What not to do with a lot of Adderall XR

[Dexy Mcfukfuk]

So awhile back i received from a freind a substantial amount of
Adderall. Something along hte lines of 170 mg. For some reason i
didnt end up doing it for a long time, it just sat in my room, which is
actually rather weird for me because i fucking love speed. Wel
yesterday i finaly got around to takign the stuff. My original plan
was to take like 50-70 mg a day for a few days, however, after
taking 60 mg at about 2 oclock, as i showed up for work as a
lifegaurd I soon felt an urge to eat a few more.

2:00-Ate two 30 mg XR adderall. XR is essentialy extended release
adderall, meaning that when yo take 60 mg of it, you do not get it all
at first, it slowly absorbs into your blood giving you a steady long
period of happy moods.

2:15-I begin to feel a bit anxious and twitchy. Unfortunately at this
point i am on duty lifegaurding and will be stuck in a chair for the
next 15 minutes.

2:30-I get down from the chair and go to see if there is any
maintanence work to be done around the pool. I am feeling the
beginings of a speed rush, something i am not used to geting with
extended release adderall.

2:40-Help out the person in the snack bar. The business of doing
this snackbar work is really enjoyable to me, as i am doing it i begin
to get a full blown adderall rush. For those of you who dont know
what this feels like, it is sort of like a surge of energy, mixed with a
surge of a really good mood, and acompanied by shivering
sensations throughout the body and a warm expanding feeling in my
chest (a very pleasurable feeling).

3:00-I go out for a ciggarette and enjoy the rush which is still going
rather strong, the ciggarette feels abnormaly good adding to the
rush of the adderall.

3:45-At this point the first downside to using extended release
adderall, the waves of intensity. Because the adderall is coated in
beads, some which disolve at different rates then others, the feeling
of the soeed tends to come on and off. It has been my experiance
that there are normaly about three large peeks, followed by an
extended feeling of being very "up" which lasts for a few hours
making sleep impossible. Well anyways the first wave begins to wear
off a bit and the rush subsides.I would not describe my mood at
this point as depressed, because i still feel good, however i miss that
rush i felt earlier.

4:00-I know that the experiance is nowhere near over, and that i still
have quite a bit more tweekin to do, but something in my head tells
me to keep pushing. So i decide to take two 10 mg XR pills,
bringing my total up to 80 mg.

4:30-After going back up on another half hour of lifegaurding i go
to a deck and read a book for school. I find myself underlining quite
a bit of the text. The book, which is about the violent transition US
went through when going from an agricultural society to an
industrial one. The book, while normaly interesting, becomes
absolutely fascinating to me, i tear through the rather long chapter,
underlining everything i think i should know. I do all the underlining
because i have noticed that my memory retention is not very good
when im on speed.

4:50-I am feeling really good right now, no rushing feeling, but my
mood is great, im feeling really productive, and im optomistic
beyond what i can soberly imagine. However, deciding that today is
going to be a tweek day i decide to take two more 10 mg Xr pills,
brining my total up to 100mg.

6:00-I go back up on the stand to do anotehr 30 minutes of
lifegaurding (at my work there are like 10 gaurds so i tend not to go
up very often). At this point the last two pills i took are starting to
take effect, tingles are going up and down my body, mostly
concentrated in my head. It is very hot oustide, but for some reason
i feel cold, in a way. No, i wasnt cold, my body was simply tingling
all over, plus i was sweating rather profusively, which obviously
cooled me down quite a bit. I also notice that i am become very very
horny. I am normaly a pretty sexual person, but as im sitting up
watching the swimmers, i begin to find almost every girl very
attractive. All i could think about doing was fucking, so for those
who say speed kills libido....well, bullshit.

8:30-Have dinner with family, talke anotehr 10 mg pill (110) I dont
really have any apetite, but it has been my experiance that eating
something helps the comedown.

9:00-Began writing a paper on the chapter i read during work today.
Writing is not hard, but i am not very satisfied with the quality of the
work. I probably would have been helped by the adderall when
writing the paper had i not taken so much, but at this point i was
jittery full of energy and i couldnt keep my thoughts together.

10:30-Finish the paper, considering taking what is left of my
adderall,(60mg) but i decide not too because i will just be in my
room, probably bored. But then a freind calls asking if i want to
hang out, i say yes and decide taht i will indeed take what remains of
the adderall, bringing my total up to 160 mg.

11:15-The effects of Adderall tend to be greatly diminshed when
you ahve been up for awhile. The rush and euphoria felt when i took
this same dosage earlier today was nowhere to be found. Instead i
simply felt like i was maintining myself at the level i was at
previously. I am still rather jacked up, and feeling really good, but
my adrenaline glands are depleted and while im feeling very up, part
of me is feeling exhausted. At this time my freind shows up and we
smoke a few bowls. The high takes a very long time to come on,
and as it does i notice that I am getting exceptionally high. Normaly
when i get as high as i was at that point i am not quite able to
function, when i try to express what im thinking i end up getting lost
and forgeting what i was talkign about. However this time, though i
felt rather stoned, i was still very aware and awake, due to the
adderall.

From this point two about 2:30 me and my freind walk around for
awhile and smoke some mroe bowls. At about 3 am i return home
and lay down, surprisingly enough i fall into a pseudo sleep,
probably due to the weed. Basicly my body was so exhausted it was
shutting down, as my mind was also doing, but i was not really
alseep.

I wake up from my "sleep" feeling mentaly,physicly and emotionaly
exausted. As the morning goes on i am feeling worse and worse, no
energy, completely out of it and a minor pain in my stomach. I
decide that i am feeling this way due to my extreme tiredness and
that i havent eaten very much in the last few days. So i get a bagel
and 60 mg of adderall from a freind. I am trying to keep myself
awake until about 10, at which point i will colapse in an exhausted
heep on my bed.

The time right now is 3:20 pm, i took the 60 mg a few hours ago
and i am feeling its effects, not nearly what it was like when i took
this amount yesterday, but whatever, im not as tired. I have a very
weird feeling through my body right now, part tingling,part floating,
and part focused. My lips are very chapped, and i feel some minor
hunger pains, but hte thought of eating is sorta unapealing.

After today i plan on going a two week sobriety period, try to nurse
my body back into shape. Its not like a hurt it all that much though.
My final milligram count is 220 mg in about 24 hours. It has been a
rather long day and i am looking forward to getting some sleep. But
for now i will just enjoy the speed and get some stuff done.

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