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panic attacks
It looks like everyone here so far has noticed the bad long term effects of heavy ex use. but im wondering if anyone else here has experienced severe panic attacks even days or weeks after use.
SWIM used to sell rolls for extra cash buying like 100 at a time and just selling to friends. with no one really buying that much e alot of them ended up being taken. probably 3 to 4 a day for extended periods of weeks maybe months.
SWIMs hands and feet would go numb almost for all day, also there would be these really hard to explain INTENSE head rushes. they feel like passing out or going unconscious or even just your heart stopping and you're dying. SWIM always used to have to reach out for the desk at work.
its really horrible when this happens at work also because you know you cant tell anyone what you're going through, also for the longest time SWIM didnt even know what was happening.
after awhile i looked up panic attacks on wiki and almost all of the symptoms were there. numbness in hands and feet (caused by poor circulation from quick breathing) impending feeling of doom, feeling liek you are going to die any second.
probably one of the worst experiences of SWIMs life the ambulance was even called SWIM would have to walk out of the work are and go to the car to calm down. seemed like the only thing that would help would to go buy a beer from the gas station. once in the elevator after leaving without notice because of feeling of fainting. the space in the elevator just made the panic more intense. just sitting at the door saying please open please open by the time it did the feeling was so intense SWIMs heart was beating so hard there was a ringing in the ears. the panic was so bad SWIM actually left and called an ambulance. it sounds stupid when theres reall ynothing wrong but its that convincing. SWIMs heartrate actually WAS above normal. fluctuating anywhere from 130 to 90. normal for panic attacks.
im curious to know if anyone felt simular attacks from extended use of x.
other wierd things were feelings like wobbly unable to walk well. feeling like nothing was real. or that you were going insane during an attack.
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