I’ve regressed.

[antizero]

Someone, please reflect my thoughts and assure me that I am not alone in the universe now.



Yesterday, and the day before... have been one insane walk into another
world. I'm not sure yet as to whether or not I have returned to
"life", or, if I am permanently in this baked state of... undescribable
psychobable.



I feel as though my entire life has been a lie and that I have had an
illusion placed before me for all of these years.. and that I truely am
an imbecile. I believed once, that I was different. Now I
know that I truely am not special, nor more enlightened than the next
man. I am an imbecile and a mentally retarded CRACK HEAD.
Figure of speach, I haven't smoked crack yet. BUT MY BRAIN IS
GLAZED AND I CAN'T RETURN TO SOBRIETY. IS THIS NORMAL?! SOMEONE
HELP. I HAVE RETURNED TO THE STATE OF SPERM AND EGG. I WAS
RAISED BY THE TV!? HELP ME. SOMEONE, ANYONE, ON THIS
FORUM.. TELL ME!! IS THIS NORMAL!?! I ONLY SMOKED TWO NICK' SACKS
AND I KNOW THIS CRAP WASN'T LACED. MY DADDY SMOKD IT TOO!!! HELP
ME!!!! I DONT WANT TO LIVE LIKE THIS FOREVER.

[Pinkavvy]

wow. I would say you are either very dramatic, too young to do drugs, or really shouldn't be touching them.

if you feel the same way tomorow, maybe seek some help?

lol

[sands of time]

Umm, if you just smoked than wait until the high is gone. Give it about a day and you'll be back to normal. Maybe you shouldn't be smoking weed if this is the effect you get. This sounds very dramatic.

[antizero]

too young, too dramatic? Well, I'm not too young but I definitely am too dramatic.



I think I just smoked some FINE stuff this time, and I've calmed down.



But, the scary thing is that I feel a very strong inner equilibrium.



Weed really will solve all of earth's problems.



Either that, or my mind is just not stable enough this week.

[sands of time]

Woa man... Thats deep!

I think you need to leave the weed alone. I'm not trying to be mean, I'm just giving you my honest advice. Weed is nice and all, but it's not gonna solves the world's problems, it's just gonna make you not care about them for awhile.

[Pinkavvy]

well, hold on there, I am a firm believer and activist that hemp and marijuana can save this world. hemp can provide food for the straving, and cheap fabric. it can be used for fuel, lowering our dependency on fossil fuels, and it can be used to replace fiberglas and plastics in cars and many other things. it can replace the logging industry, as you can make just as much paper and processed wood products out of 3 harvests of hemp in one year one the same ammount of land that would take trees 20 years to get one harvest. etc etc and blah blah blah

but yeah, smoking weed won't make everybody realize that they are being hurled to doom by the leaders that be and such, it just might let you forget about your woes for a while.

LSD ... now, LSD on the other hand can cause mindset changes and paradigm adaptations that could save our world and culture and solve most problems. if only we could make it rain lsd all over the world . . . lol

[sands of time]

I feel the same way as well. hemp can definately have a very positive impact on the world. But when he said weed can save the world, I took that as the drug itself. I think if people switched from drinking to smoking pot, the world would be a friendlier place, but far from saved. I think LSD would bring a much deeper spiritual attitude among people, but again, I don't see it saving the world. You could make it available, but not everyone would take it.

[Nature Boy]

Originally Posted by antizero

Someone, please reflect my thoughts and assure me that I am not alone in the universe now.*

Yesterday, and the day before... have been one insane walk into another
world.* I'm not sure yet as to whether or not I have returned to
"life", or, if I am permanently in this baked state of... undescribable
psychobable.

I feel as though my entire life has been a lie and that I have had an
illusion placed before me for all of these years.. and that I truely am
an imbecile.* I believed once, that I was different.* Now I
know that I truely am not special, nor more enlightened than the next
man.* I am an imbecile and a mentally retarded CRACK HEAD.*
Figure of speach, I haven't smoked crack yet.* BUT MY BRAIN IS
GLAZED AND I CAN'T RETURN TO SOBRIETY.* IS THIS NORMAL?! SOMEONE
HELP.* I HAVE RETURNED TO THE STATE OF SPERM AND EGG.* I WAS
RAISED BY THE TV!?* HELP ME.* SOMEONE, ANYONE, ON THIS
FORUM.. TELL ME!! IS THIS NORMAL!?!* I ONLY SMOKED TWO NICK' SACKS
AND I KNOW THIS CRAP WASN'T LACED.* MY DADDY SMOKD IT TOO!!! HELP
ME!!!! I DONT WANT TO LIVE LIKE THIS FOREVER.

You sound just like a buddy of mine when he first did salvia. No-one accidentally replaced the weed in your bong with another mysterious green herb did they?

[antizero]

Originally Posted by sands of time

I feel the same way as well. hemp can definately
have a very positive impact on the world. But when he said weed can
save the world, I took that as the drug itself. I think if people
switched from drinking to smoking pot, the world would be a friendlier
place, but far from saved. I think LSD would bring a much deeper
spiritual attitude among people, but again, I don't see it saving the
world. You could make it available, but not everyone would take
it.

I meant it in both terms, materialistically speaking (replacing trees
for resources), and psychologically/psychoactively speaking. It
really can save the world.



Now, let me go back to my experience here... this is not the first time
I've smoked weed of course, but this weed, it was as if it had been
blessed by nature to provide me with insight about ALL foundations of
life. After cleansing my system (somewhat) the last day or so, I
have found that my new outlook on life has remained. I truely
believe that weed is as powerful a psychedelic drug (even though it in
itself is not that psychedelic) as LSD, or any of the more "intense"
highs. It's the surroundings that matter, and I can truely see
that the main reason for my experience being so profound was that I was
alone, with my own thoughts... all of my previous THC experiences were
with other people, sharing the weed. If you share the weed...
make sure have bulk amounts, cuz if you smoke 6 hits a person, that's
not gonna take you to a different realm... I can see now that large
amounts and moderation are the key for a good THC trip. You can
keep yourself floating if you don't use it all at once, and spread it
out over a period of time, perhaps make an entire weekend out of
it. Fire up in the evening, a few hours before you sleep, and
then again when you wake up. I must warn those who think that
smoking a gram at once is more profound, it isn't profound... it's
frightening... if you're alone that is. You have nothing to keep
you grounded if you're alone, and you aren't forced to be locked down
in the state of everyone else's life. But, if you open the flood
gates, it's hard to close them again. Smoking so much at once
isn't like opening the flood gates.. it's like blowing them to
pieces. That's what I've learned from this experience.

[thegod1]

I find smoking weed alone can sometimes be helpful, instead of just laughing and talking shit with friends, I can think about anything I want in detail. This sometimes helps, like for example if i've got a problem, or something coming up, instead of leaving all the thinking until the last moment and getting worked up about it, I can just relax and normally find the positive side to it.

[antizero]

Yeah man, that's what I'm talking about. I wish the people who
are so anti-mind-expansion would think about the full spectrum of
things. Weed is such a positive thing, despite its (minor)
drawbacks, it is an incredibly useful tool which can help someone find
the better in the world and strive to be as best as he or she can
possibly be, and if not... to break his or her own boundaries and
become BETTER than they think they could be.

[sands of time]

Why do you need a drug to do this? I can think about any problem in the correct perspective... Without the use of a drug. I think this is the best way to solve a problem.

[thegod1]

Nobody said its necessary or needed. Once it get's to the point where it is needed, I think thats where problems could start.


I could also think about a problem while sober, and solve it to,which i do most of the time. Get weed only twice a week. But when I do have it, times are much less stressful and morehappy.

[sands of time]

Of course those times are much less stressful and more happy... Thats the intended effect most people are after when they buy drugs. I don't see how this is going to save the world like antizero is saying.

[quinone]

Theres some way better compounds to explore if you are interested (and
serious) about exploring society, reality, and yourself. If weed
is doing these things to you, perhaps you should stop smoking it, weed
is meant just to chill out with, its definitely one of the milder drugs
in the spectrum, whose sole purpose is as a mild chill out compound

[antizero]

Yeah, usually when I smoke it it does just chill me out but that night
it must've been highly potent... I rarely get to smoke by myself, which
also added to the experience. I lit up earlier... and all I did
was chill. But now, after that, I'm definitely looking into
things like LSA to further open my mind's flood gates.