The primordial world of the mushrooms and the sea. A place long forgotton

[Lobsang]

This was a dream I had. In the dream I took magic mushrooms they were
dried.
In the dream I felt the need to take some mushrooms. So my girlfriend
and I went to the city. I knew that the Grateful Dead were in town and
outside the stadium there would be sacraments available for sale. So I
found what I wanted easily. We decided to go camping the next day. WE
drove 4 hours to the seashore. To a place where you could camp in the
dunes by the sea. WE set up camp. It was getting toward evening. I
took a large amount of dried mushrooms and she just had a nibble as she
was never really into them. After we took them we decided to drive to
this store to get some supplies. While in the store the mushrooms
started to take effect. There was a video game machine and the
charactors on the screen went from organized identifiable entities to
simple gemetric shape with no symbolic counterpart in reality. They
just became shapes with that represented nothing. Well I said "we have
to go now" I felt the world collapsing. I drove backto the campsite
carefully as reality was falling more and more apart as I drove. I did
make it however.

Night started to fall and we built a fire. Many trippy colourful
trails and visions. All we had were candles and the fire. I became
very sleepy. I said to my girlfriend that I needed some "down time".
She thought I ment sex and smiled. I shook my had no andsaid I have to
lie down for a while. I went into the tent. She stayed outside and
watched the fire. As I lay in that tent I fell into a dreamy but alert
state. I was very sleepy but energized as well. Visions were
everywhere. Through me, through the darkness. Everywhere. I was
emmersed in visions that were very colourful. My awareness shifted
"down". That is the only way I can describe it. I had fragmented
visions of reptiles. Diffeerent body parts. Skin, toungues, tails,
eyes and more. I felt my point of reality assembly move into a place
that was deep in me. A very old place. A reptilian place I call it
now. I was deeply emmersed in this reality for possibly an hour. I
then slipped back up from the depths of it but was still tripping hard.
I got up and came out of the tent. My girlfriend and I decised to tale
a walk on the beach in the night. There was not another sould on that
beach for miles. I was srill somewhat in the land of the reptiles as
we walked the beach. The crashin of the waves took me back to a
primordial place in my awareness.

As we walked in this ancient reptilian primordial reality we noticed
that there were large horseshoe crabs along the beach. They had been
left there by the tide. They each were around 8 inches across and 10
or so inches long. They look not like a crab but like a giant
Trilobite. I have been told that they are very very old and have not
changed in millions of years. Many of these crabs were turned on their
backs. Their legs are not long enought to rite themselves. A sense of
sorrow and compassion for the crabs came over me. WE spent the
remaining hours of darkness walking the endless beach and throwing the
struggling crabs back into the sea. It was a beutiful night. Stars
glistened, waves crashed in the night and many crabs were returned to
the sea. After the trip was over I reflected back wondering if I
really had been interfering with the natural universal cycle of the
crabs. Under other circumstances maybe. But on that night I was one
with beach and the crabs. It was the natural thing to do.