Hey, I would just like to say, the only
Drug besides
Weed I've ever done is 5-MeO-
AMT...as odd as that may sound it's true.....I will post my experince on 5-MeO-AMT here....enjoi...
"Alright, well it started off with mar and my friend, I wanted to order this stuff called 5-MeO-AMT because I heard it was really cool...I never tripped off anything in my life before but it was pretty intense.
I didn't have a scale and I really had no clue what the dosage I took was at the time.... the reason I say 30-40mg was because I remember approx how much I took and what it looked like...and when I weighed out the amount on a scale after this whole experience from my memory of how much I took...it weighed out to at least 30mg.yea it's a lot...
So I was sitting there...and I dosed I remember around 5:30, by just taking some out of a bottle and putting it on my tongue and eating it.... and around 7:00 I felt kinda funny and dizzy. But it was pleasant.... I started thinking really crazy thoughts like I could morph, I didn’t feel abnormal though, I just kept thinking weird thoughts...it was the winter of 02.... and there was snow outside.... so I kept saying to my friend "I can morph".... so I went outside and wrote in the snow "I can morph" about 10 times before he came outside and said what the hell re you doing.... I was very excited and feeling very good and awkward.... so then I decided to dose a little more.yea I know not smart... anyways
I came inside and I was thinking to myself what if I took to much, and I wasn’t really sure of what this whole exp was going to turn out to be...like I said...I barley smoked weed...and I never tripped...so I knew I was ion for something pretty coo...I started listing to rank 1 - airwave (vocal mix).... and then I felt like I was on a motorcycle...I was running all across the room for a good 20 minutes while my friend eagerly played along and chased me...we wasn’t tripping just having fun with me
So I started getting REALLY hyper...and I was afraid my heart was beating to fast...so I laid down.... and I started feeling a little uncomfortable.... and out of NOWEHRE I blinked and EVERYTHING was a different color and had tracers with different colors around it...I looked at the bed sheets and they started swirling around and making designs...then I started feeling sick and I puce’s on the floor...I got up and looked and in the merrier and my face was all cut up and had slashes all over it...then I looked at the walls and it was if they had turned into skin, they where all cut up and bleeding everywhere and blood was squirting everywhere.....I then looked back at myself into the mirror and my face totally changed...it started morphing into a demonic figure in which I can't really describe in words....it looked very evil though and my whole face was bloody....I was kinda scared but I kept saying "I'm tripping, I'll enjoy this even if this is crazy as HELL"...so I told my friend we should drive down town
...He gets in my car and we start driving...we went down the long hill in which we have to take to get down town.... and all around me was red and blue flashing lights that I kept seeing and it look like cops where EVERYWHERE, it seemed so real to....
So we finally get down town and I'm seeing crazy tracers and having the craziest thoughts every...my whole way of thinking changed more then I could ever describe it ever...I figure d out the meaning of life in my head but I couldn't explain it because I wanted someone to record it...I actually was explaining it for 1 1/2 hours talking so fast like I was on speed...but then I suddenly stopped my friend said and I kept screaming "we need to record this." because I didn't think it was worth explaining it if nobody was going to remember...because who would remember word for word 2+ hour conversation....anyway
We got to a gas station and my friends eyes turned into HUGE fish eyes...I was like "Holy s*it", it was getting really crazy. Then I looked across the street and there where ladders coming out of the ground...then near me the ladders where coming out of the ground...finally thousands of ladders where coming out of the ground and they extended and kept growing into the sky until I couldn't see them anymore...fanny the thousands of red ladders disconnected in millions of parts and they turned into confetti.... and the wind was blowing all the confetti around.... then I looked across the street again and saw thousands of tiny police officers jumping through a window in a pharmacy (CV*)...the building was on fire and it was really crazy....
We went to the next parking lot over and I continued to explain the meaning of life to some of my friends...it was so crazy and in-depth that I had a lot of people interested in what I was saying.... but it got to a point where it got so in-depth and so confusing that a lot of people lost track of what I was saying...but I still was talking to one friend....
I was in the car at one point and I was starting in front of me...a wave of every color in the world was in front of me...transparent, and interchanging g in it's place, like a wave of rainbows in front of you that are changing all the time...not swirling but just changing colors.... the blue would turn into red, red turn into green, and I was always seeing this CRAZY visual of a transparent rainbow...
Finally we moved across the street to hang gout some more.... out of nowhere it turned into daytime. But not just the sun coming out...not just the lighting changing.... but the entire atmosphere of daytime...there where more cars...the shadowing where the sun hit was perfect, everything about it being daytime and all the characteristics of day time came true. I was amazed.... and then it turned back into night
I kept moving my hand and the tracers from me moving my hand would turn into object then disappear.... if I moved my hand in a circular motion it would have made a cone, or something like that, and I would just pickup the cone and throw it....
There came a point where I was so into the trip that I couldn’t even take it anymore...I wanted to explain the meaning of life SO bad, but I also wanted to trip and enjoy the whole experience...but the thing was, I couldn't do both, so I had to choose.... I would be explaining the meaning of life and then I would stop and say "Oh man.... look at that ...that's so beautiful.... I can't believe this is happening...ANYWAYS." and I would continue explaining the meaning of life...
The last thing I really remember 100% was when I sitting in my car explaining it and my friends drove off, and their car turned into a space ship and flew away...
I then went into some bizarre dreamy state...I was going back in time...but it was to bizarre to explain and my memory is a bit fuzzy on what happened.... I remember either in the dream or in real life seeing a vision of me sitting where I was in the beginning of the trip...when I was laying on the bed and everything first started...but then the time was going backwards and night and day where going within matters of seconds.... the time was flying backwards, and I remember going through a mythical psycadelic tunnel going back into time, and remembering things I did when I was litter.... and so many crazy things where happing I just don't really remember them all, I do remember seeing myself in a heart with my ex gf who I loved at the time, and I remember us in a heart and the words "****** (my name)and Andrea (the girls name)" where repeating in the experience/dream/whatever the hell I was in for about ...30 minutes?....I saw much more but I don't remember what it was, I remember it was absolutely astonishing though...
Then.... after I woke up ...I remember I was typing, "we need to record this" on AIM a bunch of times, and I was crying because I wanted to explain the meaning so badly...then...as this was happening...my mom came to my friends house...
The reason she came was because she knew I was supposed to be home at 10:00.... and it was 10:15, and I always call, and she was trying to call me to see where I was but couldn’t get in touch with me, so she decided to come to my friends house cause she was worried and wondered where I was...
When I came to the door my mom instantly knew there was something very wrong with me...I saw my mom morphing into an evil "version" of my dad...then morphing back to my mom, and it went on a few times...back and fourth...I was so bugged out by it that I started swinging at my mom, and hitting everything...I never hit her but my friend was there to restrain me...finally somehow I got into the car and my mom was speeding to bring me to the hospital...I went to jump out of the car, but she grabbed me and pulled me back in...I remember stumbling into the hospital and a police officer being there and he tried to calm me down but I was so pissed off that I was going crazy trying to swing at him.... then they hand cuffed me to a bed and tried asking me a bunch of questions.... all I remember was waking up and seeing that my arms where hand cuffed but I was so relaxed my mom and dad where there and I looked at my dad's beard and it floated off and sand was blowing all around his beard...it was almost like it was being stretched off his face and his beard turned into sand....then my mom had 5 sets of eyes rotating around here face...it was her eyes with her glasses, and then I heard beeps and euphoric sounds like chimes of a calm twinkle or bells....and silver strings, beams and particles floating in the air....I went back to "sleep"...and continued having crazy dreams....when I woke up I was in a hospital 30 minutes away....and by then, I was in ICU (intensive Care Unit)... I looked at my hand and there was a tornado of my arm hairs swirling around on my hand...my hand was swirling around where the tornado was and it was totally crazy.... I then went aback to sleep and about 5 hours later everything seemed to be kosher.... I asked my mom what time it was and I looked at the clock and the clock was flying backwards in time...but everything was done (everything being all the visuals)...so I was thinking to myself what the hell is going on.... is the clock broken? So I asked my mom if the clock was broken and she said "no, you're still imagining things".... and I was just like "holy shit that's crazy...." cause I looked at it again and it was stilling going backwards...
After the hospital experience they said I was taking 5-MeO-DiPT and that 5-MeO-AMT doesn’t exist.... shows how dumb they are...
After everything, I had a different way of thinking for a very long time, about 2 weeks - 3 months...I'm not really sure...my hand to eye coordination was f**ked...and I type at about 110 wpm, play bass, piano, guitar, and skateboard.... and I just couldn't do any of it without a huge struggle...I feel that I'm 95%, if not 100% better from everything now, but I don’t think I would OD again...do it again...who knows...I did about 3 times afterwards in much smaller doses, but hey, I guess I'm kinda crazy like that... ;P, it's life, live it up, but don't be stupid like me and not know how much you're taking of a serious drug like this....this stuff is no joke at all....I've known many people who've taken it and had no reaction at all, cept for a lil buz, and very lil visuals. It could have broken down though because 5-MeO-AMT isn't the most stable of chemicals.... but don't chance it, you can die much quicker then you think....
Btw....sorry for the typo's, didn't really feel like spell checking the whole thing, after all, who's grading this? ; P"
Hope you guys got a little education, information, and enjoi'ment outa that ;p, be easy.