ADD in UK and street amphetamine base

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Please excuse me if this soundsnaive, orslightly jumbled post. Im not very experienced in street drugs especially stimulants. Im used to MDMA and weed.


Anyway as many of you probably know getting a script for a stimulants in UK as an adult at 25 is near impossible and if you do get a refferal it probably wont happen.


Just a little background. In my late teens I used opiates firstly codeine but grew tollerant then useddihydrocodeine mixed with caffeine and pseudoephedrine to study.I felt content and able to talk more confidently without a slight stammer, think calmly and logically.My handwritting improving greatly.I was not in my usual scatter brained way of thinking. After a huge struggle after putting me on methadone I got clean and have been for 2 years (i have cheated now and again with buprenorphine, as it helps me think clearly, to prioritise tasks) I keep a secret stash for emergencies.


Another complication of mine are benzodiazepines. I was thinking and realised Iv been taking benzos, hypnoticson and off since 18. Im certainly not physically addicted but on the odd anxious occasionIwill crave for 5mg diazepam or even 2.5mg zolpidem or 1.75mg zopiclone (my poor mans diazepam). My tollerance is low anyway and this is a good sign. But something iv noticed about diazepam when I cant find a supplier is that I get a sense of angst when I wake up in mornings after not having a 5 or 10mg pill for over 2 weeks. I really am hoping the angsts is not related (My job sux and its stressful)


So at25 im strugling finding direction in life because when I start somethng I rarely finish it and end up failing. I find it hard to hold down jobs longer than 6 months withoutsome form ofexternal chemical. Icannot sustain attention. Im anxious but no longer depressed( probably down to poor diet, negative thinkingpatterns)


For2 years I take DLPA (on and off but loses effectiveness, same for L-tyorosine), b6, multivitamin B complex,Vit-C, Omega3, Occasional dose of deprenyl.


Last weekend I got some Base from friend Iv know for years. Im am familiar with the stuff just never taken it with others before.


Can anyone recommend an approximate amount of amphetamine base to use in relation to clinical d-amphetamine? Used for ADD.


Recently Iv been using small amounts for a week nowdrunk with cofeee before work. Theeffect is like someone opening the curtains in the morning.Stimulants normally make me very anxious. Im very anxious prone individual as cocaine hasdone this to me many times. Unless i drink alcohol with it I would feel very introverted,fidgity and self concious.Amphetamine base seems much smoother. Its also self limiting because it has caused me anxiety when I initially experimented with dosages..Too much makes me anxious, but just the right dose and Im incredibly efficient almost like being on opiates again but without the major euphoria, puffed face and zombie looking state.


If anyway else is the in the uk has a similar problems. perhaps we can exchange ideas???


This whole dilemar is frustrating because I could have a promising carreer in either IT or Media but these problems have blighted my entire life.


Thanks to all who contribute to this board. Iv been reading here for months and have gained a lot of great stuff.


Thanks