Your first roll

[Triox]

My best friend and I rolled forthe first time last saturday. Was lucky to get Blue doves. Can't even start to describe the night. We took one pill at 11pm. It was insane. Hitus like a boulder not even 25 min after we took the first Doves. The lights, sound, the way I heard myself talk, and the way I felt when I moved were unbelieveable. We got up for the first time 30 min after we took them and I felt like I was walking in heaven.

First we justchilled around his house blasting music. Orbital- Halcyon + On + On was the best song of the night. Every time I hear it nowI get goosebumps andstart having flashbacks. Drove around for hours just having the time of our lifes. We both took another at around 3am,we felt peaked the WHOLE TIME! Music non-stop.We went down to the beach at 4 AM and sat on the life-guard tower for 1 ½ hours just talking, watching the waves, and then the sun slowly rise. Just un-describable. The best night of my life.

I don't even want to do coke ever again.
Describe your first trip.Edited by: Triox

[Nagognog2]

Great, but next time lose the car keys. No matter how far out you go - be responsible for yourself and others. Okay?

[Triox]

We were driven around by my friend that was doin coke, but we did make one drive alone and that was to the beach. Realized it was a stupid thing to do the next day

[tigg24]

Rockathon Feb 19th (my 26th birthday!) Here's the exerpt from my blog:


I am apparently suffering the effects of not doing my homework before doing ecstasy. I had horrid stomach pain while I was writing my last entry, so I hurried up and saved it and crawled in bed because I felt horrible. But I'll get to that later. I have to finish the story about my birfday.


So we get to Ian's. His friend Dave is there. They were talking about Fantomas, apparently his friend hadn't heard it before or something. So me and Delana start looking through a magazine with Dime on the cover. I just flipped through and started drooling over some old school pics of Phil Anselmo. After awhile Ian packed a bong and Delana had the first bowl to herself. Then we smoked some more. Nice and stoney on my bday, yay! So Justin finally calls Ian after not hearing from Justin for about two hours. He wants us to leave right then and there to head to his house. So we all walk out, Dave leaves and we all hop in my car and drive to Justin's. Ian forgot something, so we had to turn around and go back to his house. Grr, more stuff going wrong already. It totally felt like a Harold and Kumar night was about to unfold. We get to Justin's and stand around for about a half hour or more. Two of their other friends show up, and Brandon is the last to show. He pulls up, speakers blasting some heavy music. He's a big, tall guy, shoulder-length brown hair. Its kind of teased old school style, but just a little bit. You can't tell if he didn't comb it or he teased it that way on purpose. He's got a goatee and nice eyes. A cutie for sure. BUT, he's still in diapers, he's only 18. So once everyone is there, we take off. Then we all drive to a convenient store or something, then this other apartment complex. By this point, me and Delana were sick of the poor planning we realize are dealing with. We didn't want to go in the apartment, we waited in the car, we just wanted to get to the rave already. We were there about a half hour I'm guessing. Finally we get on the road to San Bernardino. Justin missed one of the exits, and nearly missed a second. So we had to take a little bit longer way to get there. Ian calls him and tells him to slow down so we don't get pulled over with drugs in the car.


All of the sudden, we pull into a 7-11. We get out of the car, Delana had fallen asleep. She woke up, crawled out of the car, and we were both pretty agitated by the fact that we simply could not seem to make it to our destination. There's 4 cars total that are traveling together. We all get out, and I hear someone say that the rave was busted. Some underage kid was sold alcohol so it got shut down. They called the info line but it didn't mention anything. I was about to get in the car and leave Ian there and try to navigate my way home. I was getting mad. But Dominic had called a little bit ago and asked where we were, he beat us to the rave. So someone called him and asked if it got busted. He had no clue what we were talking about. He said he was inside the rave while he was talking to us. So we pile back in the car. Turns out we were only a few blocks away from the rec center it was at. We turned down this road with construction barriers all over the road, it was really torn up. It looked like it was going to dead-end and it said “no thru traffic” or something of the sort. But at the end of this dark driveway that we almost drove right past, was a guy directing traffic into the parking area. Finally, we made it! Its still not looking good, tons of young kids around in that rave gear I despise so much. We go to get in line and Ian tells me we should take our pill before we get inside because they were searching people on the way in. So he hands me a green toyota ecstasy pill. Someone handed me their water so I could swallow it. As we're checking in, the guy tells us that some kid got kicked out for fighting earlier, and he was going to the entrance turning people away, telling them it was busted. False alarm. We stood outside for a while freezing. So we decided to finally go in. Its crazy loud with the repetitive thump-thump-thump rave music that I had expected. Its an open room with four pillars towards the corners of the wall. Across the back wall were the dj's. All around the perimeter of the room metal chairs were set up. There was a tiny room off to the left that had a full bar in it with a different type of rave music. I just kind of hung around Ian and his friends, just watching and listening. Ian starts to tell people that its my birthday and that I will be rolling for the first time. Everyone he tells gets really excited and asked if that night was actually the day of my birthday and not just sometime that weekend or whatever. So I tell them yes, and they ask if its my first time doing E. I say yes again, and they ask if I will be drinking. I told them no, and they said good. I didn't know why they were asking me that, why everyone seemed so concerned if I was drinking that night or not. Turns out E mixed with alcohol is a really quick way to kill yourself from dehydration and depleting the salt in your body. (It didn't even dawn on me to tell anyone I had been drinking earlier in the day because the buzz had already worn off.)


So Delana is my babsitter for the night. Every few minutes she leans over and asks how I'm doing. I didn't feel anything at all. I wasn't even stoned anymore. All of a sudden I start to feel a bit dizzy. I ask if she wants to sit down, and we find two empty seats behind us. There's a guy on my left, he leans over and asks if I'm any good at giving massages. I quickly thought to say, "Um, no. Not really." because of course if I said yes the next step would be him asking me to give him a massage. So he says, "Is your friend any good at it?" And I said I didn't know, that he'd have to ask her. She said no too. (We're a bunch of smart chicks, lol.) I keep getting a little dizzier. My head was spinning really bad. I felt like I had to throw up all of a sudden. I lean over and ask her where the bathrooms were. She said, "Good question." And she gets up to find out. I grab her arm to follow her because my head was spinning way too fast to stand. I follow her to the bar where they sold the water. I can't hear what's going on, but she didn't look happy at their answer. Like they told her they didn't know where the bathroom was. I tell her I'm going to be sick, and we rush to the very right side of the bar, and voila, bathrooms. I walk in and announce, " I'm going to be sick, ugggh." And I don't really remember seeing anything, I just heard a girl say, "Who said they were going to be sick?" And I said I did. So they open up the third stall door for me. The first stall somehow had feces all over the entire thing. The second stall was jammed with tons of toilet paper and didn't look like it flushed. So there was only one good stall. And I was knelt down in it, puking my guts out. I stayed crouched down for a minute or two afterwards, hoping it would help me get rid of my dizziness. I got up and walked out, still grabbing onto her arm. She was standing holding the door closed while I was in the stall. She asks if I want to leave. I wasn't so dizzy after throwing up. But she said we should get my car keys from Ian in case he wandered off and we wanted to leave. So as I'm walking over to him, my brain is racing. It feels like its racing like 800 miles an hour. No thoughts are going through my head, it just feels like I can feel my brain doing some Nascar laps or something. I get extremely panicked. I feel like, "Oh my god, what have I gotten myself into?! I'm trying this new drug and its already making me sick as f*ck." And I get scared not knowing what else is going to happen, and wonder if I'm going to end up in the hospital that night for some sort of overdose or bad reaction to the ecstasy. I feel like I seriously have to get as far away from that rave as possible and find a way to get this drug out of my system before anything else happened. Then I thought I was basically f*cked, because I already took the pill. There was no turning back. I get to where Ian's sitting and lean over to him and say, "I don't like this. I want to leave. Can I have the keys? I need to leave. I really need to leave and get out of here." He says, "Calm down, just calm down. Sit in front of me." Earlier, as soon as we had gotten inside, Ian handed me a bottle of water and a blow-pop. He said, "Here, you'll need these." I look at him thinking, for what, I'm gonna build a McGuyver bomb later with a blow-pop and a water bottle or what? What could I possibly need with those things? And I don't drink water so I'm sure that will go to waste too. So when I sat down in front of him, he started rubbing my shoulders. I sipped my water. I can't remember if I took my sucker out at that point or not. I just remember sitting there, looking around at everyone. Trying to stay calm when your mind is racing like that is next to impossible. A few minutes later, he's asking me how I'm feeling. Delana keeps asking me too. Eventually I start answering with, "I'm feeling alright. I'm loving life right about now." and Ian screams, "Yeaaaaah!" cause that told him that the E was peaking I guess. Delana was sitting next to him and I grab her leg so she will lean down toward me. I knew I was rolling at that point, but I still didn't care that I was about to get sappy. I told her that even though we didn't know each other that well, that it really meant a lot that she wanted to be there with me that night to babysit me through a new experience I wanted to try. She said it was no problem. But to me it meant a lot. The dizzyness went away after about 15-20 minutes or more it felt like. Felt like. I had no concept of time that night. Now I felt like everything was right with the world. I suddenly didn't mind the rave music and the young kids there. Someone came over to give me a light show and I was absolutely in awe. The toys everyone had that I scoffed at earlier as being "stupid kid toys" were the most amazing invention on the earth at that moment. The lights left trails that absolutely entranced you. And just to look at the colors, it felt like the colors alone were little massages for your eyes. It felt really good to see those neon greens, reds, pinks, yellows. I ended up leaning on one side of one of the pillars for the rest of the night. Delana would keep checking in on me, making sure I'm doing okay and ask how I'm feeling. Brandon is passed out on the floor by the chairs. I guess he was all Vic'd out so he wasn't rolling or anything.I kept telling Ian that I wanted light shows. I really loved it and couldn't get enough. Justin sat in front of me, so we were sitting indian style in front of one another. He had this cool flipper for his mouth that made all his teeth blink different colors. I have to say that was my favorite rave toy was watching his teeth blink with his mouth shut and he was smiling.


Just when the fun was starting, it turned out it was 6:45am and the rave was supposed to end at 6am. So we walk outside.I called Delana's cell phone to see where she was. I almost thought we lost her. Ian ran around trying to find her and I checked the bathroom before we came outside. She finally picked up and said she was outside. So we pile in the car and head home.


Oh, and I quickly found out what the McGuyver supplies were for. I didn't feel hot, but was sweating. So was Ryan I noticed. I was told that E makes you sweat a lot, but I forgot. And every time I chewed my blow-pop to the gum, I would tell Ian when he was around and he'd say. "Already?!" So I don't know how fast I was going through them. I drank about a dozen bottles of water that night too. No matter how much I drank it wasn't helping the thirst at all. So on the drive home I had no sucker. I started chewing on the top of my empty water bottle with the cap screwed on. I felt the need to keep talking. I really couldn't shut up. So I simply told him that. I said, "I feel the need to keep talking. I don't really have anything to talk about, I just can't shut up. So I'll just chew on my water bottle." And I kept rambling nonsense like that and asking him what made me want to yammer on like that from the E. We followed Ryan to a gas station. I got out to go the bathroom. I drank all that water and didn't pee once. I also felt a bit nauseous but couldn't make myself sick in the bathroom. A little buzzed, I wandered back out to the car and bumped into some guy on the way. We went back to Joe's apartment. I felt so sick when I got out of the car. I leaned over by my car and tried to make myself throw up. They said I would feel better if I did. I felt like I had to throw up soooo bad, but even gagging myself, I couldn't throw up. I finally make it up the few flights of stairs and once we get inside I ask where the bathroom was. Delana followed me inside. I knelt down and tried to gag myself to throw up. No luck really. Ian told him I'm a little sick still. I come out and sit at the table next to the living room. I was so sick and nauseous and dizzy. Ian packed a bowl and said that would help my stomach. And Joe told me to eat light and that E makes you not want to eat afterwards. But they told me to eat soup or make myself eat something. But they were right, I wanted nothing to do with food. I was hoping the weed would settle my stomach, its good for that. Delana started talking about if she should have her husband come pick her up, even though she had no clue where she was. Ian said he was taking her home and we left. We dropped her off. I used the bathroom at her place, I felt like I couldn't hold it one second longer or I was seriously going to pee myself. She was worried about her place being messy. I told her I didn't care, that I wouldn't remember it later anyway.As soon as I got in the car, I felt like I had to pee horribly again! So I dropped him off and set off to come home. It was about 7:30am or so by then. I went to take my normal way home, but the highway was closed where I normally get on it from work. And I really didn't know a second way home. And I couldn't think clearly for the life of me. So I stop at a gas station to pee. The guy said someone had the key. He seemed not to care that I REALLY had to go. I told him I couldn't hold it anymore and he basically ignored me.Sometimes people lock the key in the bathroom he said. What luck I have that morning! I seriously was thinking about squatting down right in front of the bathroom in front of everyone and just peeing. I didn't think I could physically hold it anymore. I went to some burger place next door that I never heard of. I wait in line and ask for the bathroom key. Some girl said she'd unlock it for me. So I'm thinking that she's gonna push a button and buzz it open or something. So I go around the side and the door is locked. I really really couldn't hold it much longer. Finally she comes outside with a big knife and pushes it in between the door and the door frame. Nice bathroom key. So she finally opens it and I pee again! It seems like every 10 minutes I have the uncontrollable urge to pee. So I'm wondering how in the h&ll I'm gonna make it the 18 miles left back to my house. But somehow I did.Edited by: tigg24

[kj_hash420]

holy fuck that was one extremely long post

[whitespider]

I enjoyed that, but next time go into the effects of E. How it made you feel, events of the night. (if you remember). Etc.


We love to hear that stuff because it makes us feel like we a rollin 4% again. Lol.

[Freakin_KAT]

My first roll was a blue dolphin Nastyest tasting thing I had ever had costed me $15I took the pill and said good bye to the friend I told him I was walking home so I did then Just out of no where I was happy not sleepy anymore then I desided to walk a bit faster then I donno took some time to breath then I was likehappy kind oflike I had just won $1,000,000 then I was like Wheeee and started to Runthen I was like whooo this shit rocks and started to hop home like a retard on a trapolean seeing how high I could jump then I relized I was like lost but I didn't care so I went to park and played hide and seek with myself then I started to walk home again cuz I remberd where i lived and slowly the sun came up and I felt really sleepy and destroyed by the time I got home I was really hungry and weak but I couldnt go to sleep but it was great.

[lostbos]

It's hard to remember the details but SWIM will try his best.
SWIMs sister goes out of town and her best friend decides to pick him up to go to this party, she was 20 and SWIM was 17 at the time, they had a little thing going on behind SWIM sisters back.

When SWIM got there SWIM noticed the people there looked really fucked up, they had all the lights turned off with the TV hooked up to the playstation so they could control the visualizations with the remote. SWIM never knew about ecstasy or what it did when SWIM came to this party so he felt weird.

One of the girls hands her(SWIMS sisters friend) this pill and SWIM is just watching and wondering what it is and then she asks if SWIM wanted half, SWIM asked them what it was and they tell SWIM it's just a pill that will make SWIM feel good, SWIM and her split this pill in half and swallow it.

Thirty minutes later swim starts to fill it, SWIM started to talk to the people at the party and getting to know them, they all seemed very friendly now. Then it hits SWIM harder SWIM was feeling so good he can't describe the feeling just the best feeling in the world, SWIM never felt like this before, he had the biggest smile on his face the whole night. SWIM couldn't walk straight SWIM had to sit down once it hit him.

They had Techno/Trance music playing, that's how SWIM fell in love with it. They also had someone controlling the playstation visualizations on the TV and SWIM couldn't stop starring at it. One of the girls rubbed SWIMs head and it felt so good, SWIM totally forgot about his sisters friend he was all over this other girl now.

SWIM and this girl that kept rubbing on him went outside so they can get to know eachother better, she looked SWIMs age but she was Asian so she was probabbly around 20. This was one of the best nights of SWIMs life, he loved every moment of it and he will never forget it.

[-k4ge]

SWIM sat on his best friends floor crying the entire time. SWIM is the only person I know to have a bad trip on MDMA.

[Octo42o]

These guys are gnarly

[HorrorShow]

SWIMS first experience was fantastic. He was (and still is to a degree) always nervous before dropping (or snorting, or smoking depending what is being taken) and as this was incredibly early in his xtc taking adventures he only took one while at a pub with all his friends. As he was coming up we all decided to go back to a friends so he (and the others) could continue taking the pills and get royally fucked up. While they got taxi's he had his push bike and so decide to ride that back (a ten minute journey or so). He came up halfway there and the experience was like flying, flying while very happy.

Once he got there they all proceeded to continue dropping and dropping (i think by the time he went to bed he had dropped 6 or 7 and snorted a half or so). As you can imagine the night is now a bit of a blur but highlights include everything have an orange tinge for an hour or so, a few closed eye visualisations (nothing major though), 'deep' talks with best friends, lots of hugs, a bit of dancing and basically spending 10pm till 5am high as a kite.

[Lettish]

My friend's first drop was at a dance festival. He was young and didn't quite know what to expect. He was doing it with his brothers who had done it a few times before, so he was ok about it. He was given one and just swallowed it, didn't need water he says. Unfortunately he came up whilst alone queueing for toilets. He says, looking back on it, it was a low-MDMA pill. He only had two (one about 8pm, one about 2am) and he says it only just kept him going like an alcohol buzz.

He says not the best trip but obviously being the first it was very very memorable.