Methamphetamine Experiences

[arman]

This is SWIM's third report on meth on this thread, it is somewhat of a combination but SWIM decided to write it here as the meth is the main drug in this experience.

A relaxing meth IV experience:

Setting:
Today, finally, after a long time, SWIM decided to have a real high on meth, after using it for work, etc.... SWIM and SWIMGF decided to have a trip to a nearby forest, and they found a great place for doing meth.

Basic Info:
Drug: Alprazolam (t-01:30)
Dosage: ~0.5mg SWIM
Route: Oral
Tolerance: No

Drug: Alprazolam (t-00:20)
Dosage: ~0.5mg SWIM
Route: Oral
Tolerance: No

Drug: Methamphetamine (t+00)
Dosage: ~50mg SWIM and ~45mg SWIMGF
Route: IV injection
Tolerance: No

Drug: Ketamine (t+2:00)
Dosage: 90mg SWIM and 90mg SWIMGF
Route: Oral
Tolerance: No


Prepration:
SWIM decided to take 0.5mg Alprazolam (Xanax) orally when leaving home to get the effects by the time they found some beautiful and quite place to inject meth, but SWIM was unable to feel anything after an hour, so he decided to take another 0.5mg of Alprazolam for a total of 1mg. SWIM and SWIMGF started a fire and made some chicken kebab (don’t know the name of this food in english) on it. After eating it, it was 20 mins or so after taking the second alprazolam, SWIM already started feeling very relaxed and even somewhat sleepy, then SWIM said its meth time to go from 100m under ground to a hundred meters above ground to meth’s sky. (SWIM heard uppers and downers can be hard on body but felt nothing dangerous (no rapid heartbeat, etc… ) during experience)

Experience:

T+00:00 to 00:05 – SWIM and his friend prepared the syringes for injection, SWIM decided to do first, he injects about 40mg Meth dissolved in about 0.5ml dH2O, hitting the vein at the first try, pushing the plunger slowly and waiting about 10 seconds half way, to prevent a very concentrated meth to hit the brain all at once. SWIM felt a really smooth head-rush and euphoria with minimum stimulation (perhaps due to Xanax), he felt really good, very energetic yet relaxed, it felt like breathing fresh air after getting out of a room full of smoke. SWIM injected his friend after a few times missing the vein, but the needle blocked by something else before it is injected completely, perhaps her meth solution was too much concentrated and when blood enter syrinage, it clogs the needle. SWIM thinks at least 45mg of meth injected successfully. She said that she don’t feel good, she felt kinda nervous, but yet when SWIM asked her she said she feels good, just feeling a bad anxiety. Maybe the dosage was more than 50mg and she overdosed.

T+00:15 – SWIM still feeling like god, euphoric and still very relaxed, no anxiety or over stimulation, just some kind of energy. No side-effects so far. SWIMGF not feeling good, she is quite and SWIM can see nervousness on her face.

T+00:20 to 00:40 – SWIM and his friend going for a walk on the forest to help relieve her anxiety, with no success. Anyway, SWIM still feeling really high and good. SWIMGF told him to come-back to our town. So they get into the car, SWIM was the driver and feeling confident about driving but yet trying to drive on low speed.

T+00:55 to 01:45 – They are in the car on the way to town. Now it seems like SWIMGF feels better as they started talking non-stop. Talk, talk and talk. Something that SWIM likes about meth is that it makes someone more open when they are talking about their life, and such. SWIM finds it to be a great way of knowing each other better. By communication. She speaks about her life and about things she never told SWIM before. ISWIMO meth is a great tool for letting someone tell what she may not be able to say normally.

T+02:00 – SWIM still feeling no side-effect from meth. No jaw clenching, no anxiety, no overstimulation, great! SWIM has been prepared some Ketamine 90mg caps to take orally to see what it feels like on meth. SWIM and SWIMGF each took a 90mg capsule of Ketamine. SWIM hopes oral K can enhance our experience.

T+03:15 – SWIM and his friend still talking about anything comes to their mind, SWIM driving slowly and everything seems to be good. SWIMGF says that she feels that ketamine is coming and coming strong. SWIM really didn’t expect 90mg orally to be intense at all, but she says that she has CEVs. But SWIM can’t feel anything yet, not even a slight change, althought SWIM has no tolerance to K.

T+03:45 – She still feeling Ketamine strongly, but she says that ketamine seems to reverse the effects of meth (???), she said that she can’t feel any effect from meth. She told SWIM that she wishes that she could feel meth effects rather than K. SWIM still feeling nothing, maybe just a little bit light-headed.

T+04:20 – SWIMGF feeling that she is coming down from K, but still feeling no effects of meth. SWIM really didn’t expect Ketamine to reverse the meth stimulation. SWIM feeling a little bit more of effects of K but still really tweaked, and it seems like more stimulation is there. Maybe the alprazolam has been excerted to some degree leaving meth alone with SWIM’s brain. But it is obvious that SWIM is still much more relaxed than using Meth alone. Still no jaw clenching or any other side effect.

T+04:35 – SWIMGF feeling K no more, but still she feels no meth. But SWIM thought that Ketamine is only going to cover the meth effects. But she totally lost the meth effects. SWIM still feeling great with a lot energy and some stimulation, still somewhat relaxed.

T+04:40 – SWIM and SWIMGF have to go to their own home, SWIM still feeling high on Meth. But still no effects for SWIMGF.

T+05:00 – SWIM got home and started chatting for a while and then started writing this paper tweaked, it just feels great, when writing something tweaked.

T+07:20 – SWIM finished writing this post, althought he is still tweaked, he feels no come-down, and feels just a little bit tired, SWIM is not sure if he can get sleep without another alprazolam. But he should give it a try, as he hates the after-effects of benzos the following day.


Conclusion:
Taking a downer before doing meth can be cool, it makes meth a more gentle drug and though it will decrease the duration of high. But it adds its quality, SWIM felt no side-effect in this experience, for example SWIM’s jaw becomes really tight and painful everytime doing a large dose of Meth. So it may not be the choice for someone seeking more effects and/or more duration. But SWIM likes it more than meth itself, as when meth taken alone makes him insane and he usually experience bad crash.

About taking Ketamine while on meth, SWIM cant see any reason for ketamine to reverse the effects of meth. But SWIMGF experienced such thing, so it may somehow reverse effects of meth in some people.

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Very good and well written experience report! By the way, SWIY should buy magnesium tablets, taking a few tablets is ver...

[Dephyne0]

About taking Ketamine while on meth, SWIM cant see any reason for ketamine to reverse the effects of meth. But SWIMGF experienced such thing, so it may somehow reverse effects of meth in some people.

Uhh dude. Meth makes you feel, feel alot, feel alot more everything. Ketamine makes you not feel anything, out of your own body.. i dont get what you mean you dont see why it could reverse effects.

Dephyne0 added 3 Minutes and 35 Seconds later...

micklemouse, maybe i should have read your post before posting, apologies, moderators?

[Screecher]

Swim was a stupid 17-year-old and got screwed over by every crystal dealer/doer that Swim encountered. Swim was hateful for a long time, but Swim finally realized that holding onto that won't change what has already happened. Swim doesn't choose to acknowledge the past experiences anymore, and instead feels that she truly tapped into the real feeling of it just a few days ago (Swim is a "born again meth virgin," you could say).

Swim's doctor told her she needs to lose a few pounds, so this past Friday night Swim purchased a teen of ice from a friend of a friend from school and is extremely pleased for the price that she paid. Swim was especially excited to find a big beautiful crystal (real big -- approximately 1/2 inch long) right in the middle of all the smaller ones. Like a king or something. Very cool. Swim is saving this one for last.

Not the brightest bulb in the pack, Swim ended up burning her glove to the bowl yesterday while scraping (Swim doesn't even know how this happened), so now every hit tastes like burning glove instead of the mildly bitter, generally pleasant taste that Swim has grown to appreciate. It's horribly disgusting, and leaves a taste in Swim's mouth like roadkill has died in it. So now Swim has to go buy a new pipe already, but it's cool, because Swim is so twacked that she can't sleep and therefore, has all the time in the world to go piece shopping.

Swim also needs new gloves...

[izzy31]

swim dont go on binges anymore and if he does, then there's nothing special about it now, as he's done it so often its become a daily routine.

first experience on meth swim was up for 4 days. started hearing things, seeing cats in the house, and getting real uneasy. before that it was like a dream - swim had never felt so happy before in his life! he dissolved two big crystals in coffee and drank it. he was having the best time of his life that he can remember.

[dcrn]

geez - what kind of a GF do SWIY have .. LOL... SWIM never tried meth and never will - was a big time coke user - now happily clean and sober - and at a time he was doing coke he had a GF (swim is still with her) she never knew about swims coke use.. swim could never have a gf that is doing any type of drug - it would be so wrong and weird.

[daathman420]

Worst tweak experineces was having buddies bump too much ,something i never did. He would peek out a window and see a DEA agent that was not there , he would flip the fuck out. One reason i never bump shit.Another reasing queting is people leaving me to watch their babies when getting dope.Sorry to say folks there is a end when you find it.Thats the things i didnt like, getting that low for shitty.When stealing 4 grand from parents for dope, you realize something anit right. For the people that can handle it thats cool. I wasnt a peron with self control for it.In my heart i wish i had a fat gram but i know better.

[hello there]

Swims best experience on tweak happened about a year and a half ago...

Swim had just finished assisting on a dream with a couple friends, and they repayed him with a gram (there was only 8g total so it was a fair payment). There was a slight misunderstanding between swim and his friends (not of the bad kind... swim thought they had said he would get even more later) so swim went into the bathroom and banged the whole deal.

Swim's eyes got huge. Swim went straight past overamping and tried to walk into the other room... stumbling, trying to keep moving, swim's entire body was a constant orgasm. While swim's buddies watched and made fun of him, swim watched a blank TV for about 45 minutes. Then got interested in a ceiling fan. Swim met a guy who walked in, introduced himself, and when this new guy saw swim's state, he aquired a hefty amount for himself.

Swim was unable to participate in reality for at least six hours, and spent the next few days very much awake.


Needless to say, this was after swim had been banging for a while... if his body hadn't been used to it, swim knows for certain he wouldn't have made it past that.

However, swim continues to stay hooked because it was a rush like no other.

[insomnizombie]

yeah its almost the wrong word to describe meth as euphoric, its not really shiny and pretty but what it does it sure does well (so i've been told, never personally experienced it). swIm personally didn't have a love at first sight thing with meth. the way swIm would describe the high is a feeling of being alive more intensly, everything in life just seems to jump out at you as being so interesting, and a total lack of real emotional pain, it has a real numbing effect to it, and at the same time so many other emotions seem so much more magnified. but yeah it doesn't nessisarily just make you super happy, think more satisfaction, like when you get really pissed off and blow off some steem sometimes it can feel good, though not at all warm and feelings

[TommyRowe]

A funny little monkey whispered this in my ear the other day...

I guess Ill tell about my first time is it was the most revealing moment of my life...

My mom has always done meth. She was really into drugs. So everyone is suprised Im as good a kid as I am. IM 20, btw. I have a corporate job at a hospital, I go to work and I perform well. Yet I still do meth. See it is possible. Anyways, point about my mom is I had seen her tweaking growing up and never realized what was going on. Thats why doing meth was so revealing for me, because I realized my mom was indeed twacked out my whole childhood. Explains why she was never home when I woke up at 3 am.

My current oppinion on meth: its evil. I still do it but it is evil. If you cant control yourself, then you have no business doing meth. Meth is not for someone without self control. If you can function fine, go to work, hang with friends, not see racoons with cameras spying at you from the tree across the street, your fine.

My first time goes like this. I had just started working for one of the worlds largest computer companies (rymes with Snapple and its named after a fruit... 2 and 2 people) This was my first REAL job. It paid well, I had to work 40 hours a week, normal hours, corporate America etc. I was 19 at the time and the youngest person there. I was wondering how I would fit in. Ive always had older friends though so I wasnt to worried.

Training was 3 weeks. When training was over, we were assigned to shifts. One of the guys from my class, lets call him Steve, ended up sitting next to me. To this day Steve and I are good friends. He has since quit doing meth but still likes to share the memories.

So as with any new person, you dont just come out and say "hey do you do drugs?" It was more suttle. I was curious, so I called up my mom to inquiry about some pills. Steve pipes up "oh yeah, get me some" in a joking sort of voice to gauge my reaction. Later that night, myself Steve and another guy lets say James went on a little two hour road trip. Well when James, who was straight as they come, left to pay for the gas, I go up to Steve and say "were you serious about the pills?" and he said yeah i guess and I said open your hand and I dropped a few Oxys in his hand. It went from there

Fast forward about 2 weeks. WE are hanging at Steves house. I had been over there so much since we started hanging, his spare room as now coveted Thomas's Room, since I was the one to use it the most. Pretty cool. So we get a week off from the fruit company. At first, we were just going to hang for a night, smoke some weed maybe drink a bit and relax. Well I bring up meth. I had never tried it and was curious. I asked him if he has ever done it and he look at me as if I was joking. I laugh and say I never have and he said lets change that. So we call up my mom and get about a ball.

I had no warnings about this drug before. NO expectations. All I knew is I was going to stay up all night. Boy was that a fucking understatement. I have a littel trouble perfecting hitting it, but I get it after awhile. The first session we smoked 3 or 4 bowls. By this time i was nearly 10 PM Monday. I was feeling great. I was loving this drug. How could something this good have such a bad rep?

Fast forward to Wed 10 PM. By this time we had smoked a few grams. I cant remember if we were out but we decided to get another sack anyways, just incase. At this point I am tweaking hard. Ive never been more depraved in my life. I was so paranoid, I kept doing the tweaker head jolt, I was seeing shit EVERYWHERE, I was hearing shit and I know that goddamn guy across the street had a camera on me cause I could see the light. At this time though I was still able to function normally. I could hold down a conversation, talk to people on the phone (In person was out of the question) without them knowing, so it wasnt all bad.

Friday 10 PM... I lock myself in the room. I have chewed off the majority of my fingers. I bite my finger nails normally but I tore these things apart. I havent had food, sleep, last time I had water was Thursday morning, Ive just been sitting against the door. Every so often I hear Steve say "are you alive" and as long as I answered yes, we would smoke another bowl. I wonder what he would have done had I said no...

Anyways, Im scared as fuck. Im paranoid as all fuck. That euphoric stage that you get when smoking was somewhere back in Wednesday and I didnt want to go back to find it because there were way to many people out.

Sunday 10 PM. We stopped smoking Saturday night sometime, we ran out. By Sunday I was at the stage where I couldnt even say anything because it would just come out as ramblings. I couldnt stay on topic, I couldnt even pour myself a glass of water. 2 AM rolls around. We have work at noon. I wasnt concerned. Its a good thing I didnt go to work in that condition because I would have been fired and possibly locked up. I was VERY obviously tweaked.

Around 3 Steve comes out and with a smile on his face says he found some valium and had some weed left from when we bought it on Monday but never smoked it. I dont say anything. I want to but I couldnt. No matter how hard I tried. I hadnt said a word since probably Friday morning. I just look at him, still twitching and jerking. I reluctantly put my hand out and snatch the pills out of his hand. He hands me a cup of water and I look at it for a few minutes... there is a spot on the glass. Poison? Why is this man trying to poison me, I dont even know him... I head back into the room and come up with a genius idea. I would test the water on his cat. The cat lived and so did I.

When I finally got to sleep Monday night at 11 PM (I took monday, and subsequently tues wed and thurs off) I had been tweaking for 7 straight days. I lost 11 pounds. I was severly dehydrated. My lips were split open, my hands had burns all over them, almost all my finger nails were down to the stub, the skin around my fingers eaten away, the oil build up from the week of no shower and that trademark meth skin had me breaking out in acne and I slept for 3 straight days.

What did I learn: There are people who can handle drugs. I was not one of them back then. I would take any amount of anything. Until that fateful week. I realize then what a beast drugs are. Drugs can make your life great. But if you turn your back on them, they will attack. Just moderate yourself. This story was about 6 months ago. Since then I have smoked meth maybe 4 times, including right now. No more then 2 days in a row for me anymore.

The funny thing is, I wouldnt change that trip for anything. Looking back on it, I cant comprehend how different of a person I was. You have to love the power of drugs!

[Micklemouse]

After deleting 19 posts from this thread, most of which were in relation to 1 post, which could have been reported & thus dealt with appropriately, might I suggest that members do not post unless several deep breaths have been taken, & that they show a little more respect for one another. This thread was beginning to turn into something of a stereotype...

Now, experiences anyone?

[mzzx]

swim smoked sum a couple minutes ago and all of a sudden swims head started hella
hurting anyone tell swim wuts goin onn??

[Screecher]

Originally Posted by mzzx

swim smoked sum a couple minutes ago and all of a sudden swims head started hella
hurting anyone tell swim wuts goin onn??

The only thing that Swim can think of is that Swiy has a very low tolerance and is overdosing. Swim used to overdose every time Swim would ever have like one or two hits, as it happens very easily on anyone who has a low tolerance.

If Swiy doesn't have a low tolerance, however, SWIM doesn't have a clue o.O

[cyndi]

Originally Posted by mzzx

swim smoked sum a couple minutes ago and all of a sudden swims head started hella
hurting anyone tell swim wuts goin onn??

It will cause headaches sometimes. Make sure swim eats before using.

[Rollin' Balls]

The first time I ever smoked meth, I didn't really know what to do with it, or how much would kill me, so i came here and learned what I needed to know, decided to snort two tiny bumbs, one in each nostril (I dunno why but I like to do it with yay a lot, alternate nostrils I mean), I guess it just is an instinct because of the yay. But then, I couldn't find a picture or instructions on how to make a meth pipe because my internet was out, so, i dumped about half of a dub, about .1 into the side of my bubbler's (yes for weed) bowl, on the opposite side of the carb so that i could smoke it by heating it up. I definitely got very high off inhaling, but only a little smoke was coming out so I wasn't sure if I was wasting it or holding it in too long perhaps. I tend to hold everything in for about 20 seconds, i like the feeling of my lungs being full of air or smoke, and i savor it. Is this dangerous when it comes to Meth?

I've never used it since, because I don't even have the tools required to make a pipe and it seems like a light bulb with a straw would be kinda conspicuous. Are there any super quick meth pipes that you can make? Any special tricks you know to get a hit without wasting meth but also takes a couple of seconds to build?



Thanks for the info always!

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Please watch self incrimination. Make sure to swim or something similar such as a pet, a dream, friend of a friend, etc

[sasafrass]

Strange statistic read : In 1960's ampules of methedrine were found to be able to pull/keep an opiate addict out of withdrawl. Before all its bad press, docs prescribed as such on occasion. Big pharma quit selling ampules to pharmacies along time ago. Only place it may be found is O.R.'s.

[SmokeRings]

SWIM is with cyndi on this one. It is very hard to OD on meth, especially on such a small amount. Milk will help coat the stomach. Water will help keep one hydrated. Doubtful an OD occured at all. From all that SWIM has ready here and other sites, it's next to impossible to OD on the stuff. Especially considering it's next to impossible to get pure in the US.

[ohFimhungry]

Eyo,

Swim just finished a 24 hour "binge" on crystal meth. Not sure how much SWIM did, but SWIM knows SWIM was packing bowls once every 3 hours the entire time.

Started off legit, but SWIM's problem is she can't force herself to eat while smoking it. SWIM managed to take multivitamins, airborne, and some slo-mag to help with heart rate.

Now SWIM feels pretty good. SWIM took her last hit about 6 hours ago. SWIM feels better after taking 2 COD #3 (Codeine) 15 mins ago and SWIM can already start to feel the effects quite nicely... about to hop in the shower and eat some subway or something. Remember that SWIY will develop a tolerance to opiates quickly if used all the time.

SWIM Is primarily smoking meth to study for the LSATS.. but has a feeling she needs to do it on her own for once! jeezuz this Codeine is making SWIM fuzzyyy...

SWIM wouldn't reccomend staying up for longer than 24 hours unless SWIY wants to smoke a ton of crystal, which probably isn't good for light users like SWIY or SWIM who don't want to build a nasty tolerance. The last time SWIM binged for 36+ hours she started to see white smoke coming off of objects (hallucinations) and hear voices. That could have been from the lack of sleep/food/etc too.

~ Swimster

PS the Codeine is awesome. I'd recommend it to anyone trying to come off of crystal meth. Its always better to wait as long as you can before taking it though, and make sure you don't eat anything beforehand. Hope this helps someome

[timcat]

Perfect, this is just the thread I was looking for! SWIM's recently had his first quite positive experience with meth and is excited (though apprehensive) to share it through me. Here goes...

(for reference, SWIM had only used meth twice before, the last time being a year ago)

One night, SWIM got together with a friend and went to a local bath house. This place is noted for its abundance in users and acceptance of staff and had been there many times before, so felt quite safe; it was a kind of haven for him for a good year.

Anyway, SWIM got there with his friend, who had what appeared to be some very nice crystals. Shiny, glassy, and a little milky with pretty little streaks in. Now, SWIM's friend only mainlines meth and therefore had no pipe, but that was totally fine with SWIM; the two times he'd tried it before, smoked, he'd gotten a really icky feeling of which he wasn't fond (possibly a combo of quality and dosing).

So SWIM's friend crushed up about 20 mg of glass for him to snort. He was warned about a terrible burning sensation, but he decided to give it a try anyway...with a very small amount to make sure it would be ok for him. Everything worked beautifully and the mild pain went away quite quickly. His friend slammed his stuff and they got to having a great time together! Both were very sexually stimulated, euphoric, feeling very emotionally and physically close, and due to careful dosing able to keep their junk working perfectly.

As a side note, SWIM also used some poppers throughout the night, again very carefully and small amounts, and felt a wonderful soft exhilaration from it that lasted much longer than his experiences without meth. He also used some herbal relaxants (one or two pills, according to the bottle, taken about every hour) found at any health food store, which definitely took the anxious edge off.

They both redosed (@ 20 mg for SWIM) about two hours later, and finally after another 2 hours SWIM decided it was time for him to try the needle. His friend dosed him out very carefully at around 10mg (a friend is a wonderful thing to have), told him everything about what was going on, and stuck him like a pro. After 30 secs, he got an odd prickly sensation all over his body that he won't soon forget. After a few minutes, he felt heavenly! It was much smoother to him than either of the methods tried before, and much more euphoric. A much "cleaner" feeling, less of a grinding feeling but more of a pleasant rush. Again, possibly quality and dose? SWIM finds that he needs very little of any product to feel it.

Again they played, wandered the facility, and had a grand old time! But then it was time for his friend to go take care of another friend of his...

At this point things became a little bit questionable (though not at the time) and involved a combination that SWIM won't soon repeat along with a use of tap water with which he (in retrospect) disagreed. The rest of the story becomes something that he isn't ready to share right now...

All in all, it was a beautiful evening! The whole experience lasted about 7 hours and a total of approximately 70 mg product was used. Although SWIM isn't fond of falling out and the aftereffects, he's confident that he'll give meth another go or two after this.

For reference, the feelings/effects as he was coming down. He felt tired but wired, physically strained, obviously(?) unable to sleep (he has sleep problems anyway), hot and cold, and sweated profusely--much more than while he was using. He was grinding and ticking for hours, something that really does bother him. He went to sleep for a good 26 hours and felt physically normal after that (two days post) but emotionally DRAINED. Today (three days post) he told me that he's still grinding, though not as hard as when he was coming down. He still feels mostly hot and sometimes cold--more of an annoyance than anything else. For most of the day, he's felt out of breath, but not sure if that's because of the experience.

So at this point, SWIM has a few questions (hopefully it's ok to post them here). When mainlining meth, is it normal to feel a very slight numbness in the arm for hours after the dose? SWIM feels like he was very irresponsible using tap water for a later dose (not catalogued here), but is that a common practice? Because of that type of use, SWIM feels that purity is essential, but again isn't a frequent user--do SWIYs feel the same way, or is SWIM overly concerned about that for future experiences?

Thanks for reading, for allowing me to share SWIM's experience, and for answering any of his above questions!!! (PM preferred to maintain on-topicness of thread unless this is an ok place for that)

[Polonis6]

(First real post, weee)

So this probably isn't going to be too terribly interesting, but I'd like to share anyway!

SWIM has been smoking constantly since about 2 months ago, sleeping and eating on lows, but no real come-downs. She finally just got some sleep after a 54 hour-ish binge, longest she's been able to go before crashing. Didn't even make it through her second bowl... what a lightweight! (to be fair, she told me it was pretty damn good)

The hallucinations scare the shit out of SWIM, she thinks probably more so than they scare others. They're not even major ones, usually just shadows or sounds, making SWIM think a homeless person is sleeping upstairs on the couch. Could they be violent? It doesn't matter, SWIM must keep on cleaning. Vacuuming wasn't enough, everything is so dirty. After finishing dishes, SWIM feels the need to completely clean the bathrooms too. But it's hard to concentrate when SWIM keeps seeing figures out the corner of her eye, in the blurry darkness that her glasses doesn't clear.

The worst hallucination, which SWIM doesn't think is that bad now that she thinks about it, was the bucket of water splashing with drips of water, that must have come from the rag, although not directly over the bucket. A flash of panic, did SWIM just see water drip from the ceiling? The tiny bathroom suddenly seems like a tank, filling up with the water flowing from the ceiling. SWIM quickly realizes the reality, although not really sure of where the water came from. She decides it's time for bed. No fun to stay up alone in fear and panic all night. Hopefully thinking of good thoughts to hallucinate to will help her rest... a shame, it doesn't work like that.

On the bright side, SWIM's mother was pretty happy that SWIM cleaned the house while she was out of town. And hey, her bathtub is clean for the first time in ... 3 months?

Awh, can't post the link to the video apparently, but there's a very relevant one with a song... it starts off "look at me, busy as a bee, where'd I get all this energy? (oohhh meth!)"

SWIM is currently sitting at about 30 hours awake, maybe 8 hours between the binge and now. She's starting to enjoy being awake for 2 days, then sleeping for ~10 hours. Sleeping every night always made her groggy, like too much sleep. Now the sleep feels meaningful to her, and the bed is so much more comfy, I'm told.

Sorry for the lengthy post with no *real* interestingness, there was a disclaimer up top!

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Interesting report, thanks.

[HandyMan81]

5 years now Swim has Czech Republic as vacation country, and in this 5 years (being married to Czech woman) Swim met a lot of interesting people there, including Cookers.
Pervitin as Methamphetamine is called in these areas is used only for snorting.
In the first 4 years Swim took a line occasionly and jeez what a rush, though never Swim bought it himself or did more then 2 or 3 lines, which kept Swim awake for 3 days.
Last year Swim bought his first 1 gram and enjoyed this with Swims good friend and giving to a lot of people since people always gave Swim the gram was finished a day later. Being able to not eat and not sleep didnt bother Swim to go look for some more. In like 4 weeks vacation Swim did more then 10 grams and slept only short times a day. After this vacation Swim went back to Swims homecountry where amphetamine is only available, Swim felt depressed and cried without any reason. This could happen any time of day. So Swim went back soon for a weekend to the village in Czech republic, and ordered 10 grams with one friend. The idea was to use that weekend only 2 grams and smuggle the rest back home. Sunday night only 2 grams was left and Swim and fiend were still awake. even home Swim didnt sleep 2 days after. So having 2 grams only left Swim decided cooking himself. No Succes btw.
Now Swim uses amphetamine instead to keep the depressions away, but wouldnt Swim like to go to Czech soon, HELL YA!
pervitin is tha shiAAAt!

[samiam54543]

back in 96-97 SWIM used to have a constant flow of excellent glass(from the man himself)and all of a sudden-poof!!!-it dried up.
Now SWIM has an Adderall script(40mg.x3 daily)that is definitely better than nothing but he would do just about anything(short of cooking)to get SWIMS mitts on even a little stash. Boston sure sucks sometimes