Am I a drug addict?

[Red_Baran]

Heres my question, since i can rember really, i have always liked and seemed to need a way to get fucked up. i've never really got addicted (mentally) to one or the other drug although i've gone through many physical withdrawals (opioids benzos). Every night/day i crave a way to get fucked up. It doesn't seem to mater the way i get fucked up, when i was little i started with dxm then i went to alcohol, then when i moved out of my parents house and my world of drugs exploded to20 plus drugs under my belt, almost a new drug every weekend. If i don't have a way to get fucked up i get really depressed and pissed off and make my self sick (thinking about getting fucked up over and over in my head till it makes me sick to my stomic). So i guess my real question is can you just be addicted to drugs in gen.? I see most people who have drug problems seem to have a drug of choice witch i don't (my favorite being E though but i've only used it 3 times). And so far drugs haven't really hurt my life they have improved it thus far (other then my cash witch is down to $0) before i started the massive drug use i weighed 200lbs and 29% body fat, now im cut and down to 150 and i have new outlooks on the world/life, so is my drug use a problem even though it has seemingly helped me physical and a little mentally? I have SAD, GAD and PD and after taking drugs like E i have been able to over come some of my mental disorders a little bit more. most of this realization came after a really bad trip on shrooms (1/4oz) witch i don't regret it was a massive learning experience. Edited by: Red_Baran