Cravings - Worried about possible addiction, ways to control?

[FilthyMarkus]

I hear ya man, I recommend sipping on pure mineral water and not eating anything for 6 hours for the sore throat.

Just remember this, coke is expensive and not worth it, I decided today. SWIM had a good half gram left over and decided to cut some lines. SWIM's mirror isnt big enough for the job (previous one was which SWIM stupidly binned) and has chips on the side, which defeats the purpose because a mirror is supposed to be infinately flat, and the coke gets stuck in those chips. When SWIM snorted the lines, all he got was a numbing feeling and only a baby high compared to his previous yesterday. SWIM also forgot to chop it up and it had been resting in the bag a while so it was all clumpy, so what SWIM received was a load stuck in the back of the nostril (because it ended up in balls getting stuck to mucus), it was numbed for ages, even beyond any form of noticeable high. SWIM has been ripped off on this occasion. Or maybe he's lost the willingness to care about "treating" the coke before snorting it?

Just think, what are SWIY and SWIM acheiving? Spending time SWI-everyone could be using to cure diseases or better SWI-everyones lives, on cutting up powder with the thing we want only being 5% of it?

SWIM has lost all desire for coke based on this bad experience. It has turned into a dead end for SWIM and SWIM hopes SWIY will think the same way.

Peace friend.