First opiate experience (hydrocodone)

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Yesterday I went to the doctor because I have a cold. He gave me a
prescription for some couph syrup that was generic for Hycodan, and
it's a mix of hydrocodone and homatropine. I looked at the bottle and
recognized the name "hydrocodone" as an opiate. I took the recommended
dosage at first (10 mg). Within a half hour, I started to feel pretty
relaxed. A little while after, I was so comfortable and calm... it wore
off after about two and a half hours. I did it again today, and loved
every minute of it.



The only things I don't like, is that it makes it really hard to
urinate. It's annoying. It's like my whole body is so relaxed, that I
can't relax it anymore, enough though my "muscle that allows piss to
flow through" isn't relaxed. So I have to pretty much push the piss
out, then about half way through it finally relaxes. I also got a
little bit of nausia, which may or may not be related to the
hydrocodone. I felt like I was going to through up, but then I layed
down for a while and took a short nap and it went away.



Now I'm worried about running out. being on probation, I get tested for
THC. I could easily pass, but I don't want to risk it, and since I've
been clean so long, I have the tolerance of a 10 year old little girl,
so getting high again will be like my first time, and I want that to be
from my own plants, which I plan on harvesting within the next month
and a half. So I've been looking for an alternative to pot (not exactly
an alternative... just something I can get high off of) to hold me off
for the next four months. So I picked up tobacco, Xanax, and DXM.
I don't get tested for opiates, so that's good. But now that I've got a
taste of them, I want more... I don't want to get addicted and end up
sticking a needle full of heroin into my vein in a few years, so I just
want to stick to codeine.



I'm trying to find a site to buy codeine from. Living in Utah, I don't
think medicine that contains codeine is legal to buy over the counter.
From what I've read, it's very easy to extract and takes nothing more
than water and coffee filters. If I can't find a reliable site that
sells codeine (and doesn't make me fill out a bunch of forms that the
government can track me on to see how much I'm buying), then maybe I'll
consider growing opium and smoking that. My mom said she tried it about
ten years ago and loved it.



Anyway one question that I have... I read about Hycodan on drugs.com,
and it says that homatropine is included to discourage deliborate
overdose. The most I've taken at a time is 15 ml, which is also 15 mg
of hydrocodone. Is homatropine toxic or something? The recommended dose
is fine for me... it gives me a comfortable, relaxed, yet not
overwhelming feeling that I like.



Anyway would anyone think that I'm out of my mind to try to buy codeine
online or is actually a way to sucessfully obtain codeine? And what
about growing opium... I don't know how to grow it or how long it
takes, but I know what it looks like and know how it's harvested. Is it
a daunting task that only a select few can perform or could I just
stick a few right next to my pot plants? Or does it need to be grown
outdoors.