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Amphetamine > Relationships?
Swibfs essentially chosen his amphetamines over the last few relationships even with that realization he's somewhat indifferent. Its a subtle and slow deterioration of the relationship rather than the tweaked trashy abusive variety. Usually the complaints revolve around the lack of post-intercourse sleep, a general disconnection from emotion and reality. With Swibf in/out of his own world he doesn't see much potential for a sustained traditional relationship. Is it necessarily a negative that he isn't upset by this, although he does have the inclination to think it should be impact-worthy.
Any Swiys encounter similar realizations concerning their use? While Swiy probably wouldn't have had much genuine problem with their use becoming relatively more important than something else in their life was there and/or is there something that would prompt Swiy to consider giving amphetamines up?
Swibf doesn't feel like he will make such a decision of feel that it would be necessary any time soon, but the lengthy convo he just now concluded with an ex incited a bit of curiosity.
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