has been wanting to dabble with smack for the last 9 years or so, or since he was in 4th grade (yea I know, pretty fucked up) and finally got the chance to the other day. He had been railin OC like a full time job, day in and day out for about a week or two, and can say they're almost like completely different drugs
. He was still slightly high from the oxy he did earlier when he got around to this little bump of red rock. I guess that's what's goin around Philly right now, or at least in this connect. If any locals are curious, it came in a long waxy pale blue bag in another bag of plastic. Anyways, time for the good part!
He hit this little bump, probably only 1/4 of the bag, not quite sure how much exactly out of the bag since his friend bumped him out (what a good friend!). He got it nice and deep in the nose, but not a dumbass and put it too far back to make a drip. Minute one goes by, not too much. Minute two, a nice little smirk, minute three, he's swaying back and forth hugging himself. By 5-10 min. into the experience he was laying on the couch more comfortable than he ever has in his life laughing. Laughing with an overwhelming joy. To put it metaphorically, it was as if god himself had gently cupped swim's warm and fuzzy (but comfortably numb) body and carried him up to the pearly gates of heaven to let him take a stroll. It gave him a taste of "the good life", or the ultimate euphoria
. Then with all his might he grasped swim with all his might and hurled him down crashing into this forsaken wasteland we call earth. This was felt when he woke up the next morning. The dose wasn't enough to have swim puking his guts out like he had anticipated, but between all of the oxy, little bit of dope and being legitimately sick, he was left cold, pale, tired and a complete piece of shit for the day. But for those moments of pure euphoria, it was worth it. Swim doesn't know why people find E more euphoric. Idk, swim didn't see that magic in E that he found in heroin
A very scary road, but it seems like having dope flow through his veins was destiny. Fucked up, but swim's a fucked up character. Don't worry about him though, he's around no one that hits that shit regularly, and it's like a random thing. He aint got connects and his buddy looks at him like a brother and watches out for him. Swim's in good hands.
Just thought I'd share swim's experience with this "demon" for all those who wanna know what heroin's like, wanna know what swim's up to, what ever it may be. Plus this is really the only group I can share with, since heroin isn't viewed that positively around swim's block.