Addiction - same opiate withdrawals..new perspective

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swim has recently come to the conclusion that even mild opiate withdrawal is a bitch.. its not even that bad, but it is horrible when there is nothing to do but sit there and think about it. not even thinking about using, just thinking about the unpleasantness of it all. Swim noticed yesterday as he arrived in a hotel in amsterdam, euphoric about the whole situation, he was long passed his usual dose that would keep him feelin okay..

swim hates the feeling of being woken up in the morning by this unpleasant body sensation that seems overwhelming..but i guess what swim is trying to say is that it ISNT overwhelming..a lot of it is in swims head.. if only he could forget about time for 2 days..

swim cant wait to get home to his sweet supply.

time to relieve these symptoms. swim is such a procrastinator with withdrawal..or maybe thats just called an addiction..or..love who knows

W!SE added 5 Minutes and 29 Seconds later...

btw..swim is talking about oxycodone (roxy no time release) and knows this belongs in the opiate addiction..but was about to use at the time after giving in to a snorting microscopic piece of his diminishing supply so he put it here.

thanks. any opinions? please dont post any remedies as swim has read/tried them all. except DXM but swim is not trying to destroy his love/need for the drug..just wants to feel gooddd