Aquantience takes her own life

[Spare Chaynge]

So swim attends after care meetings voluntary at his IOP that he goes to.. swim met a girl a couple of times and had some really good conversations with her swim was looking forward to there next conversation and even hoped maybe she become a friend. swim and her clicked from the begging.

well this weekend she killed herself.

Swim saw her on Thursday and casually talked to her she did not seem sad or say anything at all about what she planned on doing. By sunday she was dead. She purposely od.

This has changed swims perspective on the whole way he is going to deal with new comers or anybody in the program.
No longer is swim going to sit back and let them come to him.. He has previously done this because of his own issues with abandonment and has some distance thing. His thinking use to be if he does not talk to them it wont be him who gets hurt.

Now swims thinking is go to them if they do not like swim who the hell cares. Get there number call them a couple of times a week.. ask them to hang out..

this was a slap in the face that woke swim up
People seriously are dying because of this disease. Its time to stop being selfish and help out.

Please pray for her and her family and friends..