Health - Year break after anxiety..should swim try again ?

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Hi ,

Swim hasnt done eddie since october last year due to anxiety and panic attacks


Swiy use to drop 1-2 beans every 4-5 weeks for a 10 month period last year, at first everything was great then after 5 months swim started to get more weird comedowns..paranoia,fuzzyness. Then on 9th month swim got his first panic attack ..it went away after a few hours


So on the 12 month october swiy dropped 1-2 beans again and also hit 1 blotter of acid , nice buzz etc..then a week after swiy felt terrible really dissconnected,anxious,repeated panic attacks,racing thoughts,miserble,dark clouds,no enthusiasm..this went on for months and swim only felt better or normal after about 6 months of yoga.nutrition etc..Doctor prescibed sertraline but swim fought the fight solo


Swim now feels great but occasionly feels more aware and mildly anxious



Question is should swim try again tonite..or do you think eddie will trigger all these symtoms again in swim.


Please help...