psychedelic mindframe?

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This is hard to explain. When using psychedelics in the past and occasionally when using ecstasy (seemsspecific pills)I get on these mind trips that have these very strange thoughts that nowI'd compareto stufflike aldous huxley's brave new world, or the island, or 1984 and even some so-called conspiracy theories to an extent (new world order, big brother, ect). my thoughts center around these hard to explain concepts... I mean, what's going on the world becomes more apparant to me, the good and the bad are all very present, war, suffering, trauma and pain sitting right next to my feelings of euphoria and contentment. I begin to think that all of our unconscious thoughts and emotions effect each other in a very dramatic and profound way and that we are all connected in a very serious way.it feels so strange and enlightening yet eerie and i could see it being frightening although it's not for me.These strange experiences are the times when I've truely discovered who i am, who we are as humans, and what this is about. it's very very trippy to say the least.


does this make any sense? can anyone elaborate on this, i can never describe or pinpoint these experiences well.