Opinions - swim is curiouse about some things

[mr.drillman]

SWIM has tried mdma many many times already, in pills and powder.

Swim just started using it last year and tries to avoid over doing it because he loves the effects and he doesnt want them to go away. SWIM considers himself wise and when he buys mdma he buys enough for a whole year and tries to separate the doses for particular ocasions.

SWIM lately has felt the magic is wearing off. This made swim very very sad and gave him a comedown that made him feel ashamed of himself.

SWIM is visiting a friend on may and wants to know if he could try mdma with her. SWIM last time was on nye, and the magic just felt so different that time.

Does that seem like enough time? Swim is guessing 5 months is more than enough.

Swim was also wondering if there was a way swim's "little man" downstairs would stand up during a trip.
SWIM feels very ashamed because it just wont work any time he uses it, even do he is provoked by very nice ladies willing to please him, and of course SWIM is more than willing to give kisses and be very physical with them.
SWIM has tried everything, but it just wont work. SWIM is trying to avoid viagra, he considers himself too young for it since he is barely 18.

SWIM would like some advice.