Methamphetamine Experiences

[Sitbcknchill]

Please post your experiences with methamphetamine (not amphetamine) here....please be as descriptive as possible...including periods of use, dosing, method(s) of use, after effects (noted side effects) etc....

[Brugman]

First time, well we smoked a whole bunch. About .5g between 2 people.Talkative, energetic.. all around feeling of well being. Stayed up for 2 days, and only smoked on the first day. So it will keep you up for a while. Umm.. comedown wasn't too bad, just kept my mind off it by doing something.. reading, playing a video game, whatever. Then I slept for a while.


Second time, well... still experiencing it


It seems the gak this time around is slightly lower quality, since we've smoked a bunch and we aren't very tweaked. Gonna try snorting some more, even thought it is a hellish experience, in regards to the burning and bitterness.

[motorhead]

This past thursday i got home from work and my girlfriend said she had a surprise for me in the bathroom. It was a pill crusher, which is cool but i was a little disappointed because i was thinking it was some dope. Then she said my big surprise was coming that evening. Im thinkin dilaudids cuz she knows thats my drug of choice and she just got me a pill crusher. She tells me its crystal meth which, yes, surprises the hell outa me because there is no meth here where i live. Turns out her sisters friend has flown in from western Canada(we are in eastern Canada)and has a bunch of meth.


Im deffinately up for this as I have heard and read so much about meth, and It is one of the few major drugs i havent yet tried. I prepare by calling in to work and telling them i wont be there tommorow because i know i will be up all nite. Sosisters freindarives and we get a gram, more money than i really want to spend but this is a rare opportunity i have to take advantage of. In the baggie is crystal meth-almost clear shards, slightly off white, some of the smaller dots look like sugar. The bigger ones look like glass shards.


Said friend pulls out two glass bulb stems and gives us one then shows us how to smoke. She puts some crystal in the bulb and begins heating with a butane torch lighter, she says they are better than bics for this, and shes right. The crystal begins to melt and she starts drawing once the smoke begins. When the crystal is all liquid she takes the heat away and slowly rolls the stem from side to side, the liquid now turns to smoke on its own from the heat of the bulb. All this time she is slowly drawing the smoke into her lungs from the stem. She exales and tells me not to hold the smoke in long like weed or crack. There is nothing left in the bulb but a little stain.


So I attempt this with a bic ligher. Ha not quite as neat as her but I get the hit going. I am wondering how this will compare to crack and am surprised that the onset doesnt come almost instantly as with crack. It doesnt come until im done my second hit. Both blasts were of conservative size, couple of shards,as i am new. This session began around 9pm. I do a third and am feeling pretty good now. The high is not as euphoric as crack, but the feeling of awareness/alertness is remarkable. Its as if every action i perform can be done perfectly as in slow motion, yet actually is performed quickly.


The girlfriend takes said friend home and when she returns around 10:30 we just hang out. The girlfriend is feeling very fine, she seems to enjoy it more than me actually, likes it better than coke. She is energetic and very talkative. Like coke i am not very talkative at all. So we hang out and smoke a hit roughly every 1 1/2 to 2 hours. We engage in some deviant sexual behavior for about 6 hours(pm me if you want details......j/k)then just watch tv, hang out, and talk for hours. Evening had become night, night rolled into friday morning, then we ran out just after lunch on friday. We wasted some by burning it(god awful taste) due to our novice smoking skills, but what the hell, we were tweeked and didnt care.


Sleep didnt come till about midnight. Food was forgotten about, I hadnt eaten all day friday.The comedown was not nearly as bad as I had feared. Just a gradual receding of energy and alertness. It was more phsyical than mental,apposed tocrack, and the aches and pains of tensed muscles began to appear. Sleep was there eventually, but it wasnt the best. Saturday came and we had no mental cravings for more or major depression, just extreme lethargy and lazyness. We spent all day yesterday lounging around watching tv, grabbing the odd snooze, avoiding movement, and eating. Food helped greatly and we felt much more revived by that evening.


Woke up today feeling back to normal for the most part. Is meth better than crack? Ha i dont care anymore, im into downers nowadays not uppers. Would i do it again? Yes, under the right circumstances. How would i rate meth? about 8 out of 10. However i can see how this stuff can mess you up if you have a life. The tweeking takes forever then it takes forever to recover. I cant imagine going more than 2-3 days on this stuff, very taxing on the body.


Long post for what was a rather mundane experience, just kicking around the house, but i felt like sharing today. cheers

Reputation Comments on this post:

	great post!
	Wow, excellent report, thanks for sharing!

[morrison]

I started doing meth more or less because coke wasn't as easily gotten. I snorted it at first because as I stated, it was a replacement for coke. I eventually got turned on to smoking it on foil and finally graduated to getting bubbles. I usually get anywhere between $50.00 to $100.00 worth with the most at once $200.00. As with coke my preferred activity is watching smut either dvd's, vhs or on the computer internet and all.I do like fucking on it also but am drawn to good old hardcore nasty smut. Recently the wife tried doing some coke with me, but I'm keeping this away-she has found the pipes and asked what it is, crank? She is not up on her knowledge and that is fine w/me-the longer she is unaware it is one and the same the better. That's my story and I'm sticking to it!

[Gas Da ShizzO]

I remember the first time I was actually "Geeked out of my mind."With 20 gs of dope(friend and I shared from a batch a few of our buddies made,free sample)I remember it like it was yesterday the line i chopped out for myself was like no other,no less than 5 inches...Heated the tip of my glass,hot lined my dizzope,Fogged my room completely out...You'd have to see it to believe it,After I blew that smoke out I couldn't handle it man I couldn't breathe my head was spinning like it never had before,thejar(meth) was so potent,instant nose bleed.Doing our regular routine,snorting/hotlining,fill thetube with jar smoke out of the glass,A trip that was fucking awesome untili realized i had been up for5 days straight,thats when things got complicated.....Seeing shadow people outside my house that night made me stay in my house for exactly 48 more hours...Still doing our routine with a few grams of dope left,I have no fuckin idea why I thought cops were outside my house,I was so pissed and paranoid,me and a couple of my buddies cut down all of our trees in the front yard(Cops hiding out in my god damn trees)I still wasn't satisfied,I still felt like I was being hunted...it was the worse feeling,I couldnt overcome the feeling of someone is after me,i was at the point to where i foiled up all my windows in my house....still nothin would cure that feeling I had,everytime someone knocked on my door i thought it was a cop looking for me,i was getting so paranoid about cops,I would just stay inside the house and clean,draw,downloaded over 900 songs,made lots of paper airplanes,talked my head off,even to myself,scratching crank bugs(only time this ever happened)i colored approx 50 books(Spawn,Batman,superman,fantastic 4,x-men,dbz,i could go on forever,i memorised every one of them)...


Finally,all thedizzope was gone and I was up for14 dayswhen it was all consumed....after it was all consumed I convinced myself to lay down and try to sleep...After exactly 7 hours and 37 minutes of laying in the middle of my bed staring at the ceiling thinkin about the bugs crawling over me,i slept...I slept for 53 hours straight,Woke up,and I looked like a completely different person,the amount of weight I lost was amazing....Not that I needed to...went from 135 pounds to 120...it was crazy...I'll never forget it...and ill never forget how many sores i got on my arms from it...

[Beltane]

Never thought I'd be posting in this section.



Chem: methamphetamine

Dose: .2g

Method: IV



SWIM did meth for about 1 calendar year, progressing very, very quickly
from 2-3 times/wk. to everyday. His usual patter was up for 3
nights, sleep for one. Sometimes he stretched it to 4 or 5 days
up tho never slept more than the one night and then usually only a
couple hours. SWIM got promoted 2 or 3 times that year and was
making a lot of money by almost anyone's standards, so everything
seemed find. Short version: he decided to quit for a while,
realized it was realy, really tough, went thru rehab and eventually
quit. Spent about 3 months barely getting out of bed after
that. He had no idea how deep he was in as NO ONE he knew (but
his dealer) did it or know much about his use. OK, so fun part of
the story.



Last nite SWIM's (new 6 year later yayo) dealer was out of yayo and
SWIM needed something very
badly to wake up. So SWIM's acqiesced to SWIM's begging and
pleading to go shot up w/ meth. The dealer smokes but hast shot
in a year, but they've become so close he won't let SWIM go alone, they
will slam together.



Fucking Wow! Powerful! Nothing even remotely resembling
snorting. SWIM was feeling shitty from a couple other substances and
this cut right thru them. SWIM told him I felt a clarity that was
beyond clarity, which was interesting b/c I couldn't speak right.
Dealer handed him pe and paper and said "write." Got some interesting poetry down and it's likely I'll try it
again, tho I'd probably only do it w/ him and might have to wait
another year. It's something I had a massive respect for BEFORE I
slammed it, now I'm even more cautious. No way I'm going down
that road for real again.



SWIM and dealer did one powem together. SWIM cherishes it even
now. SWIM wishes that wasn't one of the best writing nights of
his life.



Thanks-



- B

[Fuzz]

When i first tried it i snorted, I felt a strange sensation, like a wave of total bless, from the left nostril to the right one. My eyes were wide open looking into the mirror, that odd smell that it leaves behind. I think meth outdose coke by far. I havnt done either one latley but if i would have both in front of me, i bet i would pick meth.


can anyone relate to that smell am talking about. coke just numbs you out and your nose stuffed. Meth clears your nostrils and leaves a smell that is very disticnt, to me atleast, and i had been trying to find in every snort after. sometimes i got sometimes i didnt.

[tekkerz_inc]

The first time I did speed, I took on the world, I ended up satying
awake for about a week, doing nearly an 8-ball in the process, Im not
bragging,Im disgusted by this fact now, I went to a rave, doing
mushrooms,ecstacy and dmt,whippits in the process, had the time of my
life, had never been higher and not scared about anything. Went home
after the rave, passed out instantly.Woke up the next day feeling just
a little hazy and tired, so I slept it off. 48 hours later I woke up
and went to my friends house and started again.




Flash forward 6 months ahead. At this time I've moved onto injecting a
solution of 15-20 units of speed,filling the gauge to about 25-30 with
water. Yeah, and I told myself the first time I tried speed that I
wouldnt make it a habit. Well guess what? Im addicted as hell, had 2
heart attacks and died once.I weigh 98 pounds ( Im 5'9 1/2),2 of my
friends just od'd,I havent talked to my family in nearly a year,Ive
dropped out of school,Im living with who ever will let me spend the
night, eating maybe once every few days, sleeping maybe 1 or 2 night
every 2 weeks? Ive been diagnosed with lung cancer(i smoked it for a
long time too)Im going to die here...I know it.



Fun......right?



Im now 64 days clean,and never been happier, Im 135 pounds(which is a
bit big and gross to me, but im healthy so I dont care) I sleep every
night,I eat every day, Im back in school, working, and living with
awesome roomates. I did this on my own, I didnt go to any detox or
rehabs, just will power and alot of cigarettes.



You guys can do it too.

Just trust yourself.


Edited by: tekkerz_inc

[Starz]

Swim's boyfriend had a bad/good binge over the weekend that might help some of you realize that meth is some nasty dangerous shit.... well it started with Swim's boyfriend talking her into taking her $1000 and buying 18grams of ice and let him turn it over and make some money off of it. She finally agrees they sold 11grams of it and her boyfriend decided he would start smoking. (She made him promise not to start until she at least had her $1000 back) well within5 days he smoked 5 grams of it on his own. Early on that 5th day he started tweaking hard swore up and down she was cheating on him and that everyone around him knew about it but they wouldn’t be honest and tell him the truth. He accused her of being a prostitute. he accused her (who is pregnant with his child) of being a liar and the baby wasn’t his... well later that night I guess about 5 hours later he got worse and worse to the point that he thought the cops were coming to get him so he decided to eat the remaining 2grams. About 30 minutes later he flipped his wig. Swore she had people outside hiding and waiting to kill him. Used her ad a human shield dragging her all around the house by her neck. Took the bed in their bedroom and threw it across the room not noticing the fact that his 15 month old step-son was sleeping on that bed. Then he takes the dresser and throws it up against the door Swim and her kid had no way out. The he takes a hammer and starts knocking holes in the wall screaming he wouldn’t be taken alive. and saying "come out and be a man stop hiding" mean while all swim can do is cry and beg him to just calm down and smoke a joint he refused and pushed her across the room then takes the drawers from the dresser and start throwing them at her and her 15 month old son. finally she pretended to see and hear the same things he did to make him feel like she was scared of it too so that he wouldn’t think she was in on some big plan to have him killed and finally he lets her and her kid out of the bedroom and he takes off running as fast as he can down the road she lays on the couch with the door locked hoping he didn’t come home even though she loves him with all her heart. about 45 min later a car pulls up in the drive its a cop car and her boyfriend is in the back seat luckily it was a cop she knew he asked her if he had been smoking dope she didn’t know what to say deep down she wanted him to go to jail and sober up. But she couldn’t do that to him so she just tells the cop that he had been out all night and came home and they started fighting and he left that’s all she knew. Well the cop explained that he was found down the road standing in someone’s front yard screaming "they" where trying to kill him. So the owners of the house called the cops and he came and got him. He asked swims boyfriend if he had been smoking meth the boyfriend admitted to it the cop explained to him that it was all in his head and he needed to go try to go to sleep and get off the dope before he kills someone or someone kills him. then turned to swim and asked her if she wanted him to take the boyfriend into the jail until he sobered up she sadly said no. and the cop let the boyfriend out of the handcuffs and told him to get in the house and not to leave until he had slept and ate and sobered up... so they went in to the house and the boyfriend still swore someone had been after him and the cop was in on it. So swim told him to walk around now that it was daylight and find proof and wake her when/if he found anything and swim and her kid locked themselves in the guest bedroom and went to sleep. 5 hours later the boyfriend is knocking on the door she answers and he is crying and saying sorry and saying he felt like the worlds biggest retard. Swim still isn’t sure what to do but she knows if her boyfriend can’t stay away from the dope then swim can’t be with him anymore which means he will never see his unborn child or see the child grow up. He will loose all that he has because swim is all that is left that hasn’t given up on him but she is to the point she almost doesn’t care anymore..... all of this on top of the fact that he traded his crack addiction for this new meth addiction…..he was a crack head for 10 years and now a meth head for 1 ½ years<?:namespace prefix = o ns = "urnchemas-microsoft-comfficeffice" />


Meth is bad.....weed is good indeed

[bewilderment]

I've done crystal meth twice: each time snorting around 5 lines
throughout the night and and smoking more shared bowls than I
counted. It doesn't do much to me other than keeping me
awake. It's nice, but I wouldn't pay for it with my own
money. Then again, stimulants don't do much for me, for example:
adderall actually puts me right to sleep.

[ergoamide]

Well swim had his first big experience on crystal just the other night so its fresh in his mind.

Swim and swims friend (we'll call him swimf for this sake) had 3 points of crystal which were swims and 5 points of meth cut wiht glucosamine not sure of purity.

Swim shot up first off staring wiht a point of nice pure crystal (100mg). please not swim has no tolerance to it last time he tries it was months ago and that wa sonly his 2nd time then wiht pooey quality whizz.

Rush came on immediately after the needle was out if the vein, you juts feel it all over your body and it feels so good. So swim was rushing and swimf went and smoked 2 points of his cut meth took him ages and he didnt get all of it out of it knew it.

So after that swik was rushing pretty hard and fast btu swims friends feeling awake and that was it. Anyway swim wants more and they were sharing there shit equally basically so swim rails up a point of swimf's whizz.

Swimf is gettin annoyed now coz it wasnt doing anything so he decides he'll pay me for my point of his whizz and east the remaining 3 points of it and a point of my crystal. (he couldnt snort coz he just got his septum pierced and didnt shoot coz he is afraid of needles)

Anyway we sat around and i sat buzzing out of my head then about 15 mins later i feel the whizz i snorted kick in, i started go even harder and faster. but i still craved more, i couldnt use my other point of crystal i had left coz that was for later when the 1st hits started 2 wear off. So i went and found the resdue from swimf smokin on the foil he had left it on after he had scraped it out of his glass pipe.

So swim wantin more smoked the reidue form the foil usin the straw and foil method and he got a couple real big hits out of it 2 surprisingly. Couple minuts later that kicked in and swim was happy wiht how it was all going.

about an hr later swimf is finally feelin it and is pretty buzzed. all is going so good, but we want more ppl 2 tlak 2 we call about 25 ppl but only 1 out of all of them comes round but that was good we just needed another person around. He had a few beers as he didnt do drugs, and swimf had sum beers to. I could barely stomach drinkin water at that time, nto to say i was sick, i wa fine as long as i didnt eat or drink much. So the other guy that came round got pretty pissed and swimf had about 9 heavys and was feeling real good, liek not pissed in the head just the body.

So anyway its comes to 11 at night and swim feels the high cummin down the slightest bit, this is about 4 1/2 hrs after the 1st shot so swim goes and shoots the remaing point of crystal up and returns and feeling better than ever. Anyway to cut it short coz this is takin ages, we walked the friend of ours home and walked back with a bit of parnoia about snakes after i nearly stepped on one. Didnt sleep that night or the next till about 4 in the morn, (also had an xtc that folowing night), and didnt eat till lunch the night after the xtc. Great time but use it wisely it has a habit of popping up in your mind and u think i just want a bit more.

[HandyMan81]

5 years now Swim has Czech Republic as vacation country, and in this 5 years (being married to Czech woman) Swim met a lot of interesting people there, including Cookers.
Pervitin as Methamphetamine is called in these areas is used only for snorting.
In the first 4 years Swim took a line occasionly and jeez what a rush, though never Swim bought it himself or did more then 2 or 3 lines, which kept Swim awake for 3 days.
Last year Swim bought his first 1 gram and enjoyed this with Swims good friend and giving to a lot of people since people always gave Swim the gram was finished a day later. Being able to not eat and not sleep didnt bother Swim to go look for some more. In like 4 weeks vacation Swim did more then 10 grams and slept only short times a day. After this vacation Swim went back to Swims homecountry where amphetamine is only available, Swim felt depressed and cried without any reason. This could happen any time of day. So Swim went back soon for a weekend to the village in Czech republic, and ordered 10 grams with one friend. The idea was to use that weekend only 2 grams and smuggle the rest back home. Sunday night only 2 grams was left and Swim and fiend were still awake. even home Swim didnt sleep 2 days after. So having 2 grams only left Swim decided cooking himself. No Succes btw.
Now Swim uses amphetamine instead to keep the depressions away, but wouldnt Swim like to go to Czech soon, HELL YA!
pervitin is tha shiAAAt!

[Octo42o]

Swim first expierce with METH:

Dose:.5
Method:Snort of Course

Well Swim was binging on cocaine for 8 months, he was up to 8 grams a week. Then swim was getting over it. Well one night Swim picked up some friends, and on of his friends told swim he had some meth. Being that Swim wanted to get fucked up, swim asked to lay some out on a cd case. Swim and his friend layed out .5, Swim crushed it made 2 lines and 2 bumps, the lines were pretty decent. As swim offers his friend to snort, his gf tells him no, you did it last night. So Swim Snorted the line, felt the intense pain, then a rush. Couple seconds later he sucks it through and gets the drip. Hooked. He snorts the bump. Swim was instantly amped. He proceeded to drive around listening to hardcore thrash metal. driving around with shit layed out on a cd case. So then Swim decides to finish it off. He got the same feeling, he loved the pain, it was a rush. The whole night swim was blasting music and drove to a party. Around 1 am, swim and his friend had to pick up one of their friends cus he had been doing gooms for about a week straight, not the first time his friend has eaten a quad a day for week. Anyways the drive to pick him up. Swim snorted the lines around 7-7:30. As they pick up his friend, he starts to come down, the worst part is his friend keeps running his mouth cus hes jacked up on no-dose and is talking about life on gooms. Swim had a bad headache for about 2 mins, then swim learned just to block him out. Swim loved his first experience. Swim will post his Worst and probably most fucked story laer, probably not as tweaked as Starz but still fucked.

[MizzWhizz]

swim was shooting base (amphetamine) and occasionally would use meth. swim didnt even at the time know what the difference was, as swim just went from snorting speed once in her life straigth to shooting it the second time. swim always preferred base and didnt like meth all that much. but after a while the base ran dry and meth was plenty, so swim lived on meth. swim now lives in a country where she cant find meth and she misses it greatly. swim does believe that meth has a much greater affect on your personality than base. swim also says that when she shoots base she has a wonderfull head rush and when she shoots meth she feels it in her chest. meth works great in the bedroom! swim has run out of inspiration now...swim has had a big day!!

[izzy31]

Swim hardly ever uses methamphetamine, and any type of stimulant he takes is always pharmaceutical amphetamine, legal and safe. He decided to try the higher potent drug methamphetamine this morning, after thinking about it deeply.

Orally taken, not snorted or smoked or anything like that because he doesn't want to put in that much effort into something he really shouldn't be doing in the first place. He also isn't familiar with those methods of taking something, and knows very little about how it works. He decided to keep it simple and just fill 2 30mg empty capsules with the drug, taking them at around 11 AM.


For the past few hours, he has felt euphoric at a constant, stable level. He does indeed notice that the effects are much stronger than adderall and other legal stimulants. He is not hungry, and feels a sense of energy and stamina. Positive thinking and a huge improvement in his ability to concentrate and think clearly. Side effects are currently dry mouth and slight anxiety, but aren't a problem to him right now.

[Vikernes]

After a long time of doing meth, I just recently began to hallucinate. These evil faces that I see are everywhere, I control when I see them by concentrating. The same thing happens when I take MDMA (ecstacy), the only reason I take these drugs is to see these demonic faces, they are always the same and I believe I see them because I have found what I am, spiritually, and am no longer blinded like all these other fools in the world that depend on scientific explanations. These faces don't look like an actual object, but more like a cartoon...made out of a bright light. A person just coming into the use of meth will not see this at first or maybe ever...you have to be very open minded. I can see how some people would say this is a sign of schitzophrenia but I control when I see them...

[Jatelka]

Vikernes: Before proceeding further: Please READ THE RULES. They can be found here...

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Bear in mind that not abiding by the rules here can and WILL get SWIY banned.

Thankyou.

[tweakerbell]

well about a month ago, swim had been up for about 11 days or so. great dope by the way no msn(fake meth). swim was walking past the park at about 4 in the morning, and swim saw like 9 people having a picnic! swim turned to swim buddies and siad look, theres 9 people haing a picnic! they said, no, swim is just really high..... took them 10 minutes to convince swim that they wernt there! lol, that was funny...

[arman]

SWIM is on the meth now (while typing this post). SWIM wants to tell you of his hardest meth experience but let him tell you about his feelings right now and the current experience first.

BTW, SWIM is a 21 years old, ~125lbs guy.

Today's Experience:

T+0:00 - Smoked ~20mg meth over few minutes cause he doesn't have a nice vaporizer available right now!
T+0:05 - SWIM is feeling the nice feeling as he is smoking, there is no rush perhaps because he smoked it a little at a time not all at once
T+0:10 - feeling happier and very fast, listening to fast SOAD's music enjoying it so much!
T+0:15 - SWIM is happy and can't standstill but feels a little anxiety, he always fear using too much meth and get addicted to it or damaging his brain, which is the worst drug to become addicted to in his opinion. also he promise his parents not to do any drugs (at least) for a while
T+0:25 - SWIM should go to his family's (parents) floor and is nervous about smell, dilated pupils and a lot of stimulation, which may be noticed by family member especially his mom which exactly knows the meth use signs
T+0:26 - SWIM went to his family and ate something right in front of them and just pretending to be hungry, but he was not hungry enough to even be able eat, also the dry mouth cause him to be unable to swallow his cake. Almost choking, but finally managed to swallow it, quickly grabs a cup of milk to help swallow the cake, really bad feeling when he is high and should be with his parents. which just cause anxiety althought a few weeks ago SWIM had some very nice and positive conversations with his father while high on meth. Meth makes SWIM speak like a hero, maybe a general officer or Hitler himself.
T+0:35 - SWIM is still in his parent floor and just can't stop talking with whoever there, SWIM thought he should stop talking and go back before revealing how much high he is, but when talking he feels fucking good (also when writing this report), no matter what is the subject or who he is talking to, even chatting feels nice, he final managed to give-up talking and come back to his floor in which he lives alone there, SWIM should remind himself that meth can be fun when going out not that fun when sitting and programming. (althought it help speed-up the programming but it makes him less creative in his programming)
T+1:00 - SWIM thinks there is much less effects comparing to T+0:05, but still very speedy and the mouth is dry no matter how much water he drinks, it comes back in few seconds
T+3:25 - it's the time of writing this article (now), SWIM feels he should speak to someone, but no friends available for talking, and it is almost impossible for him to go out without a nice reason to be explained to his family and they may check my pupils, etc after returning to home.


SWIM's hardest meth experience:
(sorry, it is really long report! but Sitbcknchill said "please be as descriptive as possible" and this is really descriptive.)

The following report is an experience between SWIM's most enjoyable days of his life. Going out with his girlfriend, doing meth (and many other drugs) together and really enjoying them while speaking with each other but all of those days passed by one blink. Althought SWIM may find this positive later in his life.

Environment and settings for experience:
SWIM is in his room alone with his girlfriend (lets call her H, and should say SWIM really loves her) and they both decided to smoke some meth. so they started making a vaporizer (using a light bulb), and finished it in 15 mins, they had a lot of meth available at that time, so eye-balled two 50mg meth but started eye-balling from a known 1 gram. actually SWIM used a mechanical scale (1 gram sensitivity, but goes down even by 100mg, but this doesn't matter cause things didn't go as expected) . They decided to smoke it talk a little then go out so they enjoy their meth experience much more, not to waste their meth and more importantly damaging their brains for just a little fun. It was their second time smoking meth in their absolutely meaningless (!!!) existence. (so absolutely no tolerance)

[Note: the reason for telling details about H (SWIM's girlfriend) and the chat story is that these events really changed SWIM's meth experience, read to know why]

T-0:05 - SWIM smoked one or two hits of meth to test his light bulb is working correctly, H do not smoke it now.
T+0:00 - SWIM smoked ~50-70mg (at least 95% pure) meth over a few minutes actually smoke it together (one hit SWIM, one hit H, and some kissing for her to forget meth's bitter taste which she hates (BTW, she likes the taste now) ), he was feeling some rush but very little perhaps because he smoked a little bit a few minutes before. But H felt a little bit more rushing, she actually hates meth's taste and gives herself rest between each hit.
T+0:02 - H decided to not to smoke meth anymore and thinks its enough for her, but SWIM continued the smoking for a total of 50-70mg over 8-9 mins.
T+0:10 - SWIM finished smoking his meth and thinks no matter how much more he takes its not going to make him feel any better, and there can't be any rush with this larnge amount already preset in my body, in this duration H is chatting with her friends on ymessenger and seems to enjoy it so much, as she did not respond to my questions or just answers using as few words as possible, SWIM become a little bit upset and nervous cause SWIM loves her so much and expect her to pay attention to him.
T+0:15 - the last ten minutes H still chats with her friend and SWIM just washing some of his labware. SWIM enjoys washing them so much that they got cleanest labware he had ever seen, then SWIM looked at her chat window and quickly read one of the sentences her friend sent her, then SWIM thought the conversation is not a normal chat (which was not the case, SWIM didn't even read it fully) then SWIM thought that the other person can actually be her other boyfriend (SWIM actually knows that person before). SWIM becomes highly suspicious to her, althought when she started chatting (SWIM was busy smoking the rest of meth) she asked SWIM several times to sit beside her and read her conversation (perhaps cause she knows SWIM is very jealous about her). Now when remembering those moments SWIM knows for sure that the meth impaired his judgment at that moment (due to high dosage) and made him suspicious about H. Anyway SWIM was able to control himself not say anything about reading her conversation for a while so he can think and decide what to and what not to say. It is surprising for SWIM how did he managed to stay calm as he was really high and had a lot of self-esteem along with anger which can easily trigger a real fight. Time should now be around T+0:25.
T+0:30 - About 5 minutes later she finished chatting and they decided to speak with each other. She seems happy and relaxed. SWIM asks a little about that guy which she was chatting to. She told SWIM that the guy actually loves her (as they were friends before) but there is no relationship between them now (she seems to be very honest when SWIM remembers that conversation while writing this) surprisingly she explained it to SWIM very openly without getting nervous and/or angry. SWIM did not believe her words and decided not continue talking about this to avoid any possible fight (which is proven to be wrong decision, SWIM should solve it then and there somehow) and felts very anxious and uncomfortable (althought being really high on meth). SWIM thinks althought meth can make ppl happy but when they become sad and angry while high it just make it worse.
T+0:35 - SWIM can't get his father's car for going out, cause he was really busy. SWIM become more angry and upset and realized that this day is not his best day but perhaps his worst.
T+1:30 - During the last 1 hour, SWIM was talking to H about a lot of interesting subjects which caused a temporary relief. Meth always make SWIM exactly the opposite way in communicating with people by making SWIM very talkative, but normally SWIM is very quiet and loves to just listen or be alone.
T+1:45 - H decided to go to her home.
T+2:00 - H is not in SWIM's room anymore. SWIM hates being alone while being high on meth, this time even worse as it was a really high dose for second time. Then he realized that a lot of crazy thoughts attacking his mind, SWIM was just lying in his bed and thinking about every possible way H may be a liar and does not really love SWIM, even his brain was able to provide a lot of prove that she just wants him for fun, for doing drugs and she doesn't have any emotion in her relationship with SWIM.
T+3:30 - SWIM is going for lunch to his parent's floor.
T+4:00 - SWIM somehow managed to eat his lunch like other days and do not make his parents more sucpicious about him. It was really hard to eat lunch when you really hate eating. SWIM returned to his floor.
T+8:00 - SWIM was still very high during the last 4 hours, not only his mouth feels like a dried river, he feels a lot of energy, a little bit paranoid and the thoughts is a lot faster than normal and quickly ends to a negative result. SWIM constantly thinks about H, and it seems like the more he thinks the more he hates her. Althought SWIM worked with his computer for sometime during this 4 hours, he was thinking about how to find the truth about her and even thinking about taking revenge from her because of her lies and betrayal. SWIM thinks that the meth enabled him to find the truth about her evil.
T+12:00 - SWIM leaves his room for dinner. Still feeling very up and energized but anxious. SWIM thinks if there was still a little moodlift (after reading H's chat) remains is now gone and there is just sadness and feeling really down. During the last 4 hours the same thoughts exists and SWIM thinks he will find a way around it sooner or later if he think about it while on meth (WRONG WRONG WRONG!). Althought he actually found some ways to try the next day to be sure she is a liar (SWIM thought H is almost certainly just a liar )
T+12:30 - Finished dinner with a lot of effort to eat at least near as much as other nights, althought +12 hours passed from smoking meth.
T+14:00 - Shit! SWIM doesn't have any benzos left and he can't go to his friend's pharm to buy some benzo cause it's too late, it is around 00:30 AM and SWIM is unable to sleep and still thinks about H. SWIM is feeling more hate about her.
T+14:30 - SWIM decides to don't think about H anymore (which he thinks is going to make him a real insane person by morning) and just turned-off the lights and lie so he can sleep. As SWIM turned the lights off and the room becomes really dark SWIM started to see a lot of hallucinations, colored dots in black and mostly meth's white vapor everywhere (which SWIM thinks was due to mental craving for meth). Althought SWIM had meth available in his room, he satisfied himself not to use it again (pooh!) at least for a few days. When SWIM's eyes used to dark and he became able to see things in his room the nightmare began. Everything was moving and/or breathing and this events raised his anxiety/paranoia to its maximum. When SWIM was able to see things in more details, SWIM saw that all pictures on his wall started moving, as they are TV's instead of paper. All this may sound funny and cool but SWIM was feeling a strong paranoia/anxiety and hate all these hallucinations. SWIM even saw H a few times, she gets out from back of refrigerator, looks at SWIM and sometimes laughs (fortunately without sound). Which made SWIM hate H more and more. Finally SWIM decided to just close his eyes and don't think about anything so he can get at least a little sleep to help reduce the part of paranoia which caused by the lack of sleep. If SWIM had some benzos he can easily finish this nightmare (3-4mg Clonazepam was enough for SWIM to get down from meth)
T+19:00 - The sun rises and lights up my room, but SWIM was still unable to sleep. SWIM never thought meth effects to be able to remain this long. Unability to sleep surely partialy due to my thoughts and my anxiety, but SWIM felt a little bit better when he saw the sunshine. The sun wakes him up from his nightmare. Hallucinations still apear when SWIM can't see the details of something (e.g far objects)
T+23:00 - SWIM is still up and didn't feel physically tired at all, there should be still some meth on his body but he definitely feeling better althought SWIM can't sleep and was clinically insane all night. Now SWIM can think about H better and decided to just go out with her and speak about what SWIM thought about her and the yesterday's chat. That was a wise decision and proves that meth caused all of those wrong thoughts/decision which was labeled as logical by SWIM's insane brain. SWIM then had his breakfast after he felt a little hunger after almost 24hs.
T+24:00 - SWIM still can't see any need for sleep but it seems like his brain is crying for few minutes of rest, but his body is still full of energy althought he can feel some pain in ceratin muscles which is probably due to being tight for 24 hours. SWIM finally called H and he went out with her. After speaking openly and peacefully about this event for few minutes SWIM becomes fully aware of his wrong guesses/thoughts was actually due to being high.
T+28:00 - SWIM ate his launch with no problem. SWIM can still see those hallucinations but now they are cool and fun to play with. SWIM opened H's picture (also other interesting pictures which seems to be nice if they become animated) fullscreen on his monitor and took some distance from monitor so SWIM can't see it in full details then it start moving/living and she even speaks with SWIM, althought SWIM can't hear her sound clearly just a very gentle unclear sound. But all movements and facial expressions was exactly like she is here. At this point SWIM was questioning his own sanity.
T+29:00 - Finally SWIM started to sleep.
T+31:00 - Just 2 hours of sleep it was. It seems like SWIM had a full night of sleep as he was not tired by any means. SWIM looked at the pictures on wall to find out that he is still hallucinating. SWIM realized he probably still doesn't havw enough sleep to be normal and all these hallucinations are from lack of sleep rather than meth (which should be very low in his body).
T+37:30 - Its now the night of second day after smoking meth, SWIM is really feel tired and still can see those funny halluciations often at SWIM's own will to see something move. It does move/change but always a little different from what SWIM expects to see. SWIM spend a lot of time playing with his pictures in computer to watch a movie instead of motionless picture, plus SWIM can alter these movies the way he likes (not always). Going to bed with H's picture filling the SWIM's monitor and speaking to her till he fall asleep and sleeps a good 9-10 hours after these two extraordinary days. Althought hallucinations were fun in the last few hours SWIM sleeps wishing not to see any kind of hallucinations the next day, just wants to be like before and be able to do everyday things without any doubt of paranoia and hallucination.
T+47:00 - SWIM feels completely normal and does not feel particulary bad or good. After finding out that SWIM does not hallucinate anymore he felt good and decided not to use any meth (at least) for the next few weeks.

Pooh! Thats all, SWIM warned you that he is high on meth!

If you just skipped this long post and is reading this you should be like most people who never have enough time to read such long posts, sorry!

BTW, this is the longest post SWIM ever posted.

Reputation Comments on this post:

	Very good, detailed post, especially for typing it tweaked!
	Brilliantly detailed and descriptive: Well done!
	Really great post,rich in details and funny,completely find myself in it:p

[Henfer]

Drug: Meth
Quantity: first time not much, about 2/3 of a line (everybody here is snorting only, SWIM has never seen anyone here smoke it or inject it)
Quality: pretty poor, but it was a free line from a friend so SWIM could stay awake at work.

Effect: Awake, talks more. Wasn't that great, but still very good. Next week SWIMs friend had some meth which was very high quality, so SWIM and his friend rated it 7/10 (first SWIM rated it 9/10 but he rated it down because SWIM also had a 8/10 which was better, and 10/10... SWIM thinks 10 of 10 points is only for the last travel into the light, and hopes that acid will be somewhat the 9 of 10)

so the 8 of 10 points in SWIMs rating system just blowed him out of the water. actually, SWIM gives full points for the best feeling he ever had on any drug ever.

feeling totally alive, being aware of just about anything, talking and changing topics two to three times in one sentence. SWIM is a big pothead, and SWIM remembers nights of joy, him being totally stoned and slow as a slug because meth is a no-no if you have to sleep the next day.

two people stoned like apes playing a tambourine, talking so slow and thinking through every word slowly, and tree people on meth talking with SWIM and SWIm just could believe they are human - no one can be THAT fast.

But SWIM got his revenge, being on meth and talking with the same friend on bud, asking him every single question SWIM's meth speeded brain could think of. maybe 2 or 3. per second. very hilarious pothead vs. tweeker contest, especially enjoying both sides.

SWIM counts the 8 of 10 points meth his first real meth experience, and SWIM did meth before he ever tried any other amphetamine, and SWIM thought that the Speed he snorted is sugar because he pretty much didnt feel really that speeded up (yeah SWIM was high but only the body... where's the giant sunshine feeling candy lollipop clouds and happiness and allmighty power? so basically, SWIM only uses Speed if there's nothing else.)

SWIM loves crystal meth, so much, that he has enough respect of the long course effects.

oh but you could help my other friend SWIM in the hallucinogenics thread he started, really needs some good advices on his horror.

[arman]

Today SWIM IVed meth for the second time, with more than a week space between them and decided not to do meth at least for the next 3 weeks.

SWIM's first IV meth experience was amazing at the beginning (specially first 2 hours) but becomes a bad experience because of impurities (iodine) which injected along with meth and also having no benzos available to help SWIM sleep that night. (+ having no gums to chew)

But today, SWIM planned everything before doing meth. Here is the detailed report: (SWIM can write such detailed report cuz he is still tweaked)

Preparation:
Yesterday SWIM bought 10 insulin syringes and 3 5mls bottles of water for injection. In the morning SWIM got some completely pure meth from his friend (who is a cook) and quickly gets back to home. SWIM prepared the meth to be mixed with injection water. SWIM doesn't have any scale capable of measuring milligrams, so he dissolved the amount he thinks is enough for a good rush (maybe around 30-40mg) in 1ml of water. SWIM draws the meth solution to syringe, its 11AM and...

Detailed Report:

T+00:00 - Here is SWIM's dark red blood, he finally hit the vein after missing it in the first 2 tries. Pushing the plunger quickly almost all the way in, leaving very little meth in the syringe. Then SWIM draws the needle out and prepares himself for the rush in few seconds. (SWIM thinking: "It is much better stuff than the last time, there should be a good rush in few seconds"). After ten seconds SWIM can feel something in his head and his hands. (SWIM remembers adrenaline) There seems to be a lot of blood flowing rapidly through them. SWIM feels a mood lift after few seconds and then he feels like something heavy hits his head from inside. It was the start of this heavy rush, SWIM decides to just lie on his bed to enjoy this amazing rush and euphoria.

T+00:04 - Still feeling the rush (but weaker) and strong euphoria and feeling of power, being able to do anything. Then SWIM gets up and notices when he walks or jump he feels like he is flying. SWIM feels really powerful and keep telling himself (in his head) that meth is the real shit and plans for another meth injection in the evening cause it just feels really good. (IMHO his judgment impaired somehow). It seems like breathing feels good too, specially breathing fresh cool air coming from window as he keeps breathing and just thinking about how good it is and about the large amount of meth left in his stash, thinking it is enough for at least 4 IVs.

T+00:07 - Can't feel any noticeable rush by this time. The rush and euphoria feels much more smooth and clean than the last impure meth, it does have a good psychedelic feeling when lying with eyes closed. SWIM returned to his bed because he just feels good and it doesn't matter anymore if he stands up or lay on bed. SWIM's thoughts can’t be controlled and his brain keeps moving from one subject to another. Mostly thinking about injecting again and that meth is the king. Just thanking everyone who in some way helped him experiences this euphoria now. At the same time he aggressively chews his gum without any pause.

T+00:15 - SWIM is really horny, he decides to see if he can get an erection. After start playing a porn movie in his computer, SWIM starts masturbating. But he can't get it up, continues by touching it in every possible way. Then SWIM tries thinking about his best sexual fantasies which normally makes it as hard as rock in few seconds but now there is not even a little sign of erection, it seems like its veins are completely close (even more closed than normal flaccid state).

T+00:45 - SWIM overall feels much less euphoria but still much happier than normal. SWIM is still trying to get an erection but seems to be impossible while on meth. SWIM enjoys it somehow, different from what he feels when masturbating normally. It seems like SWIM will not ever become tired of doing this. SWIM is thinking about every possible sexual event and thinking about them makes SWIM horny but still no erection. SWIM actually enjoys even thinking about these things because he feels really horny. SWIM continued masturbating for another hour. SWIM definitely enjoys this masturbation in some unusual way.

T+01:45 - SWIM is feeling happy and very energetic. The euphoria seems to start fading. SWIM should take a shower according to his plan as it seems to be enjoyable while on meth. But unfortunately due to some reasons he can't go with the plan and just starts reading some websites, mostly reading and posting in this forum. SWIM thinks it just feels good to do anything while on meth, but reading, writing and speaking seems to be the best ones.

T+02:30 - Experiencing just a mood lift, but SWIM is still full of energy. It is lunch time and SWIM should go to his parent's floor for it although he doesn't feel even a little bit hungry. While trying hard to eat normally, SWIM tries to avoid eye contact with parents so they don't notice his dilated pupils. But can't stop himself from talking, he just starts speaking about every subject mentioned there. SWIM thinks his parents probably noticed his unusual behavior as SWIM is very silent normally.

T+03:30 - Managed to somehow finish the lunch. He drank a lot of water with lunch to help keep his throat from drying.

T+04:30 - Feeling good and SWIM is much tweaked. By this time SWIM decides to leave his room to go to his parents’ floor and have a conversation with his brother and/or sister. It just feels good to be with other people while on meth, it is a completely social drug. SWIM keeps speaking with them while trying to appear normal (what a big pain!) but worth it. You may wonder why SWIM don't just go and speak with some of his friends so there is no need to hide the meth high. Because SWIM is not a social person normally and now he has just one friend who is out of town today.

T+05:00 - He feels good but there is a little pain in jaw muscles, perhaps due to chewing gum aggressively for the last 5:30 hours. He also gives up the second injection plan as it is just a stupid thing, cause the longer the high the more brain damage it has (much more than a single dose) and even if it gives the same rush it is not worth doing it as SWIM should sleep tonight. He and his sister start watching a movie. SWIM can't stop commenting about movie events every few seconds. He normally hates people who keep commenting about movie while watching it.
T+07:30 - The movie finished in what seems to be just half an hour for SWIM, although it was not that interesting. Now there is almost no mood lift but also no bad feeling. SWIM still feels very talkative and a lot of mental and physical energy. He called his friend so he can talk to someone without worrying about revealing anything. After speaking for what seems to be few minutes she seems to become tired of SWIM's unusually fast and constant talking, so it ends very quickly. SWIM gets really upset that there is no one available to speak with, because he really needs to communicate with someone. Finally he starts his second tweaked web surfing, and reads/writes a lot of stuff during the next 4 hours.

T+11:30 - Finished the second tweaked web surfing in what seems to be just 15mins. It seems like he enjoys web surfing more than watching movie. He can't really feel any need for eating, but its dinner time and SWIM should just go for dinner to avoid any problem. His tongue burns while he is eating. Probably because his tongue was dry for some hours, while he was surfing he didn't drink any water. And it seems like the more pure meth is the less need for water, as he finished a big bottle last week when after injecting the dirty meth. This time he finished his dinner with much less effort. He is not eating it to appear normal but SWIM thinks his body really needs it even if the body says "I'm not hungry at all". Some people have problems if they eat a large meal while on meth but SWIM doesn’t feel any difference before and after eating meals.

T+12:00 - SWIM decides to take 1mg alprazolam because he still feels very alert and probably unable to sleep, but not tried sleeping. Then decides to write this report before sleeping. Cause he is still tweaking a little bit plus it will be a better report because he remembers more details. Start writing this report very carefully and with patience.

T+14:30 - SWIM has a headache and feeling generally uncomfortable. He thinks it should be the come-down. But it is not that bad and lasts for like 30 minutes or so. Now there are just some physical effects of meth left, like dry mouth and dilated pupils. Still writing this report.

T+15:45 - SWIM takes 1mg alprazolam orally as the report is going to finish in half an hour. SWIM has some kind of allergic action to benzos, but like them though.

T+16:00 - It is the real now, yes the report took 4:00 hours to finish, cause writing a readable English report is not that easy for SWIM and takes a lot of time to come back and correct spelling/grammatical errors, cause he wants it to be as useful as possible.

T+16:10 - Still feels no noticeable effect from alprazolam. And sometimes feeling the headache again, other parts are okay though. He feels tired (maybe its alprazolam), there is no pain in jaw muscles anymore. SWIM thinks it is better to take another alprazolam and go to bed, to be sure it will calm him down enough to sleep as soon as possible (although he may be able to sleep now), and it is 3:30AM now.

T+16:45 - While writing the last part of this report (conclusion) suddenly he realized to feel sleepy and SWIM's muscles seems to be really relaxed, giving them some rest and after being in a stressful state for the last ~14:00hrs.

T+17:30 - He is hardly awake now, caused by alprazolam (by CNS depression) slow down of CNS transmitters. Alprazolam is a strong short-acting benzo. All SWIM's muscles are really relaxed and SWIM can't understand thing well, plus he should be careful when walking. It is impossible to finish sentences without reading it for 4-5 times to know what it says and also colors are much brighter. As this is meth report SWIM is not going into other details about alprazolam effects. For meth effects everything except throat dryness are no longer here.
And the report finishes here, SWIM hopes you find it interesting and useful.

Conclusion:
Comparing this and last SWIM's IV meth, he knows pure meth is much smoother and cleaner, it gives SWIM a good psychedelic feeling. But the dirty meth is not worth injecting because so many side-effects will show-up after meth wears off.
And the last conclusion is that SWIM can’t have an erection while on meth. Although he should try it for some real sex, as real sex will be much more stimulating than watching some porno, but it is really bad if SWIM be unable to get it up. He may try Viagra or/and a testosterone injection for the next time, He will report the results.

Have a nice day, morning, noon, afternoon or night. As you may probably noticed by now SWIM is completely down from meth with only 1mg alprazolam (cause the second one should not be absorbed yet). So 1mg of alprazolam can defeat a 16hrs old meth 30mg IV.

SWIM always looking for new experiences. He is looking for new drugs to use them as a tool to gain new perspectives. SWIM is not going to stop trying new drugs (especially psychedelic drugs). SWIM thinks the meth experience amount needed is best used for having a new experience (along with slightly psychedelic feel) to look at world in new ways.

Sorry if this post especially in the last few paragraphs contains some kind of bullshit, it is alprazolam fault not SWIM's, its not possible to write a better one when you are very sleepy, have double vision, strong memory-loss and inability to finish sentences.

Meth (especially IV) can easily lead to a destructive addiction, especially if you assume you can easily get over its addiction. Having a strong fear of addiction to meth (or any other substance) is the only way someone can survive. Being a responsible drug user.

Take care!
(BTW, it is 6:15AM right know)
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Note: This report originally written by SWIM last night but he decided to add some notes about day after effects, etc.

Day After:
Last night after writing (and not actually posting) the above report he gets really sleepy and confused to the point that he found some sentences from above report that he can't understand them himself now. And as soon as he went to his bed he was asleep. It was around 6:20AM. He suddenly woke up around 9:00AM and actually had a nice feeling. No headache, no tiredness,... . There was no sign of meth but alprazolam effects were still noticeable, SWIM's body was relaxed, colors were still intense. As mentioned in previous post SWIM has some kind of allergy to benzos, and alprazolam seems to be the worst benzo for him. Soon after waking up he felt side-effects of alprazolam, which made him dull. SWIM thinks some effects of meth were still there cause he usually sleep when this kind of alprazolam side-effects show up, plus he was not hungry. But SWIM slept for 3 hrs in the evening and now everything is pretty normal.

As this report is too long here is the short version.

Short version of report:
SWIM IVed ~30mg meth. He had a 6 minutes rush. Feeling like superman, also very energetic. Strong euphoria that fades out in about 2 hours. Feeling no need for food for 20hrs. Very talkative, enjoys communicating people for almost 13-14hrs. Meth effects counter-acted by 1mg alprazolam after 16hrs and SWIM got some sleep. The day after was mostly effects of alprazolam. Overall meth high duration was 14hrs.

Reputation Comments on this post:

	Wow! Fantastic report! Some spaces between paragraphs'd be nice though - quite hard to read
	Very good, detailed experience report!

[nonlinear]

i grew up in the midwest duiring the early 1990s and meth was very prevalent. We used to do i tall the time. it was great, but the comedowns were some of the most depressing expereinces i''ve ever had. ick/

[Euphoric]

SWIM tried this about two months ago. SWIM obtained some by chance, and is glad it is not readily available. He and a friend did three small lines each, skinny lines, and maybe a bit shorter than an inch. They just were going to do little lines until they were high. Three definitely did it. SWIM can honestly say he was disappointed after reading certain reports, saying how 'the world just shines' and can't be as beautiful as when one is on meth. SWIM disagrees. Things did not look different, and the euphoria was not their, SWIM had heard that one's first time can be nearly as euphoric as E. Not for SWIM.

It was midafternoon when the 3 lines were done. SWIM felt very focused and his ability to work on the project the two were doing was uncanny. They just worked and worked and worked, probably for roughly six hours straight. SWIM wasn't hungry, but there was food around and so for health's sake he forced some down. He also drank a lot of water. So SWIM will speak highly in regards to it's stimulant properties, not so much for any euphoria. Well, SWIM felt perky and well, but nothing special, and if SWIM ever uses it again, it will be to work, not for fun.

That night SWIM didn't really have any trouble falling asleep. The two had probably smoked a few joints since doing the lines, and this probably helped with sleep. But SWIM wanted more. He had more, but used all his self control to not use it, knowing that it was not a good idea. SWIM had experimented as he wanted to, and it was time to stop. For roughly the next week, SWIM thought about it regularly and fought off excuses his head was coming up with to use some more.

The first three days after, SWIM was very grumpy and impatient, and he realized it and felt terrible for it, he was not his normal self and was not nice to people. This is probably the main reason SWIM doesn't plan on using again. SWIM felt like it turned SWIM into a monster for a few days after, and obviously staying on to be sociable is not a wise idea.

SWIM will add that after the experience, he suspected that some of the E he had taken during his life was likely laced with meth. Perhaps that's why there was a lack of euphoria, and maybe this wan't his first meth experience, but first clean meth experience.

SWIM has never been addicted to anything, but he felt himself teetering towards it after this one time. SWIM has used alcohol, coke and cigarettes with no problems of feeling a need for more, but this was different. Granted drugs effect everyone differently, SWIM would advise anyone who has struggled with any type of addiction in the past to steer clear of meth. Actually SWIM wouldn't really recommend it to anyone for any reason, spare perhaps if falling asleep will kill you and you need to stay awake and alert for survivals sake. Just SWIM's opinion though.

[advanc3d]

swim tryed meth for the first time last friday, swim smoked 1-2points of Meth.

it hit swim hard and legs felt like it was floating. swim was charging for an hour or 2..

swim couldnt sleep for 3 days.

swim doesnt feel any sorta craviing
swim also doesnt see him self doing meth again because he didnt like the high

[arman]

This is SWIM's third report on meth on this thread, it is somewhat of a combination but SWIM decided to write it here as the meth is the main drug in this experience.

A relaxing meth IV experience:

Setting:
Today, finally, after a long time, SWIM decided to have a real high on meth, after using it for work, etc.... SWIM and SWIMGF decided to have a trip to a nearby forest, and they found a great place for doing meth.

Basic Info:
Drug: Alprazolam (t-01:30)
Dosage: ~0.5mg SWIM
Route: Oral
Tolerance: No

Drug: Alprazolam (t-00:20)
Dosage: ~0.5mg SWIM
Route: Oral
Tolerance: No

Drug: Methamphetamine (t+00)
Dosage: ~50mg SWIM and ~45mg SWIMGF
Route: IV injection
Tolerance: No

Drug: Ketamine (t+2:00)
Dosage: 90mg SWIM and 90mg SWIMGF
Route: Oral
Tolerance: No


Prepration:
SWIM decided to take 0.5mg Alprazolam (Xanax) orally when leaving home to get the effects by the time they found some beautiful and quite place to inject meth, but SWIM was unable to feel anything after an hour, so he decided to take another 0.5mg of Alprazolam for a total of 1mg. SWIM and SWIMGF started a fire and made some chicken kebab (don’t know the name of this food in english) on it. After eating it, it was 20 mins or so after taking the second alprazolam, SWIM already started feeling very relaxed and even somewhat sleepy, then SWIM said its meth time to go from 100m under ground to a hundred meters above ground to meth’s sky. (SWIM heard uppers and downers can be hard on body but felt nothing dangerous (no rapid heartbeat, etc… ) during experience)

Experience:

T+00:00 to 00:05 – SWIM and his friend prepared the syringes for injection, SWIM decided to do first, he injects about 40mg Meth dissolved in about 0.5ml dH2O, hitting the vein at the first try, pushing the plunger slowly and waiting about 10 seconds half way, to prevent a very concentrated meth to hit the brain all at once. SWIM felt a really smooth head-rush and euphoria with minimum stimulation (perhaps due to Xanax), he felt really good, very energetic yet relaxed, it felt like breathing fresh air after getting out of a room full of smoke. SWIM injected his friend after a few times missing the vein, but the needle blocked by something else before it is injected completely, perhaps her meth solution was too much concentrated and when blood enter syrinage, it clogs the needle. SWIM thinks at least 45mg of meth injected successfully. She said that she don’t feel good, she felt kinda nervous, but yet when SWIM asked her she said she feels good, just feeling a bad anxiety. Maybe the dosage was more than 50mg and she overdosed.

T+00:15 – SWIM still feeling like god, euphoric and still very relaxed, no anxiety or over stimulation, just some kind of energy. No side-effects so far. SWIMGF not feeling good, she is quite and SWIM can see nervousness on her face.

T+00:20 to 00:40 – SWIM and his friend going for a walk on the forest to help relieve her anxiety, with no success. Anyway, SWIM still feeling really high and good. SWIMGF told him to come-back to our town. So they get into the car, SWIM was the driver and feeling confident about driving but yet trying to drive on low speed.

T+00:55 to 01:45 – They are in the car on the way to town. Now it seems like SWIMGF feels better as they started talking non-stop. Talk, talk and talk. Something that SWIM likes about meth is that it makes someone more open when they are talking about their life, and such. SWIM finds it to be a great way of knowing each other better. By communication. She speaks about her life and about things she never told SWIM before. ISWIMO meth is a great tool for letting someone tell what she may not be able to say normally.

T+02:00 – SWIM still feeling no side-effect from meth. No jaw clenching, no anxiety, no overstimulation, great! SWIM has been prepared some Ketamine 90mg caps to take orally to see what it feels like on meth. SWIM and SWIMGF each took a 90mg capsule of Ketamine. SWIM hopes oral K can enhance our experience.

T+03:15 – SWIM and his friend still talking about anything comes to their mind, SWIM driving slowly and everything seems to be good. SWIMGF says that she feels that ketamine is coming and coming strong. SWIM really didn’t expect 90mg orally to be intense at all, but she says that she has CEVs. But SWIM can’t feel anything yet, not even a slight change, althought SWIM has no tolerance to K.

T+03:45 – She still feeling Ketamine strongly, but she says that ketamine seems to reverse the effects of meth (???), she said that she can’t feel any effect from meth. She told SWIM that she wishes that she could feel meth effects rather than K. SWIM still feeling nothing, maybe just a little bit light-headed.

T+04:20 – SWIMGF feeling that she is coming down from K, but still feeling no effects of meth. SWIM really didn’t expect Ketamine to reverse the meth stimulation. SWIM feeling a little bit more of effects of K but still really tweaked, and it seems like more stimulation is there. Maybe the alprazolam has been excerted to some degree leaving meth alone with SWIM’s brain. But it is obvious that SWIM is still much more relaxed than using Meth alone. Still no jaw clenching or any other side effect.

T+04:35 – SWIMGF feeling K no more, but still she feels no meth. But SWIM thought that Ketamine is only going to cover the meth effects. But she totally lost the meth effects. SWIM still feeling great with a lot energy and some stimulation, still somewhat relaxed.

T+04:40 – SWIM and SWIMGF have to go to their own home, SWIM still feeling high on Meth. But still no effects for SWIMGF.

T+05:00 – SWIM got home and started chatting for a while and then started writing this paper tweaked, it just feels great, when writing something tweaked.

T+07:20 – SWIM finished writing this post, althought he is still tweaked, he feels no come-down, and feels just a little bit tired, SWIM is not sure if he can get sleep without another alprazolam. But he should give it a try, as he hates the after-effects of benzos the following day.


Conclusion:
Taking a downer before doing meth can be cool, it makes meth a more gentle drug and though it will decrease the duration of high. But it adds its quality, SWIM felt no side-effect in this experience, for example SWIM’s jaw becomes really tight and painful everytime doing a large dose of Meth. So it may not be the choice for someone seeking more effects and/or more duration. But SWIM likes it more than meth itself, as when meth taken alone makes him insane and he usually experience bad crash.

About taking Ketamine while on meth, SWIM cant see any reason for ketamine to reverse the effects of meth. But SWIMGF experienced such thing, so it may somehow reverse effects of meth in some people.

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Very good and well written experience report! By the way, SWIY should buy magnesium tablets, taking a few tablets is ver...