Cannabis doesnt work for me. =C

[reptile]

So hi.. uh..


I've done alot of shit before: opiates, psychadelics, methamphetemines, dissociatives and had some lovely experiences with all of them.


I've been tryin to stop all that for a bit and switch over to weed so my body can heal a bit. Right now, I'm in a state of mind where I'm sick alot, and thinking I might be sick will make me feel sick. Paranoid and if I do a drug right now, I'll probably have a horrible trip.


My new group of college friends are big smokers, like everyday. They're tryin to get me to switch over to weed too. Permanently but nahh..that ain't gonna happen. I took 3 or 4 hits from a pipe and felt horrible. Paranoid and my stomach felt sick. I felt generally shitty for like 2 hours. The peak of shittyness was after half anhour. This is my first time smoking.Around a year ago I got some weed and wasn't able to light the damn thing in my pipe so I ate it. It was a prettyweak high but I felt happy.


Is it my general state of mind causing this, or the fact that my body's a bit weak from previous drug use or Dun dun dun...WHITEY!