Experiences - Will kitty ever be able to enjoy LSD again?

[Charolastra]

Kitty has done LSD a number of times and has had amazing trips up until her boyfriend had a bad trip that sent him to the hospital.

Actually, a few weeks before her boyfriend had his bad trip.. one of her friends also had a bad trip and she had to bring him to the hospital (on acid).

Her boyfriend and friend both tried to kill themselves on acid and kitty feels that she is scarred from watching all that happen.

Now whenever Kitty tries acid she gets EXTREME anxiety and feels like she is dying or that the acid is just too strong (even with one hit!?). She feels like her mind is playing games with her because she won't hallucinate until she feels a wave of anxiety come on, then the hallucinations make her get more anxious.

Kitty wants to enjoy acid again but is too scared to try it again and have a 12 hour long panic attack.