Effects - Complete Memory Loss, Without Excessive Amounts.....

[BoyInTheCountry]

This has only happened to SWIM twice but it has been two times in a row and he has found it very worrying and distressing in the morning both times, the first time around resulting in a panic attack.

Obviously SWIM knows if you drink lots and lots and lots you forget the night and this has ofcourse happened to him before. The last two times SWIM has been drinking though he has not got stupidly drunk, he has been quite drunk but not so drunk he expected to forget everything in the morning.

The first time was nearly two months ago SWIM and some friends were simply in the pub enjoying drinks, SWIM at the time was also a heavy MDMA user and was also on that. SWIM got fairly drunk but not so much he acted like a twat or expected memory loss. He awoke in the morning and had a complete black hole where last night should have been and a gut feeling that something bad had happened, even though he was sure it hadnt, this feeling eventually morphed into a full blown panic attack which was horrible! SWIM blamed this though on the MDMA and the 1ml of GBL he took just before beginning to drink.

Since then SWIM stopped ALL drugs. SWIM went out the other night first time drinking in a month or so, used no other drugs, drank with some friends again out in town. Woke up complete black hole! SWIM can remember thought thinking to himself I best not forget this. SWIM once again though not being able to remember anything and feeling worried something bad had happened, no panic attack this time though. When SWIM told his friends he couldnt remember they all said you werent that drunk though.... and found it hard to believe he had no memory.

SWIM hasnt felt ill or even hungover when he has awoke either time, SWIM hasnt been out drinking again since. SWIM doesnt really want this to happen again he really does find it quite distressting and SWIM would like to have memories. Its not even like hazy memories from drinking LOADS its just a complete and utter blank, and SWIM normally has good memory.

Is there any reason for this or anyway SWIM can stop it?

Thanks.