Addiction - Too much whizz

[mrspopdog]

Hi everyone ,swim is new to this well swim tried to write post a few month ago but swims head was too confused to know the rules.. well this is swims story,,SWIM STARTED USING AMPHETAMINE 20 YEARS AGO,, YEAH 20 YEARS LONG TIME SWIM KNOWS.. SO IF YOU COULD JUST BEAR WITH SWIM PLEASE BECAUSE WITH THE SPEED AND ALL THE TRAPPINGS,EG CANNABIS AND ALCOHOL DAILY FOR THE COME DOWN(to sleep)
.when swim uses everyday swim has got in a routine he sleeps (somewhat) ,and for the first 10 or 11 years swim held his job down, working as subcontractor helped (swim is a self employed carpet fitter) so swim could go to work as and when,But that has all but stopped most of swims customers started to use reliable people to carry out work for them (not supprising)....WELL SWIM DOSENT KNOW WHAT TO SAY,, DOSENT WANT TO DUMP HIS PROBLEMS ON OTHER PEOPLE..ALLSWIM SAYS IS THERE ANY HELP WITH THIS SITUATION ?? SWIM HAS TRIED THE DOCS BUT NO CHANCE OF PRESCRIPTION SPEED! ALLTHOUGH LAST DOC SWIM VISITED WAS 5/6 YEAR AGO.ANYHOW I WONT GO ON .. ALL SWIM NEEDS TO KNOW IS THERE ANYONE OUT THERE IN SIMULAR SITUATION AS SWIM? ............ PS SWIM IS 40 NOW AND HAS WONDERFUL FAMILY EVERYTHING TO LIVE FOR ,,BUT SWIM FEELS AS THOUGH HE IS STEADLY KILLING HIMSELF AND CAN ANYONE HELP PLEASE...
THANKS FOR READING
YOURS
SWIM.