SWIM has always tried to resolve what he refers to as a peak experience. But he cannot exactly pinpoint what he learned in this experience but he knows it was very significant. SWIM wqas taking very high dose quality LSD. He was lying on the ground and looking up at the stars for a couple of minutes. Then he got up and walked about 30 feet to a large log and he sat on the log. This was late at night in a forest. He then lit a joint. Just as he did it he ended up back where he orgionaly was on his back looking up at the stars. He was really there. Lying on his back. Totally real. It felt like he was lying there for a minute or so. Then he was back on the log lighting the joint. The lighter was still lit. He took a couple of hits but then he was back 30 feet away lying on his back looking up at the stars for a while. Then he was back on the log. Immediately after this the entire universe as SWIM knew it totally collapsed and was reduced to the very building blocks of reality. So what do you think that this episode of SWIM "flickering" back and forth was?
SWIM suspects that it has something to do with time and our perception. Like all time is happening at once and there really is no time. SWIM would consider this as a peak experience. One of a few in a lifetime of taking LSD and similar sacraments. How would you articulate what happened to SWIM? What did SWIM learn from this? What SWIM is trying to say is difficult because it is hard to put such a thing into words.