Stopped Rolling suddenly

[mark002]

Back in April of 05, I was alone, had 2 pills, was rolling pretty good, then all of a sudden I noticed it was getting really hot. I live up on the 3rd floor of an aparment..it's usually like 80 deg in there. During my roll, I realized that I couldn't focus anymore, I felt like I was hitting a danger zone.


So I gasped for air, and I could barely get oxygen in, I managed to get to the balcony...tried to calm myself down and tell my self to breathe in-breathe out...I slowly came to...I seriously thought I was gonna die. I felt this tingling going down my brain, as if the X was wearing off...I went back in and tried to enjoy myself again, but the same thing happened, went back outside to get fresh air...


I haven't touched a pill since then. Eveytime I think about rolling, I think that it will be my last. I should def wait until my paranoia is over.


Has anyone ever experienced a moment where they had to force themself out of a roll? did if effect you? and did you feel like you had to do it once more to get over the fear?

[meemeemee]

If you think that way about your next time rolling, I guess it's fear. Why don't you calm your fears with an E testing kit? They are something that should be in every rollers toy box. SWIM and her husband have NEVER taken a pill without testing it first. Yours was probably cut with some crap, or perhaps it was PMA? Feeling with that is similar to MDMA to start with, but can either make you really sick or kill you. I hope you didn't get that. But seriously, please invest in a testing kit, be smart, don't do it too often, don't take pills you aren't sure of, and you should be fine.

[Chaote]

It sounds similar to an experience my gf had looking back with things we now know it is prettly likely that she had an anxiety attack during the roll, it could have happened to you? thats just my 2 cents

[Nature Boy]

Whatever you do, don't check your pulse when rolling. That's just plain scary.

[matti_2003]

My girlfriend was like that the first time she tried them but she was ok afterwards. I think it was just because she was scared

[mark002]

Thanks for the input guys. Yeah, I had taken them before, twice actually. But I guess being alone didn't help.


I will def consider getting a testing kit.