multiple personalities?

[jatzstoned]

ok, i ate an 8th of shrooms and like had this wicked exoerience where no matter wut ppl said to me it didnt bother me, where as usually i get ticked off by the smallest insults, pretty much the entire time i felt at peace, but i cant really remember too much about it, all i can remember is that wen i started to come down i fekt sad cuz i was like a completely different person, i remember hating the person i am now(sober), and loving the person on shrooms, i think i might have MP disorder cause of it tho, cuz wenever i like make a decision i always second guess it, and i even think i hear a faint voice in the back of my head telling me to be at peace and even argue with me here and there, am i losing my mind or wut?

[jatzstoned]

anyone?

[Alfa]

You might want to cut down on drug use, especially psychedelics. The mind has strange corners to reside in for the duration of a trip, but that does not mean that it is the center of your universe. Drugs open many doors in your psyche. Drug induced psychological illnessesphenomenon of aphysical cause and therefore are a physical thing. Where there certain aspects of your character that you found to despise? Psychedelics have the quality to set neurosis aside for the duration of the trip. That may be(or may not be)the cause of why you did not get ticked off. If there are things about you or your life you realize should change for the better, than the solution is at hand. Hope that's helpfull.

[jatzstoned]

well thats the thing, i find that im so like unbaLanced in regular reality that i love psychedelics cuz they can relieve me from reality, i hate the mindset i have now, but i also understand that it is necessary i am the way i am , because its the only way i will survive reality , my personality on shrooms is so, like above everything. like an extra sense of spirituality and purity, but the personality i have now is corrupt and distorted , i also find i have slightly other differentiated personalities on other things too like wen im high or drunk

[Sektor]

one author: Carlos Castanaeda, read my friend, read

[Alfa]

There are many ways to survive in hostile environment. It is an illusion to think this is the only way. Be yourself or youhavealready been killed. It is essential to be yourself and like yourself.

[Pinkavvy]

sounds like you just need to discover yourself, and decide what's important to you. protecting your image, or being above that.

swim would say you should spend some time in the woods alone howling at the moon.... but swim is weird.

[ashuricci]

i use drugs to help me find who i want to be not who i am, mby u your self would rather your self that way mayby e should all use different personalities for different things, like your angry man when your having an argument your caring side for your loved one maby each emtions is a different personalitie or just the same eprsomnality in a different state of mind

[BrugmansiaBrujo]

Don't read Carlos Castenada. Next thing you know, we'll have another fool thinking datura is a wonder drug.



All people have multiple personalities. Most manage to deal with it and
be normal. Psychedelic drugs bring out all those things in a
person. That's why they have been used and valued in psychoanalysis
(before they were made illegal). The patient asks the question, and he
gets the answers from one of his repressed alter egos.



If you are not given solace after you come down from a trip where you
analyze yourself or the world; or if you still have the voices, you
definitely should give it up for a good long while. Take the time
to allow your mental equilibrium come back to you.

[ashuricci]

is there any way of achiving this state of mind from trips on a sobre mind with out years of practice in meditation, i feel that once u work somthing out u change immidietly but when im sobre i dunno what im looking for and were to find it does any one know what i mean?





i think there is possibility that holucinating doesnt give of any different state of conciouness but just lets you see that all the time all we ever see is what we want to see, knowing that we can controll our sences to the point we wouldnt know lets us understand how we are lieing to our selfs all the time and that we can manipulae this....


religion?

[BrugmansiaBrujo]

Some people like religion. To me it is the root of all evil in
the world now, and throughout history. All religions basically
teach the same thing, chiefly amongst the teachings is respect your
fellow man, and do not kill. Yet, look at the world, who has started
most of the violence? Islamic holy war, the Christian crusades,
etc.



For me, the key to keeping sane, is to try and keep the frame of mind I
have while on hallucinogens, even though I'm sober. This takes a
while of self training, and maybe a few repeat journeys; but the
journeys need to be spaced out a good long time apart from each
other. Otherwise, instead of being something to learn from, they
simply become another nasty habit like daily alcohol drinking or daily
cigarette smoking.


Edited by: BrugmansiaBrujo