Experiences - Cocaine dreams\motivation

[anony]

Hi
Just wanting to see if fellow SWIMs experience the same feelings towards cocaine as SWIM. SWIM finds cocaine real motivation to progress as far in life as possible. SWIM has an image in his mind (realistic...hopefully!) of how he'd like to find himself in years to come. SWIM's dream would be to have a nice modern appartment with a nice leather sofa, complete with a low-down glass coffee table infront of SWIM, waiting for him to rack up on, infront of his 40" tv running his high spec PC, surrounded by the finest surround system SWIM can afford. Also with one of those spirit holder\extractor type wall racks that you find in bars, complete with spirits of course! Cant wait!
SWIM could happily quit now for the next 5-10 years in hope of that outcome.
Anyone else care to share?