Combinations - Here we go again... what's up with my body, won't respond to drugs like normal, help!

[MotherSuperior]

So, after shooting speed(cleaned dexamp tabs) Friday then eating them all... this all night while taking copius amounts of Dihydocodiene, Codiene, Tramadol and the occosional MST tab MR30mg(rectal) as SWIM have any H that day and this pretty much stopped the rattle.

Then going to a friends house late Saturday and smoking(and scoring) a few lines of H(I'm pretty tolerant) seemingly good H(white and burnt lovely on foil) and smoking(and scoring) a few bits of white(crack). Did'nt do to much for SWIM but then SWIM normally IV's brown and white.

Then SWIM got home and IV'd some of the brown and white... it felt 'nice' for a second but nothing special.

So SWIM decided that SWIM's poor body should take a break so at midnight SWIM took 3*7.5 Zopiclones, 20mg Diazepam(rectaly... proper tubes) 60mg of Gabapentin and 50mg of Promethaziene as SWIM knew SWIM would have trouble sleeping and within a very short time SWIM was asleep.

This morning at 7:00am SWIM awoke... the REAL funny thing was SWIM was not rattling for H... not in the slightest, whatsoever which was kind of dissapointing as SWIM loves getting a hit when SWIM is rattling. In any case SWIM cooked up the rest of the white and a fair portion of the 'nice' H and IV'd it. Again SWIM felt nice a little but nothing outstanding. With that amount of white SWIM expected something better and it was NOT bunk gear either... heh SWIM even got that charateristic taste in the back of SWIM's mouth when injecting a fair amount of white and H.

So SWIM had a great idea... SWIM had taken it pretty easy after the initial injection on Friday only eating a couple of dex orally every few hours to keep alert and awake. SWIM only does the dexamp at weekends and takes Magnessium to prevent too much of a tolerance building up... however the 'hit' SWIM was going to do next he would normally feel even if SWIM had been hitting it hard.

SWIM decided to IV 30mg of dexamp as SWIM wanted to feel SOMETHING from drugs plus SWIM prepared another small shot of H(SWIM has trouble getting veins and uses a complex procedure to locate, temporarily canulate then inject drug containing syringes so if SWIM was going to goto all this trouble he may as well stick in some more H). Well after IVing 30mg of dex and more H... SWIM felt 'nice' for maybe a few seconds but NOTHING like SWIM would expect from 30mg's of IV dexamp(yes even with the fact SWIM had taken some on Friday/early Saturday).

SWIM suspect's Tramadol somehow supresses the H... SWIM is not he first person to say this here and it was the same last week with the exception that SWIM knows this H is good. Maybe, also the speed binge has caused SWIM's brain not to react with the white very much(out of dopamine?). Maybe all the sedatives SWIM used 7 hours before to put SWIM to sleep are causing the 30mg dexamp hit to feel week... or maybe just maybe the H SWIM IV'd. SWIM knows that for SWIM H and dexamp kill each other(why did SWIM do it then you ask... well SWIM thought 30mg would overpower any supressor activity H might have) funny thing is that IV dexamp and IV methadone are one of SWIM most FAVOURITE combinations of ALL time(and SWIM has tried most....). Figure.

So it's now 11:00 am and SWIM is neither up nor down, has that shitty taste of Zopiclone in the mouth... feels ok... actually very normal but maybe a bit 'off'' and un energetic if anything. I'm not sure how it is possible that everytime SWIM tries to get a hit... he ends up getting dissapointed. SWIM has one more good dose of H left but that's not going anywhere(even though he WANTS to do it) until SWIM has all these other drugs out and(especially Tramadol which SWIM is VERY suspicous about) and SWIM is in a good old cluck.

Any ideas as to why SWIM cannot feel a good hit of either H, white, dexamp? Last night it must be noted SWIM did feel the H a little after the injection... even with all this in SWIM it is worrying that sWIM feels way to 'normal'(even worringly) and not to energetic at all.

In case SWIM did'nt mention it, SWIM knows all drugs are good. The H and white might not be top grade but certainly are ok. Heh maybe SWIM should just wait for natural sleep and for SWIMs brain to recharge but really. On a positive note the first hit of 30mg dexamp on Friday was very nice indeed.

Oh by the way people don't try the same kind of drug regime SWIM has. SWIM is an experienced and trained feind.

As usual SWIM welcomes all and any comments and suggestions on SWIMs problem!