Stopped Rolling suddenly

[mark002]

Back in April of 05, I was alone, had 2 pills, was rolling pretty good, then all of a sudden I noticed it was getting really hot. I live up on the 3rd floor of an aparment..it's usually like 80 deg in there. During my roll, I realized that I couldn't focus anymore, I felt like I was hitting a danger zone.


So I gasped for air, and I could barely get oxygen in, I managed to get to the balcony...tried to calm myself down and tell my self to breathe in-breathe out...I slowly came to...I seriously thought I was gonna die. I felt this tingling going down my brain, as if the X was wearing off...I went back in and tried to enjoy myself again, but the same thing happened, went back outside to get fresh air...


I haven't touched a pill since then. Eveytime I think about rolling, I think that it will be my last. I should def wait until my paranoia is over.


Has anyone ever experienced a moment where they had to force themself out of a roll? did if effect you? and did you feel like you had to do it once more to get over the fear?