem

[Nagognog2]

Retrograde amnesia is a toxic effect of MDMA if too much is taken. As well as an odd sense of deja vu where one seems to keep experiencing the same situation over and over. Read: Don't take so much.

[a-SalviaLover]

I remeber everything while after rolling and that's its charm, in contrast to other psychedelics where the time and space are questioned.

In fact MDMA always made me do the right desicions . I realise things of my emotional and social life I cannever do with anything else, except time. I mean that I have a very bigger insight of my personal issues. Other psychedelics make me think of things that have no direct application on real life. I think of the things in principle and not as they are with me. I personally find MDMA more useful, although I like other psychedelics, too. And it has produced only once depression in me (I had many reason to become depressed then, so I can't sayfor sure that MDMA did it). I just can't wait for my dealer to buy more of these pills. That bastard sold them all for a month or so (50 pills) and now has to go to buy more. I hope it will happen soon.

[dirty arab]

SWIMremembers most of what happens but something really good or bad seems to happen every time that is always remarkable