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26 hours...going...strong...? (DOx rather than LSD)
SWIM took 2 hits of LSD 26 hours ago. He hasn't slept at all. But he has been noticing something very "fake" about reality itself. It is almost as if reality is playing tricks on him...It is almost as if reality has a mind of its own.
SWIM has done acid 3 or 4 times before this, and at first said acid taken seemed normal. However, he didn't get an actual trip until about 4-5 hours in. 2 hours later he thought he was peaking. Ever since then it has been a perpetual comedown, but it never seems to end. The visuals seem about half as intense as the peak, and the "mind-fuck aspect" is still present.
SWIM is rather experienced in a variety of psychedelics and is very used to riding out bad trips...but he has never experienced anything as strange as this..."unreality"...?
In the past few hours, SWIM has developed a habit of talking to himself. Its as if he no longer has a voice in his head. The inner monologue of his head is only spoken aloud.
SWIM feels as if it's at a point where he would be able to sleep, but he lays down in bed and notices how manufactured this reality is. He will abruptly sway into discomfort.
SWIM has never had this happen before. I guess his main question is...is this whole "fake" metaphysical "vibe", or "fake vibe" about reality, common? ...or is he just insane?
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