Addiction - Needle Relapse

[Probing Tranquility]

Tonight Swim got a 40mg oxycontin and shot it. Now swim told himself he wasn't goint to shoot up except on special occasions. Swim could have snorted or ate it but the needle is just too tempting considering swim hasn't shot up in 6 months or so. Swim feels a little guilty because he couldn't say no to the needle but at the same time felt like he deserved a little treat for staying off it for so long. Swim doesn't think it'll happen again soon because he only has enough money for one more and then he's livin poor until payday. Swims really fucked up though, it's taking like 20 min to type this shit, he forgot how awesome shooting oxys feels. Swim guesses he doesn't feel too guilty because he would have taken it one way or another but he still can't or has a very hard time saying no to the needle.