Turning paranoia around

[lostmente]

Something that i've been labelled as paranoid for, after many years of experiencing people talking about me in ways that seem too sureal to be reality I am learning I can do it far better to them!

The level of tolerance I have built up to having strangers in my vicinity dig at me either consciously or not has given me some ability to store a lot of energy. Now I am learning I can accurately vent it back to them, and it gets easier every time.

My life is my creation and to understand that is immensely empowering...

reminds me of a bit of philosophy i read once that said something like it is more divine to be on a verge of murder and turn away than to never consider it an option