Experiences - The reintroduction of adderall!

[digitalkaiser65]

So I have been having a horrible first few years in college..
Its sort of gotten bad, to the point where nothing is even interesting anymore!

I took adderall for like 3 years in highschool and I graduated with flying colors but my social life lacked because of one of the sideaffectsthat numbs your emotions.
For this reason I stopped using and it was the biggest mistake in my life I think. I am now going back to collage for my first degree and I intend on taking full advantage of adderall.

Now a small question for a helpless noob, but I just took 40mg for the first time in about 2 years, so I could do a bunch of work tonight, and I have to work early tomorrow so I plan on taking my old dosage before work.

I feel amazing, way different then I used to. I feel like its doing only good things to me. I have extreme anxiety and trust issues and they are just melting away. I know it might of been a lot to get back on it though, so I was wondering if this was okay? I feel fine, energized, ready to work, and no stress and anxiety are present inside. I feel like I can take on school again! I just don't want to overdue it but I had no idea adderall could be used for so much back then, and its opening up a world of possibilities.

This is a refreshing feeling as I was only going down a downward spiral since I graduated a few years ago and I think this is what I needed.
I'm trying to keep a level head about it, its not going to solve all my problems but I can feel them leading to the answers I need.

I also have one more question, a very important one.
Well, two!
One is, will the feeling of numbing emotions return or was that only because of my state of mind back in high school. It feels a lot different now then it ever did and all I wanna do is talk to people which wasn't the case before!
Also, I hear a lot of sexual problems with adderall. I can already go for hours without climaxing without it and I don't want the adderall to further that effect as I outlast everyone I'm with which becomes troublesome and embarrassing. ;

Point out all the flaws in my wall of text as this is the first time I've posted here and I might of been a little hyped up when I read through the words to retain info!!
THANKS FOR THE HELP!